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About Me

i am the beloved queen, the princess, the mistress, the master, the lover, the purrer, the one above all. i roamed this earth for 18 and one half years from my birthplace in ankara, turkey until the time of my death at 11:15 am central time in dallas, texas.
i leave behind a bereaved family of two, who loved and worshiped me, and gave me the best possible life. my mother who rescued me from execution in turkey, and my father whose slavish devotion made sure i always had the best possible diet, home, and access to the birds, the bees, and rose bushes.
i am here on myspace, so that i will remain not only in their hearts, but grow in yours, and remind everyone the joy a loving pet can give you, the peace each can find when you let love into your heart and your soul.
i no longer roam this earth in corporeal form, but now flit freely through the heavens lighting each and every soul with my indomitable spirit. the clouds are my form... for i am pamuk, and pamuk is the cotton of clouds.
if you would like to assist my mother in her pursuit of a Life Gem creation of me you can make a donation here:
or you can make a generous contribution to help my fellow friends like my wonderful friend barry (thank you barry) at: Feral Friends
prayers are also appreciated
http://www.pamuk.us
adopt your own virtual pet!

thank you slappy

My Interests

love, catnip, bugs, grass, rose bushes, tuna fish, fried chicken, steak, turkey, gyro, hot dogs, belly rubs, back scratches, laying in the sun, laying on the porch with a fan blowing, laying between my parentals, long naps in the afternoon, giving lots of attitude, getting none back

I'd like to meet:

lovers of cats, lovers of pets, lovers of animals, and anyone who shares in the loss of a loved one

Music:

"pamuk's lullaby"
father wrote this for me years ago and i love this song. he played it for for me when i was upset, or could not sleep, he played it when i was happy, he played it just to make me roll around with kitty gleefather played it for me as i lay dying ... as i breathed my very last breath... and sighed my last sigh, and as i closed my eyes.he recorded this on the same guitar, using the very same strings, and then removed those strings which were saved in my scrapbook.another favorite song is "you and me against the world" which my mother always sang to me when we went to the vet... every visit every time.

other acoustical compostitions by my mother and father (i liked to sit in my mother's lap when she played acoustic)
but most especially, forever "pamuk's lullaby"

Television:

cops with my father

Books:

my mother is making two scrapbook/photo albums of my life. i suppose those will be my favourites.

Heroes:

my mother for saving me from execution in turkey... my father for feeding and housing me... and writing me my very own song... leeloo for always taking care of me when they are gone... and dr. dunn for treating me with dignity through the final moments

My Blog

two years have gone

Well my dearest Pamuk it is an anniversary of sorts... 2 years have gone by since you have passed. I miss you, I love you...and I want to thank you for the 18 wonderful years you spent by my side. did...
Posted by pamuk on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 01:28:00 PST

and now it is a year

so now a year has passed... i have felt a building sorrow in my chest all week, knowing this day is coming. well, honestly, it has been building since you died. there is no where for it to go. maybe i...
Posted by pamuk on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 12:04:00 PST

it's been so long...

since i've written anything to you... instead i've taken up talking to you in the mornings... just laying there in bed, talking to you in my head. well you know this, because you're there, and we hav...
Posted by pamuk on Sat, 27 May 2006 12:17:00 PST

i cried so much for you today...

we finished mastering the cd today. it was a tough day anyway as I had to fix one little piece of a song that we had recorded 2 years ago... it was miraculous that it went so well and we were able to ...
Posted by pamuk on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 11:39:00 PST

say hello to xena

today leeloo and i said good bye to xena... you remember xena (boing boing boing) well, of course you do because right now she is going boing boing boing right beside you... it was heartbreakingly sa...
Posted by pamuk on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 04:40:00 PST

Fix You

I've been watching VH1 and Coldplay's "Fix You" is playing.. When you were dying that song ran through my head constantly as all I wanted to do is "Fix You" I bought the CD after you died... we went...
Posted by pamuk on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 03:05:00 PST

i still miss you

fall is here but it's still hot out.. we have a breeze now and you would be happily laying on the porch right now... i saw you laying on the foot of the bed saturday.. i walked by and i know it was ...
Posted by pamuk on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 02:47:00 PST

the ties that bind...

Did I tell you I lost your collar? I have been really devastated. Sunday night I said out loud that I wished I still had your collar. On Monday morning one of your old catnip toys was sitting in...
Posted by pamuk on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 04:57:00 PST

i'll see you in heaven...

All Pets Go To Heaven Can you imagine a heaven without pets? There is a very special place where beloved pets go after they die. This is only a temporary location. But there a...
Posted by pamuk on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 02:59:00 PST

four fridays

it has been the longest month. the longest month of my life. i feel like the butt of the greatest cosmic joke only i'm not laughing. i lost your collar on wed.. i took it everywhere with me.. it was...
Posted by pamuk on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 09:20:00 PST