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About Me

if you show me real baby i'll show you mine...............................................i have an amazing boyfriend; so dont bother............................................ love life and it will love you back.rock more often ROLL MORE OFTEN ******************************* i love my dog delilah more than anything in the whole world.life is what happens when you are busy making other plans--john lennon ........i want to get married in the sainte-chappelle in paris. it's simply stunning...........i pull it off...................................the most important things in my life are my family, my friends, and most of all my dogs.................@@@@@@@@@@@@in life as in battle valour is paramountget in where you fit in IF BEING SANE IS THINKING THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH BEING DIFFERENT...I'D RATHER BE COMPLETELY FUCKING MENTAL ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Life is like a dog sled team. If you ain't the lead dog, the scenery never changes***************************************************** ****************************************************** ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. And the feel of the ocean, and the taste of champagne. If you like making love at midnight,in the dunes of the cape. You're the love that I've looked for, come with me, and escape....*******NEVER ATTRIBUTE TO MALICE THAT WHICH CAN BE ADEQUATELY EXPLAINED BY STUPIDITY "Fuck off with your sofa units and serine green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may." "Only after disaster can we be resurrected." WHILE WE ARE ASLEEP IN THIS WORLD, WE ARE AWAKE IN ANOTHER (SALVADOR DALI) "With a gun barrel between your teeth, you speak only in vowels." *****If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do.”*****"People do it everyday, they talk to themselves... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it." I FEEl LIKE DESTORYING SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL. the things you own end up owning you. SHES A PREDATOR POSING AS A HOUSE PET “People say that you're going the wrong way when it's simply a way of your own” “Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."It"s the sense of touch. Any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people. People bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We"re always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much that we crash into each other just so we can feel something. "MY LIFE IS A CAR CRASH. AND YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO SLOW DOWN AND WATCH THAT CAR CRASH." - Danny Bonaduce *************** I generally laugh at jokes three times: Once when it"s told, once when it"s being explained to me, and once when I get it..............it was your weakness that made you strong.

My Interests

my terriers dylan and delilah , forth of july!, my house, topanga, summer , sailing, hammocks , beaches, Lilah, my friends, my dad's old tshirts, compliments, fireworks, sparklers, las vegas, seafood, spliffs, afternoon naps, a good massage, adventures, a good breeze, warm drinks, a guy that can keep up with me, cold drinks, peach blunts, sunsetsgood music, little bracelets, nag champa, big sunglasses, my sisters, eyeliner, dancing with my girlies, rose/gardenia/plumeria scents, pumpkin pie, triple shot nonfat lattes, my jeep, vacations, palm trees , my dogs, sunflowers and peach roses, bronzer, oxygenated water, good wine, classic cars, gossip magazines, movies, bubble baths, nice sheets, sushi and sake, scented candles , breakfast food, tropical weather, a nice tan, pina colada/mojitos/bloody mary's/cosmo's, dark chocolate, asian pears, marlboro light cigarettes, nice restaurants, MY jungle juice, lilah delilah, a good Sunday drive, smiling for the camera :), being on drugs, not being on drugs, a good city view memorabilia, cuddlinmg with my dogs, butterscotch rum candy, kissing someone i like , homemade costa rican ice cream, subways, trains, any interesting form of transportation, "comfort zones", when a guy has REAL manners, alone time, painting, religious symbolsa good book, driving fast through Topanga, board games, jacuzzis in the rain, Christmas time, road trips, spontaneity, getting ready for a night out, the snow, after-rain walks, skinny dipping , a good song to dance around to and a good friend to dance around with.my interests are my friends Get Your Own! | View Slideshow drinking, smoking, driving, dancing, crying, laughing, eating, exploring, drunk swimming, drawing, screening phone calls, napping, getting ready for a Friday night, wine, beer, booze....and whatever else you see me do on a regular weekend . MAN DOES NOT SHOW HIS GREATNESS BY BEING AT ONE EXTREMITY, BUT RATHER BY TOUCHING BOTH AT ONCE -- Blaise PascalTHIS IS MY INTEREST. she's my baby, my life. every shitty day is made better by her and she puts the cherry on top of each good day. she follows me around, in a cute way. we spoon every night. i love my lilah-delilah. AND NOW FOR SOME GOOD DOG QUOTES: "He is my other eyes that can see above the clouds; my other ears that hear above the winds. He is the part of me that can reach out into the sea. He has told me a thousand times over that I am his reason for being; by the way he rests against my leg; by the way he thumps his tail at my smallest smile; by the way he shows his hurt when I leave without taking him. (I think it makes him sick with worry when he is not along to care for me.) When I am wrong, he is delighted to forgive. When I am angry, he clowns to make me smile. When I am happy, he is joy unbounded. When I am a fool, he ignores it. When I succeed, he brags. Without him, I am only another man. With him, I am all-powerful. He is loyalty itself. He has taught me the meaning of devotion. With him, I know a secret comfort and a private peace. He has brought me understanding where before I was ignorant. His head on my knee can heal my human hurts. His presence by my side is protection against my fears of dark and unknown things. He has promised to wait for me... whenever... wherever - in case I need him. And I expect I will - as I always have. He is just my dog." - Gene Hill"The more people I meet the more I like my dog." - Unknown "In order to really enjoy a dog, one doesn't merely try to train him to be semihuman. The point of it is to open oneself to the possibility of becoming partly a dog." - Edward Hoagland "I think dogs are the most amazing creatures; they give unconditional love. For me they are the role model for being alive." - Gilda Radner No matter how little money and how few possesions you own, having a dog makes you rich." - Louis Sabin "The average dog is a nicer person than the average person." - Andrew A. Rooney

