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In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav

Suffering is the sole result of seeing a difference between light and shadow

About Me

Tibetan Prayer Wheels spin the Mantra of Compassion "Om Mani Padme Hum" to give blessings in all directions across the earth.
White Ah and 5 coloured Bindu representing the 5 elements at their purest level. Ah, being the first part of Om (AUM), before samsara or the cycle of suffering. Blue is essence of infinite space or ether which generally appears to beings as black. Black is the essence of physical perception as suppressed potentiality as when it's realized from a totally unrepressed state of vision it is all colors in illumination, nothing hidden! One should read the science of color and how all colors are mixtures of these 5 primary colors and how all colors thrown together chaotically manifests as black. This explains from a certain vantage point how the universe is composed, and undersanding this from simple to complex to simple is liberation. So, from this Blue unhinged or without limit spaciousness is Green as essence of wind or air, Red is essence of fire or heat, White is essence of water or wet, Yellow is essence of earth. All these combine in different ways to manifest the multiplicity as the elements that compose what reality is made of, which includes the elemental chart. This is deeply profound and is all realized as infinite unqualifyable, beyond color or un-designatable awareness that is...all thus.
Om Namah Shivaya! Shiva is the auspicious ground of all level's of Nirvana and Samsara, thus is beyond birth and death and is not merely a form or formless god. This is the innermost nature of consciousness and matter. The pure radiant expanse beyond color. To that Shiva, I bow, the destroyer of all self induced limitations!
I was born in San Francisco, but moved around the country for the sake of higher learning (learning of myself), from New Mexico to upstate New York in an Ashram (spiritual retreat community)where I lived, worked and delved deeply into myself for almost 3 years, then NYC and Kansas City to Virginia, Oakland, Florida and more. I went to 3 different high schools in 2 different states in my youth. Now, I enjoy life to the fullest, love to travel and party occasionally. I'm mostly into yoga and yogic philosophy as liberation from psychological suffering through yogic philosophy is the real deal. I used to skateboard like I just escaped from the local insane asylum! I also used to do illegal graffitti when I was young and gutteral. Now days I enjoy seeing good street art. I mostly just draw my stuff on paper when the urge hit's me, there's some stuff in my pic's section. These day's I'm a poet/writer and philosopher...yeah, I'm gonna be rich momma! Actually I might get rich because Noni Juice and it's marketing plan is high octane and I'm in the upline. img src="http://www.mixmap.com/289440/tracker_strict.jpg" border=0 style="visibility:hidden;height:1px;width:1px

My Interests

Reading, movies, music and art, loving people, happy people who don't appologize for their joy. I'm really into yoga, chanting and meditation and the inner experiences that arise in effect. Also, sweet walks on a beach with a pretty women and a colorful sunset. Or just a night out at a club with a good dancer, cuz I can get down till' the sun comes up! Kundalini dancing up, down and back up my spine is the most favorite interest of mine.

I'd like to meet:

People who aren't judgemental or into putting others down to feel good about themselves, in other words, no people who find joy at the expense of others. I'm into people who are not shy, but successful at what they do, as long is it's good for our environment and all around human and animal health. Spiritual minded people, sexy people, loving people, who are artists at what they do. Buddhists, Hindus, Taoists, though it doesn't matter the religion as long as your open minded, as I also love Jesus, I just feel that he is one of the most mis-understood figures of the last 2 thousand years.
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Music:

Contemplative hip-hop like....k-os (Knowledge Of Self) take a listen and press play on the video or music pod's I have going. I like some party hip-hop like J-Z is cool. But Buddha Bar CD's are a great inspiration with it's eclectic mix of international sounds and is mostly what I listen to. I also like Classical music, both western and eastern, like Ragas (Indian mood pieces) and Beethoven. I love those Indian DJ's like Bally Sagoo and DJ Cheb I Sabbah who actually lives in SF, CA. Good hip-hop DJ mixing is great as well.

Movies:

All types, foriegn to hollywood fun like, "Matrix", "Dune", and life pondering movies such as "Waking Life", I also liked "Labrynth" alot and still find it quite ponderable, also "Lord of the Rings" and "Time Bandits" is crazy, which is British I think actually, even some bollywood movies are really great, with the dancing like it's still the 80's throughout the mushy storylines and melodramatic acting (that's the indian form of hollywood)with movies like "Satyam, Shivam, Sundaram" dir. by Raj Kapoor is a beautiful, beautiful movie!! But mostly spiritual inspiration movies are what makes me feel great about life, like "The Little Buddha" dir. by Bernardo Bertolucci though the acting isn't the best, it's beautifully done, and "Kundun" by Martin Scorsese about the life of the Dalai Lama. This maybe common, but I can't help myself, I just love "Star Wars", especially episodes 4,5 and 6 (the old ones)! I like Fantasy and SciFi stuff the most because life is just that. Reality will straight freek a sane mind out! Oh yeah, and Skateboarding videos especially those that have some of my old friends in them. Really, I just love movies and so many movies come out that are inspiring and wonderful, it's hard to put them all down or even remember the names of them. I LOVE a good movie!! One of the good things to come from our modern culture, but those actors get paid way too much and we need to put more of that money towards schools and teachers...seriously, come on now folks!! :-| Ah well, who am I to judge, everyone get's the fruit of their own efforts, even if it takes lifetimes to reap the rewards.

