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Emiko Karadashougai {Kimidori Lolita}

Lolitas Do It Better

About Me

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ MyGen Profile GeneratorI love Gothic Lolita. I love Anime. You might say I am one of those girls that wishes she was Japanese, a wannabe, but no that isn't me. I just love the culture and all the wonderful things from there and I respect and adore it all. I would love to live there one day. I've been called a lot of things: freak, weirdo, psycho, sick, demented, mad, insane, strange...you name it. So, if it doesn't bother you that I might be any of the above it is a good chance we might get along. I don't like many people, so don't be offended if I don't add you, message you back, or just ignore you all together. Get the fuck over it and move on...it is just MySpace after all. I'm interested in many things but mostly cosmetology, forensics, and psychology. I love the inner workings of the body after it dies and I love to dissect the human mind. You can't hide anything from me and you can't pretend I don't see what your true intentions are. I am very wary of almost ALL people, and I trust almost no one any more. So, if I like you, we're good to go. I'll Just Put It Simply... ♥ I hate most people. They either annoy me or make me sick.♥ ♥I'm beyond morbid. Blood, gore, death, corpses...these are just a few of my favorite things.♥ ♥I'm really not mentally stable. Safe (sort of), but not stable♥ ♥I have a hard time making friends...hence why I don't have many.♥ ♥Music and writing are important to me. They help me express my emotions better than anything.♥ ♥I have many body mods. I believe that I'm beautiful no matter what adorns my body.♥ ♥I'm terribly manic half of the time and horribly detached the other.♥ ♥I'm a fucking NERD. Deal with it.♥ ♥Boys confuse me...but for some odd reason I want them any way.♥ ♥Don't try and understand me at all...I will never make sense.♥

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I want a faerie tale style romance...I want him to think like me and love me for all my quirks and oddities. I want him to be genuine, caring, and sensitive. I want him to want my soul and not just what is on the outside. I want him to kiss me and have everything around me melt, leaving only him and I, time standing still in perfection.

My Interests

What I Like: This is much better than typing out some stupid list...I love visuals. O_oGet Your Own! | View SlideshowStill looking...but not findingI have this unhealthy obsession with bunnies (USAGI!!)I also love sushi WAY too much ^_^

I'd like to meet:

Other gothic lolitas, anime nerds, Japanese freaks, Alt. boys and girls, people who love to have tea and play dressup.My AIM SN is xXEmileeMayhemXx or KimidoriLolita...I am more prone to respond to the Lolita one. If you're going to IM me please send me a link to your MySpace...I like to put a face to who I'm speaking with.Plain and simple. I'm me. And you can't change that.If you don't want it, then don't pretend like you do. It's that easy.I'm tired of being led on and trailed about like some godamn ragdoll. Tell me you REALLY like me and mean it or leave it the fuck alone and move on...I'm not here to play games with you. I'm SICK and TIRED of petty, high school, bullshit, little boy games. Unless we're playing DOA, don't even try it.I've waded through tides of assholes and pricks and still have yet to find ONE that satisfied me on some level. I may be naive and a tad too innocent at times, but I'm not here for your pleasure and use.I'm far too good for you. I'm way above your intelligence level. I'm not nearly as stupid as you may think. I don't want your "hot sex". I don't really even know "what's good or kickin' ". I don't care how big your dick is. Don't ask if I like it rough, you'll know that if I let you. Just because I'm pierced and tatooed doesn't mean I'm into whips, chains, and handcuffs...though I might be. I want romance, not fucking. I want to be kissed and cuddled, not fucked and thrown away. You probably don't have a chance unless you are Prince Charming...and my trust WILL be earned or you won't get anywhere.I'm not egotistical, I'm not stuck up, and I'm not conceited.I just know what I want...and you're probably not it.I'm sick and tired of you lameass, worthless, ass kissing, cock sucking, dipshit, pricks...I want a real boy. A loving, caring, huge hearted, pierced, tattooed, makeup wearing, shaggy haired, asian, emo boy...and you probably aren't him.He might not even exist, but for fuck's sake I am gonna try and find him. He's here somewhere, even if it's just in my head.I'll wait...and until then I'll just break hearts and necks and leave corpses in my wake.So, now you know. I'm not what you thought me to be.I'm even better...I

Music:

Miyavi! Oishii!Jrock... Miyavi, Gackt, Malice Mizer, Gazette, Psycho Le Cemu, Due Le Quartz, Dir En Grey, Blood, Nightmare,Phantasmagoria, Aural Vampire, Moi Dix Mois...yummyIndustrial...Icon of Coil, Combichrist, Die Sektor, Chloral One, Helltrash, Ayumi Hamasaki, Rob Zombie, In Strict Confidence, Suicide Commando, Wumpscut, VNV Nation, Sublime, Emilie Autumn, Panic! At The Disco, No Doubt, Iris, And One, Switchblade Symphony, Wolfsheim, Hellogoodbye, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Dimmu Borgir, Dangerous Muse, Lilly Allen, My Chemical Romance, Incubus, The Birthday Massacre, Psyclon Nine, Dioxyde, 30 Seconds to Mars, Fallout Boy, The Dresdon Dolls, From First To Last, Garbage, Hocico, The Killers, Weezer, Muse, Madonna, MSI, Nox Arcana, Snow Patrol, Modest Mouse, Death Cab For Cutie, Sublime, Breaking Benjamin, Bloc Party, X- Fusion, The Misfits, Zombie Girl, David Bowie, Celtic Music, Anime Music...

Movies:

The Fast And The Furious TOKYO DRIFTI ♥ these cars, drifting, Japan, and Asian boys ^_^HORROR!!! Japanese, cheesy, and the greats. Practical Magic, Nightmare Before Christmas, Alice in Wonderland, Fifth Element, Natural Born Killers (The ULTIMATE love story), Silent Hill, Hellraiser, Nightmare on Elm Street, Halloween, Sin City, Saw, Saw II, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Dawn of the Dead, Day of the Dead, Land of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead, Resident Evil, The Crow, Hellboy, Ju-On, Ringu, The Ring, Kairo, Pulse, Star Wars, Gummo, Pirates of the Caribbean, GODZILLA!!...I'll think of more laterAnd of course...HARRY FUCKING POTTER!

Heroes:

♥Emilie Autumn...my idol. She is so talented in so many different ways. Singing, shredding on the violin, making fashion...and composing the most sic music I have heard in a long time. I ♥ her. ♥Xanthia Doll...one of THE most beautiful Alt./Fetish models ever. She's not stick then, she's not blonde and tanned, and she's got boobs to die for. She's a true, natural beauty. (With tattoos, piercings, and hot pink hair)♥Major Motoko Kusanagi ^_^