I'd like to meet:

the love of my life. i hate jealous, ignorant, hypocritical, condescending, or boring people."oUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. oUR DEEPEST FEAR IS THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE." I have the capabilities to be a slacker and a over acheiver at the same time. I DONT GET IN FIGHTS, I BEAT BITCHES UP.YOU HAVE TO DO THINGS YOU DONT WANT TO DO TO GET THE THINGS YOU DO ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ know thyself. love me, love my dog. SUCH A WONDERFUL LOT OF TERRIBLE THINGS COULD HAPPEN TO YOU ******************* i dont like lots of people. i cant help it but im just picky about the people i want to be surrounded by. its my life and its short so i want it to be how i want it to be. if i dont like a situation that im in i will try my hardest to get myself out of it. I dont want a hit and miss, I dont want my heart broken and I really dont want to have to break any. I'm very into dreams. I think that dreAMS ARE LIKE ANOTHER LIFE YOU GET TO LIVE AND SOMETIMES I'D RATHER SLEEP ALL DAY SO I CAN DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING CRAZY THAN HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY BORING OLD REAL LIFE**********sleeping to dream*************** I LIKE PUSHING THE ENVELOPE AND GETTING DIFFERENT REACTIONS AND BEING CONTROVERSIAL..... BASICALLY I WOULD RATHER HAVE SOMEONE HATE ME THAN NOT CARE ABOUT ME. the opposite of love is not hate, its indifference ************I hate drugs that make me feel "trapped" in an experience...********I'm a bit of a handful, I'm a touch cookie, and I hate feeling used****I hate it when people drive slow in the faSt lane***"They say I'm crazy, I really dont care. Thats my prerogative." I like knowing all eyes are on me but I also like feeling completely invisible. sometimes i'll wear next to nothing and sometimes i'll swamp myself in cut-off sweats and one of my dad's shirts. i love my dads shirts. i feel sick to my stomach when i see animals/people being hurt against their will. i think that if there were a heaven and a hell...despite all the horrible things ive done in my life, god would undertsnad where i was coming from. sometimes im surprised that i dont explode, i feel like im going to a lot. Please you must put this banner in your profile and/or Bulletin to all your friends, Click in the Banner to get the Code. Every Second Matters!!! thank god i have this skin to hold me together. thank god i have my friends to hold me together. i depend on everything and nothing. i like dancing with my friends. everywhere and anywhere you can count on us to form a circle and just start dancing around until one of us needs a beer or a cigarette. we're wild, crazy, compassionate, loving, sincere,free, uninhibited, intelligent, amazing young women and i feel so fortunate to be surrounded by the people that i am surrounded by. i come off as intimidating until i open my mouth..and then im just a crazy, spastic, platinum blonde with a deep love for the people around me. my dog is my child and i dont think anyone will ever think as highly of me as she does. i like bonnie and clyde relationships. i need a clyde....................................................... ............................................................ ....i need some thrill in my boring life. i want that feeling that you get from bungee-jumping. that rush. and i want it all the time.

