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william

rock the ivory tower.

About Me

...well for starters...im just being me. simple yet complex...intelligent but thrive on sheer stupidity...chill but love to party...hard...social butterfly but insanely introverted...free..but yet i still feel like a caged bird...gay...but its not the one defining aspect of my personality...im currently at a crossroads in life...but then again..doesnt that happen on a regular basis?? over indulgent behavior and complete lack of self control have basically thrown me into a labrynth with no possible exits...each path has led me further and further into the underbelly of the distorted.painful.insecure. world which is the make of my mind. my wings have been clipped.i by no means am saying that i have figured out the equation. i am just simply starting to figure out how to get by...alone.and independent.on that note...i also enjoy getting trashed on substance...having too much fun that will become blurry memories the next morn...and getting messy...heh xP...i guess in brief summary...im quite normal and average..if you will...my body is normal..below average really. my face is normal..quite unmemorable. i am not at all superior to anyone in almost anything in life pertaining to intelligence..talent..physicality. what matters is what is inside of me...inside my head...that is not normal.
You're so cute anyone would think you're cute. Even the
grown ups:) Probably any boy would run up to you
with flowers and cute stuffed animals like
you;) Just look at you. You're adorable:)
What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
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You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra
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billy --
[noun]:
A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult
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My Interests


.i was brought up on 80's euro pop_madonna_metallica_robotech_dungeons and dragons_x-men_vogue magazine_and all such things considered...all absorbed in an old rickety plantation house that survived two hurricanes.

I'd like to meet:

old friends and new friends...you... id like to put together a bunch of diverse individuals who i think would make for an interesting dinner party...

Music:



Movies:



Books:

.jack kerouac.anais ninn.jeffrey euginides.donna tartt.anne rice.annie proulx.hunter s. thompson.to name a few.

Heroes:

my mom_for being a pioneer of the "single parent household" and raising 3 weird children. my late father_for protecting me when im at my worst. my brother_for being the most unexpected person to open the closet doors for me. my sister_because someone has to be the control freak running the circus. ^_^ johnny depp!!! he is god...^__^and the people who have left their mark in my scattered mind..Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

My Blog

rehab

they tried to make me go to rehab i said no no no yes i've been black but when i come back no no no i ain't got the time, and if my daddy thinks im fine they tried to make me go to rehab i won't go go...
Posted by billy_ on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 04:14:00 PST

2 am rant.

revival rebirth reinvent re-do at the boiling point of no longer recognizing oneself becoming lost in self indulgence becoming lost in substance... in complacancy...in comfort. the feeling of becomin...
Posted by billy_ on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 03:51:00 PST

...funny how things turn out

when you least expect it. validation arrives and then you have no idea what to do with yourself. some days i feel nonexistent. somedays...i dunno...im euphoric. call it bipolar. its okay. im dealing w...
Posted by billy_ on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 06:01:00 PST

crazy people.

only crazy people fall in love with me they come from all over to be with me bank robbers and killers drunks and drug dealers only crazy people fall in love with me he came from carolina on a west-bo...
Posted by billy_ on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:53:00 PST

Dear Santa Cock...

Dear Santa Cock, I write to you today wishin' and hopin' for My Mystery Man To Come Out Of The Closet. It seems he's just another straight guy crush in my circle of friends/family/acquaintances ...
Posted by billy_ on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 04:05:00 PST

this is why...

i LOVE her.Posted By: ..........(-..GîÕ..-)..........Get this video and more at MySpace.comin the raw.in the beginning....
Posted by billy_ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:34:00 PST

stop the genocide...learn about darfur.

Darfur has been embroiled in a deadly conflict for over three years. At least 400,000 people have been killed; more than 2 million innocent civilians have been forced to flee their homes and now live ...
Posted by billy_ on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 05:34:00 PST

its only love.

if in the skylight tawny afternoon a drift of care its only love but gone in the way of everything if in the morning of your soul a brush of tenderly imagined lips its only love but gone in the w...
Posted by billy_ on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:16:00 PST

[you think you know...]

...yeah so im bored. its another one of those "how well do you know me" things...but hey.  kind of reminded me of that time way back when i was but a myspace fledgling.   have a go at it...i...
Posted by billy_ on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 10:54:00 PST

running through the gauntlet.

ever had that feeling deep down in your gut where youre transported back into middle school...9th grade era...and youre just getting out of that awkward adolescent phase...but not quite out of the woo...
Posted by billy_ on Sun, 21 May 2006 01:22:00 PST