Television:

"Heroes" is cool, "Lost" is fun, but not watching as of late. "Scrubs" is funny. I take nothing that is on T.V. seriously, as in I don't make it a part of my personal philosophy, though sometimes I'm pleasently surprised. But, I do love people and I like to see peoples ways of seeing the world and where they find their bliss (or semblence of "mostly the case").

Books:

I eat all spiritual books like candy, yum, yum. Also spiritually inspired fiction like "Mipham" is great, the first Tibetan Novel filled with magic, adventure, sorcery, enlightened wisdom, meditation masters, sex, culture and just a great read. Mostly I like Tibetan and Shaiva Tantra though. Stuff by Chogyal Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche is mind altering without the chemical additives. Really anything "Dzogchen" will re-align your brain waves and straighten your spine, no joke. "The Supreme Source" a rendering of the Kunjed Gyalpo translated by Chogyal Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche. "Vasistha's Yoga" translated by Swami Venkatesananda. "Play of Consciousness" Swami Muktananda's autobiography. I am reading Dzogchen texts right now of all different types. Visualization, intelectual and direct introduction to the supreme state that is "Dzogchen" (pure, infinite awareness) texts. These texts explain the enlightened state with more lucidity and comprehension than I have found anywhere and I am well read in all religions and spiritual traditions from around the world. The language of explanation is more non-dual than I have ever come across and can lead to instant awakening experiences just through reading. "Don't worry, be happy, now!" - Bobby McFarrin, "You are that which you are seeking!!" - Saint Francis of Assisi =^D

Heroes:

Siddhartha the Buddha for understanding quantum physics thousands of years before the idea emerged in our culture. Various spiritual geniuses like Swami Chidvilasananda and Swami Muktananda who brought Kundalini awakening and the path of Kundalini Yoga to the West in a very comprehensable and direct way. Padmasambhava who brought Indian Buddhist Tantra to Tibet more than a thousand years ago. Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche for his brilliant takes on Dzogchen. Chogyal Namkhai Norbu Rinpoche for showing me directly the experience of Dzogchen beyond words or texts. Milarepa because he went from mass murderer black magician to a total awakened Buddha in a single lifetime which shows that no wrong doing is uncleansable, though he had to work really hard to clean his slate. Superman, Spiderman, Batman and especially Wolverine are my favorite comic book heroes. I think that someday I can be like Superman, wooo, hooo! Superman lover that is...oh yeah, I'm already that! ;-)

My Blog

Feelings Expressed

I wrote this after a 4 year live in relationship breakup back in 2004. I always go back to it in order to remember myself worth again..................................In response to a feeling expresse...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 10:18:00 PST

Sometimes I wish...

Sometimes I wish... Back in my mothers arms, out of the way of harmsmans tools, fools our people into beasts,past lives of termites eating away at heaven's invites,every moment the sun pulsates, we se...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 02:48:00 PST

EMPTY

I know this feeling,so deep it's drop as me,this realization seems to cause a pealing,creep as a wave to a shore in bali......tropical, but topical...pleasure is no savior!subtle this ocean of commoti...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 02:36:00 PST

"Dzogchen Practice in Everyday Life"

"Dzogchen Practice in Everyday Life"------------------------------------------------------- --------The everyday practice of dzogchen is simply to develop a complete carefree acceptance, an openness to...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 11:40:00 PST

Oh Lord of Mystery!

I say to you my Lord of mystery!I was in a closet tightly closed, filled with the cold darkness.I was walking around in this contracted contraption I conceived of as a life,Bumping into walls made of ...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 01:38:00 PST

Love is....

The temple, I bowLove...like spring blossom grows singing.Love...like hot summer sun illumines.Love...like tree's stretch autumn coloring.Love...like winter white purity pervades.Love...like seasons t...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 02:22:00 PST

Original Innocence

Dear ones,Love is the experience of regaining original Innocence,where no sin ever is.Its sweet scent is like fragrant frankincense,given as an offering to this life,God's creation as the alter.When m...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 02:20:00 PST

Pure Being!

To be read outloud with PASSION!!................................................... ......................I can feel the peace in this pain,This pain that is longing for its end...I quiver...I want to...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 10:57:00 PST

My ideal date?

Describe your ideal date? (Where would you go, what would you do?)      We're in Paris, France and we have an incredible French brunch with all the great pastries that they ma...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:01:00 PST

Pith Instructions on the Great Perfection

 Pith Instructions on the Great Perfection  Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche The everyday practice is simply to develop a complete acceptance and openness to all situations and emotions, and to all ...
Posted by In Praise of Spring/Jaroslav on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 02:14:00 PST