Music:

RHCP, foo fighters, beatles, gorillaz, the pixies, david bowie, johnny cash, queens of the stoneage, sublime, nirvana, JIMI HENDRIX JIMI HENDRIX JIMI HENDRIX, the white stripes, incubus, rancid, rage, 311, weezer, NIN, interpol, the beach boys!!!, mozart, beethoven, handel, tchaikovsky, bach, brahms, chopin, pepper, dispatch, bob marley, transplants, blind melon, pink floyd, the police, outkast, wilco, velvet underground, paul simon, bloc party, elvis, steve miller band, sneakerpimps, supertramp, portishead, radiohead, arcade fire, system of a down, pink floyd, led zeppelin, mars volta, smashing pumpkins, bush, fleetwood mac, jason mraz, ziggy marley, ..i cant think of anymore right now..

Movies:

girl, interrupted, gia, foxfire, playing by heart, the bone collector, pushing tin, taking lives, hells kitchen, tomb raider (and all the other angelina jolie movies), dazed and confused, yellow submarine, the forbidden zone, the matrix, howard stern: private parts, ELF, interview with a vampire, pulp fiction, waking life, zoolander, requiem for a dream, SPUN, trainspotting, the adventures of sebastian cole, the salton sea, nightmare before christmas, hook, men in tights, alice in wonderland, lord of the rings, kung pow: enter the fist, whats eating gilbert grape, meet the parents, wayne's world, dumb and dumber, mallrats, thelma and louise, robin hood: men in tights, dont be a menace to south central while drinking your juice in the hood, braveheart, American History X, boys dont cry, wizard of oz, the goonies, waterworld, somethings gotta give, the land before time (only the first), neverending story (both), peter motherfuckign pan i love that movie, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, meet the parents, meet the fockers, kiss the girls, 12 monkeys, stigmata, GO, night at the roxbury, sound of music, pride and predujice, clockwork orange, brokedown palace, the casino, mystic river, finding neverland, man on fire, harold and kumar go to white castle, the princess bride, ever after, ferngully, the other sister, the three caballeros, FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS, man on fire, BIO DOME, one night in paris

Television:

interviews with Angelina Jolie, Sex and the City, the food network, the shopping channel, Spike TV, Bum Fights, Home Movies, South Park, The Simpsons, Aqua Team Hunger Force, Family Guy, TV carnage, the weather channel, history channel, animal planet, cartoon network, will and grace, friends, everybody loves ramond

Books:

girl, interrupted, 1984, interview with a vampire, the belljar, edgar allen poe: a complete collection of poems and short stories, High Times, Us Weekly, In Touch, Star, memoirs of a geisha, in cold blood, alice in wonderland and through the looking glass

Heroes:

sylvia plath, edgar allen poe, susanna kaysen, my friends, drugs, music, people who actually give a fuck, people who actually dont give a fuck, my dad, tim burton, angelina jolie, johnny depp, thoreau, salvador dali, kate moss

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"Going barefoot is the gentlest way of walking and can symbolise a way of living  being authentic, vulnerable, sensitive to our surroundings. It's the feeling of enjoying warm sand beneath our toes, ...
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