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Philip

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Why is the room spinning? Everything is so... significant. Oh dude, these Lucky Charms taste soooo good right now. I think I'm gonna puke. No, nothing's wrong, I just didn't get much sleep last night.

My Interests

Ending all physical and emotional pain for myself. Morphine is the only solid evidence of the existance of a higher intelligence in the universe. Hydro and oxycodone, Dilaudid, fentanyl, diacetylmorphine, cocaine, psilocybin, LSD, THC, music, friends, movies, books, art, dopamine, endorphins and seratonin.

I'd like to meet:

Other sickos

Music:

Flaming lips, Bill Evans, Miles Davis (that includes all of his last quintet: Herbie, Wayne, Tony and Ron), Coltrane, Haydn, Mozart, Beethoven, Steve Coleman, Bevan Manson, Brahms, Joey Calderazzo, Chick Corea, Wagner, Keith Jarret, Sonny Rollins, Tribe Called Quest, Debussy, Ravel, Kenny Garret, Jason Moran, Bach, Charlie Parker and Dizzie Gillespie (and a few of the subsequent beboppers like Sonny Stitt), Anthony Tidd, Snoop Dogg, Dr. Dre, Jimmy Hendrix, Billy Joel, Chris LeDoux, Eminem, Michael Jackson, Phish, The Cars, Nirvana, Woody Shaw... Lots of random shit. Any genre has the potential for good art. I guess I'm a snob but I don't like just talking shit about other people's taste unless I can give specific analytic reasons as to why whatever they like sucks. We can talk shit about Kenny G later in a blog post. Even if it sucks, though, I wanna hear it. I wanna hear it all. The more I know the better, at least for me.

Movies:

Unforgiven, From Hell, Aliens, Shall We Dance, Amelie, Full Metal Jacket, Dr. Strangelove, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Kids Return...

Television:

Is slowly consuming my life in its entirety. Do video games count as TV?

Books:

Maynard Solomon's biographies of Mozart and Beethoven, Lolita, Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory, Philip K. Dick stuff, In Search of the Quantum Computer, Lies and the Lying Liars Who Tell Them...

Heroes:

-The cylons were created by man -They rebelled -They evolved -They look and feel human -Some of them are programmed to think they are human -There are many copies -And they have a plan

My Blog

Crack, for when you don't have heroin

 So I've spent the last nine months smoking heroin and suddenly my hook couldn't supply. In short: shitty times. Oh, and my life has completely turned into a giant pile of puppy poo. I finally ad...
Posted by Philip on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 05:44:00 PST

Dopesick Dayz

 Woke up with that old familiar feeling. Fevery, achy, a little shaky. Wandered around my house like a vampire depreived of blood. Can't stand the sun, it hurts my eyes. Drove around listening to...
Posted by Philip on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 10:26:00 PST

Walked around today

 Woke up feeling ill so I took some ultram. Made me feel a little better but still can't go back to sleep. Decided to walk to the park. Did some people watching. I always secretly want to talk to...
Posted by Philip on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:53:00 PST

Repetition

 Get sick, score, dose, sleep, get sick, score, dose, sleep... rinse and repeat till dead. 
Posted by Philip on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:32:00 PST

Fucked up for so long

 Is it possible to live life sober again? Why is the one and only thing that I've done in my life that has had a perceptable positive effect on my psyche also seem to be the worst thing I've ever...
Posted by Philip on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 04:18:00 PST

The ones we do not speak of

 I just saw M. Night Shyamalan's "The Village". I have to say it freaked me out something fierce. Overall I wouldn't say it was as good a movie as "Unbreakable" but once I started watching I coud...
Posted by Philip on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 05:06:00 PST

A long time ago...

...we use to have government. Crude government, but government nonetheless. They ruled with spears and swords and the like. Then democracy and all that flummery got popular and journalism developed, i...
Posted by Philip on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 11:23:00 PST

It hurts when a loved one leaves you...

 Especially when you don't have a chance to say goodbye. 
Posted by Philip on Tue, 25 Oct 2005 11:20:00 PST

If I had two cents then this post would represent them...

"Many American morphine and heroin addicts prior to 1914 led long, healthy, respectable, productive lives despite addiction and so do a few addicts today. The sorry plight of most heroin addicts in ...
Posted by Philip on Mon, 24 Oct 2005 09:19:00 PST

I don't play so well on valium

  Benzo's are fun but I've always preferred morphine. Just ask Marcel. I'm sure he'll agree.  
Posted by Philip on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 11:44:00 PST