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Holly

All of these lines across my face, tell you a story of who I am. So many stories of where I've been,

About Me

I am Holly, by myself but never alone, and 32 but seriously do not feel that old. My thoughts tend to be all over the place and most of my behaviour, mannerisms and explanations for things tend to always contradict each other. I could easily spend all day swooning over hot chicks although I never get the inspiration to move past that. There will forever be a large piece of me that is missing and I’ll never lose the desire to fill it but I doubt it will ever happen. I’m not as strong as I may come off, but I refuse to give up. I gain intense interest in things very quickly and lose it just as fast. My reasoning for my actions and thoughts rarely make sense to anyone other than myself so questioning me tends to be a waste of time. I do not have all the answers. I live my life vicariously through movie and tv. There is always a song playing in my head at any given moment to accompany whatever is happening in my life. I just wish I could capture it. I'm honest to a fault, some people tell me I have no filter. But that's the way I like it. I regret nothing. I am cynical and sarcastic. I am loyal, also to a fault. But really piss me off and I have no use for you.

My Interests

Music:

The Pixies, Janes Addiction, The Cure, The Matadors, The Legendary Klopeks, The Heatskores, The Bloc Party, AFI, Elliott Smith, Depeche Mode, The Shins, Poison, G n R (basically all the 80's cockrock metal), The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Mr. Glenn Danzig, Porno For Pyros, The Smiths, Face to Face, Mazzy Star, The Arctic Monkeys, The Creepshow, The Killers, Social Distortion....the list goes on and on and on.

Movies:

Garden State, Heathers, National Lampoons Vacation, So I Married an Axe Murderer, all the Harry Potters, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Walk the Line, blah blah blah.

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, House, Scrubs, OZ, and whatever is on TLC and A & E.

Books:

For some strange reason this erased itself. But seriously, do you really care what I read. Reading is good, it makes me smarter. I do it and that's all that matters. Honestly though I just finished reading the new Playboy. Yes I read the articles.

Heroes:

Lifes too short to focus on heros and well quite frankly no one is that perfect to worship. There are lots of people who intrigue me but none I would ever bow down to.

My Blog

Desires

I'm sooo craving a milkshake or something... Something smooth and frothy and creamy and chilling and just plain delicious.     That's what she said. ...
Posted by Holly on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 07:30:00 PST

Joyful! Joyful!

I think I heard the most degrading word(s) that I've ever heard when referring to a female today.  A word(s) that seriously made me open my mouth in shock and I gotta tell ya, that takes a lot to...
Posted by Holly on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 06:39:00 PST

Yeee-ouch!

I did it, it's all gone.  And mother fucker that hurt.  All you girls are LIARS!!  I can only pray it gets better from here.  It's pretty though.  So I guess it was worth it i...
Posted by Holly on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 01:47:00 PST

It's that time again, Update time.

This weekend was Sean and Katie's stag and doe.  I had a really good time.  Hope they made enough money to cover their honeymoon.  I won a tattoo gift certificate with Justin, so that w...
Posted by Holly on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:34:00 PST

Lost friends and time.

So I got to thinking this morning on my way into work as I was listening to a particular CD in the car.  Ya I said CD.  No IPod in the car for this girl.  Yet...(Chunk).  Anyway, t...
Posted by Holly on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:50:00 PST

Boring update time.

*  Sick AGAIN.  If it happens again soon, they will start investigating.  Maybe I have cancer.  *  Went to see 23...I cannot get it out of my mind. Okay that last part right ...
Posted by Holly on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:52:00 PST

The Rush of a Crush

"There's nothing like the rush of a good crush.  They usually pop up in what should be the unlikliest of places.  One day a guy just waltzes into my life - at the gym (haha who am I kidding?...
Posted by Holly on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 07:16:00 PST

My mascara ran a marathon tonight.

Sometimes I think I'm too cynical and have no real feelings towards anything anymore.  I'm impartial, I'm detached, I'm removed.  However, tonight, during Grey's Anatomy I was reminded that ...
Posted by Holly on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:14:00 PST

Dreams what?

I had the craziest dreams last night.  To the point where they woke me up and I couldn't get back to sleep, but when I did, I had another shitty dream.  They weren't nice ones.  And now...
Posted by Holly on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 05:45:00 PST

Yakkity Yak!

Sexcipades last night.  Went to a Fetish Ball/thingy...good for people watching.  I'm so judgmental it's not funny.  The entertainment and company I kept for the evening made it all wor...
Posted by Holly on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 05:04:00 PST