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Godless Endeavor

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About Me

Well its hard to say much about me Iam just some one trying to make his way in the world and have some fun along the way. I work in retail and it blows so you got to make fun for your self as much as possable. I dont get to meet many people so this is a cool fucking place! if you want to drop me a line metalblade053 aim

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My Interests

music any kinda of rocking metal or just good rock music gambling love atlantic city and collecting old school toys.
Darkness

You have given up on life
and love... You may have been hurt in the
past... Or you may just think that there is
nothing left to live for... You avoid social
situations... You are most likely depressed
and hate life... You try and show this
through your art or
music...

Element:
Darkness

Animagi
Form:
Balrog
Ruling
God:
Hades

What kind of auror surrounds you? {great anime pics}
brought to you by Quizilla What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (For Girls and Guys; Contains Pictures)
Description: Your inner soul is calling for help! Everyday you wonder why you are still here when there is nothing left. You use to once be a happy, loving soul, but it was damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can be fixed again. You've been hurt, abused, and damned far too much for you to handle it all anymore! No one understands you because theyre too scared to get to know you! You want to finally give up; just escape and rid of all your pain. You want people to understand, you want comfort... You tend to bottle up all of your emotions and problems, hoping that theyll all go away But you long to reach out and tell that one special person all of your feelings and troubles! But you never seem to have that person to talk to, or they just dont seem to want to hear you! You like expressing yourself in many ways; whether it be through your emotions, words, art, or even physically. You also enjoy nice quiet sceneries that just dazzle your mind with awe. You want a normal and happy life. You always feel this sense of loneliness clouding over your head, though surrounded by several people. None of them know you; you feel as though no one can relate to you. You want understanding, you want that friend, and you want that perfect life! Your sanctuary would probably be any place where you can be alone and hide out, such as your bedroom... You may be tough at times and try to prevent yourself from crying on the outside.... But your heart is always crying on the inside... Try to loosen up and have some fun! Never start frowning because you never know who's falling in love with your smile :) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Quote: Spiteful words can hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart
(unknown) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Poem Verse: But finally, after all the tears, Ive drowned
After all the cuts, blood still runs down
The distance between us is hurting; my heart seared,
But the closeness was what really killed me, what I really feared
(DieColdHearted) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Symbol: A tear (sign of strength, yet it contains pain) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
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You kill for revenge.
That is because you have lost something or someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem to get over the loss that marked your soul, and the only solution is to go after the one person who brought all this pain to you. Chances are you are angry inside and you bottle everything up and don't talk to anyone about it. People may want to help, but you think that they can never understand your pain and only get frustrated because of this. But it is important to see all that you have left and be thankful of that even if you have lost something great. It may not be true that Times heals all wounds, but with time and talking about your feelings, maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote:"You can close your eyes to reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J. Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and teary eyes
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I'd like to meet:

Some one who understands what it is to live Some one who is not complety full of shit and will be the same person they allways were no matter what. Some one who will love me as I am some one who has their shit together and can see their feet.

Music:

I love metal their is no other music better

Movies:

lord of the rings kevin smith shit star wars maverick transformers dbz comedys and loads of other shit

Television:

Lots of cartoons csi law and order wwe and other shit

Books:

Star wars Kevin smith Transformers George carlin Throwing the elephant The four agreements and many others

Heroes:

Me it sounds cocky but if you don't know me you'll never understand
You Are a Retrospective Soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You? Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
You are sad because of your grief
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Your soul is broken.
You are living through a lot of pain everyday that you have to deal with, which is making you sorrowful. No one ever stays by your side when you truly need them and no one ever will. Everything is hopeless and tragic and you keep yearning for the day you will be free from pain. Love is unlikely to happen to you because you isolate yourself and are suspicious of peoples motives. You stand in the shadows of the world, watching what you can never have. The bruises you carry never seems to heal, your mind is dark and no one seems to understand or wants to help. As always, you will be alone in the world, fighting your dark thoughts by yourself.
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Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you have to live this horrible life the gods are laughing at you. The whole meaning with life, according to you, is simply to die. But you have not become this way just like that, you have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt by people who meant alot to you in your past. To you, life is not even bittersweet.
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Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that could never seem too comprehend your personality. Now you have either become an out-cast because of their narrow minds or you have adjusted yourself to them, and never letting them see who you are deep inside. You now think that no one will ever understand you and you hate that fact. Though you are scared of what the effects might be if you would decide to let someone in so you keep a safe distance that you both curse and bless.
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"Time passes by, but persistant demons still clutch on to me"
You have been wronged in the past and have to live with those awful memories now. That is why you carry inside much hate and sadness, which you hide away to most people. To this day you still feel pain thinking of it, and desire revenge done to them/him/her, to right the wrongs that has been made to you. You usually are alone or with a few friends, but you aren't too keen on the human race anylonger. You might find temporary happiness in some sort of activity, such as music, to get out your feelings, even if it is just listening to it. Most people might think you are overreacting to still feel such contempt, and that doesn't exactly help to be around those who can't understand. You might feel insecure nowadays, and you have little faith in most things.
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Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around you and are in tune with the world around. You observe it but rarely interfere. Because of your shy and timid nature you will not have so many friends in your life. But then again, large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are comfortable on your own and are reserved to others who you don't know or know very little of. You know everyone out there does not want to be your friend, and knowing that is good. However, people who don't know you that well thinks that you are cold and distant since you don't want to talk to them. Although you mean no harm, you can't always be perfectly understood in the world. No one can. Life in general are you quite serene with even if there are some things you don't like. Your love-life is not so full of boys/girls, but if you flirted more with the ones you were interested in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies you choose are calmer ones, you are no party person that likes to drink and make-out with three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading a book or swimming is more your thing.
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My Blog

Alone to pick up the past.

Well now here we are again. Again we hit the ground running never knowing where we are running to but never the less we run and we run at a breakneck pace just to get their but why? From what ive been...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:17:00 PST

Freedom

I am now free the move is compleat I moved to my own place free from the ties that bind I no longer harbor malcontent for thoses who wished me unwell and were prety much duchbags to me all the while &...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:33:00 PST

Therpy for a broken soul...

From where I stand things have changed since I withdrew form the worlds stage. In some way iam almost glad to be back their is so much work to be done my belifes will be tested greatly this year. My r...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:52:00 PST

The best Friends anyone could ask for

Well since i moved almost 4 months ago i thought ide almost never see any of my friends again. Some of my best friends left to other states or countrys and the rest like my self have been so busy...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 01:29:00 PST

See ya on the other side

Iam out of here in a few weeks. Iam moving to central jersey I will miss all of my friends being so close to me all I had to do is call and they be their.I will miss the random trips and going out jus...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My path

It is a sad day when you wake up an all you wish is that it will end quickly.We go through life never knowing what to do really work,eat, sleep and shit. Given the time we have is sparce at best do yo...
Posted by Godless Endeavor on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST