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y a n i k a

nikusha

About Me




"It Is Born"
by Pablo Neruda:


Here, I came to the boundaries
where nothing needs to be said,
everything is learned with weather and ocean,
and the moon returned
with its lines silvered
and each time the shadow was broken
by the crash of a wave
and each day on the balcony of the sea
wings open, fire is born
and everything continues blue as the morning.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



Magicians, monks, and musicians.

Music:

I am most passionate about Eastern European folk music, deep and progressive House, Minimal tech, Ambient, and various kinds of Trance and sacred music. and I always prefer it Live. Some of my favorite artists are Trentemøller, Above and Beyond, Hernan Cattaneo, Lusine, Steve Lawler, John Digweed, Tiefschwarz, Pako and Frederik, and Adrian Eftimie!!

Movies:

Dedication, Vengo!, Sex and Lucia (with the best soundtrack, by Alberto Iglesias), Motorcycle Diaries, Mulholland Drive, Across the Universe, Cinema Paradiso, Closer, Rendition, Run Lola Run, Tristan and Isolde, Atonement, It's All Gone Pete Tong, Latcho Drom, Requiem for a Dream, Jesus Christ Superstar, Live Flesh, Tochka, The Golden Compass, Promises, Hero, The Barber of Siberia, Frida, Titus, L'enfant, Once, The Fountain.

Television:

I Love Lucy, The Universe

Books:

A Million Little Pieces, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, The Time Traveler's Wife, Calculating God, Love in the Time of Cholera, Heart of Darkness, Of Human Bondage, Grapes of Wrath, Salvador Dali's Diary of a Genius, Doors of Perception by Aldous Huxley, Carl Jung, Alexander Pushkin, Philip K. Dick, Maria Irene Fornes, Samuel Beckett, Shakespeare, each of Paulo Coelho's books, Salman Rushdie, Isaac Asimov, Dostoevsky, Boris Pasternak, John Irving, Solzhenitsyn, The Foretelling by Alice Hoffman, the Journals of Allen Ginsberg, The Theater and Its Double by Antonin Artaud, The Diary of Vaslav Nijinsky.

My Blog

indelible

beyond the skyline of the pasti'll wait with my breath quiet,anticipating my own return. what i saw in the faces of the pained, what i heard from around the indiscernible corner, i can't forget now, t...
Posted by y a n i k a on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 09:23:00 PST

from the inside to the out

sitting on the fast moving grayness of today's skyi watched it slide across the frame of window, where i wonderedwhere i dreamed awake and standing withoutfrustrations, where i hoped that all prayers ...
Posted by y a n i k a on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 09:45:00 PST

recent poem

i am on that song again, that one of aloneness.nothing hurts, you. you have caused much suffering. when you closed the door, i hovered near and spied, you. you have caused me suffering. i am on that t...
Posted by y a n i k a on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:26:00 PST

recent written things

if in one brave moment i told you the truthyou would call me volcanic. i have stretched these arms wider than to fly.there is a loss of flow to me, there is a loss of rage and calm to me, but i am sam...
Posted by y a n i k a on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:22:00 PST

the Roma

"Bury me standing...because I've spent my life on my knees" is a Romany saying that Paulo Coelho uses in one of his fabulous books. It's an old saying, reflective of all and any miseries with which th...
Posted by y a n i k a on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:15:00 PST