"It is women who love horror. Gloat over it. Feed on it. Are nourished by it. Shudder and cling and cry out-and come back for more."
-Bela Lugosi
This is what you call me...
I strike terror among men. I can't be bothered with what I think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive, but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form. I can't handle myself with the best of you as well as the worst and I often have. I have the right to remain silent but I choose to speak, sing scream I am
LIPS, HIPS, TITS...
I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN
STRONG like music true like friendship but without my friends there would be no music... Only spoken word fucker! I am able to change so I live without regret, without remorse. Heaven doesn't want me and hell's afraid I'll take over.
Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up because it won't work. I am cold and distant yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me part of me... the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world, the world you percieve to be so normal I am deformed...
Scorned, reborn I am me and I know exactly who I am, what I am and the wrath I bring the ugly beauty, the lying truth, the virgin whore... the quiet storma lover, a fighter, a saint, a sinner, a sister, a daughter old school... I have decorated my self with love, hate, truth... more than one of you with lips like sugar, eyes like meat. I've watched men come, go and cheat. I sleep to dream and dream of sleep. I've been crucified, justified and mortified by my behavior, both feminine and masculine. I am contradiction and a juxtaposition.
My relief is my release and only time will tell all is well that ends well. I am unsweetened, unclean... being called drama queen, ex-girlfriend, ex-member... the tantrum, the temper I paint my finger... take the blame and this time I will own the name because nobody is going to ruin me, if I have to I WILL RUIN MY SELF AND IT WILL BE MY RUIN.
"If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway. If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway. What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway. Give the best you have, and it will never be enough"
-Mother Theresa
LIKE:
DISLIKES:
People [who THINK ] they're above being made fun of
The Burger King guy
Bad Tattoos
Ravers
People who are strange for the sake of being strange
Organized religion and religion in general
Anything above 80 degrees
Text and email forwards
No returned calls
Jeffre Star
My vagueness when I'm sure I'm being clear
Hipsters
Homophobics/sexists/racists
Brittany the horror queen[rolls eyes]
Elvira
Jerry Only!
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