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"God, thats even worse that I mentioned it twice. I must be mentally obsessed. I've only ever talked to her 3 times. I hardly know her very well truth be told. Perhaps if I did I wouldn't feel this way. But the heart is always so good at filling the gaps reality leaves behind - perhaps that's what each heartbeat is."
"Yo soy yo y mi circunstancia".
José Ortega y Gasset
I was born on the 1st of May in 1980, the Chinese new year of the Jew. My parent's weren't Chinese though, they met in the Bournville Cadbury's chocolate factory in Birmingham. They were tasters for a while, but they said it was rubbish because you used to have to lick only the yellow bits of a Cadbury's Creme egg and tonnes of Smash, the fake powdery potato stuff.
My early life wasn't that eventful, although I didn't speak a word until I was 4 and a half years old. The doctors thought I was deaf, and for a while I had to go to a special deaf school I think - but I wasn't deaf at all - I guess infantile conversation with others proved somehow beneath me. My mum told me my first words were: "No I don't like this", after she had cooked a cottage pie.
At the age of about 17 I started to make music with guitars and samplers which is something I still do to this day. By the time I was 19 or so I had been signed by Digital Hardcore, dropped by Digital Hardcore, married, converted to Islam in my father in law's bathroom, and divorced.
After all that I ran off to London using a a philosophy degree as my escape route out of there. Somehow I ended up sharing a room in the haunted Joe Meek recording Studio house on the Holloway Road where he shot himself and the landlady after recording Telstar. If that's not philosophical, I don't know what is.
After graduating and not finding (or looking for) employment, my mental health deterioted quite badly, and I was offered a therapy place in a centre for Personality Disorder in a hospital in North London. I was there for 2 years, although I didn't go as regularly as I was meant to, spending most of my time doing gigs with or making more music in my band called Applicants. If you want to hear what that all sounds like, I would recommend you listen to our debut album called "Life in the Bus Lane", that will be released shortly on Brainlove/Tigertrap Records.
If you want to find out more about the other music I did, for instance the Kill Life record on Digital Hardcore, maybe click on the Midi Amin profile in my top firends. I plan to update that soon.
"I LOVE TECHNOLOGY, BUT I COULDN'T EAT A WHOLE ONE"
fideL viLLeneuve
i taught myseLf to type enitreLy in Lower case, except for L's which are capitaLized. i'm not entireLy sure why i satrted doing this, but i think it was because i decided i never ever ever wanted a job in an office, and that if i taught to type in this way then they wouLd never empLoy me. it kinda worked, in the fact that i have never worked in an office, but the typing doesn't come into it as speLL check eradicates them aLL Like a big teacher. only now i've kind of given up doing it. im not sure why that happened. perhaps i got old, or perhaps it was becasue i started to try and write a sexual diary/novel. it didnt go very well though because i didnt have much sex in the summer months to write about.
¿Habla usted inglés?
Hablo muy poco español.
i dunno if thats even correct - despite the name i dont speak spanish, or come form cuba. i am engLish. my mum and dad were tasters at the cadbury factory in birmingham. when i introduce myseLf as fideL, sometimes peopLe start speaking spanish and i feeL reaLLy stupid. to represent this confict, i've added a court artist's representation of the engLish fLeet destroying the spanish armada. i hope to do the same to groove armada one day with the wit of my brains and the sexy skill and power of my music.
You're Bosnia-Herzegovina!
You've just been through a big tragedy. You weren't sure you were
going to make it at all. Now that you have, there's a lot to pick back up in your
life, and not enough people are helping you. You just wanted a little more freedom,
a chance to be away from those who thought poorly of you. Now it's time to build up
some confidence, and it looks like you have a good chance at that. But you'll need
a lot of therapy.
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