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Beautiful Disaster

It’s coming down to nothing more than apathy

About Me

You know, if I had to choose a favorite show, this one would probably be it. I love this clip, because it's something I would probably do myself hahahaha!I know this video is a bit sappy but I love it. It's Final Fantasy! How can it NOT be good right? xB

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


Water. Whatever you do, where or when, you do it
with all of your heart. You listen to your
heart and all of your emotions are true
non-acting. Friends are very importent to you
and you will do anything for them. You're the
most dreamy of all 4 elements.
What is your element?
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You're mysterious..... Like you have a secret but,
everyone has secrets that they don't want
anyone to know. So don't be ashamed if you
think you are weird, you're not. It's cool being
mysterious like you might have cool
techniques:)
What Type Of Girl Are You???(Amazing Pics)
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You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

You are the Dark Side of Water. You are a very confused person. Your whole life revolves around unanswered questions. You try to live in an unstressful enviroment by writing poetry, drawing, painting, or anything else that you can do to distract you from the pain of reality.

Your Life Resembles: A Lost Dream.
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Music:

Since there are too many different bands and styles of music that I love, I'll just put videos here that catch my eye or interest. :3

I really like this group. I know I know, everyone loves them now but I can't help. I really like his voice. This video though, it just reminds me of Billy so that's why it's here. =P

This song + this video almost made me cry. :0
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Movies:

Hmmm...again, I like such a wide variety of movies that it'd be impossible to list all my favorites. I suppose if I had to narrow it down a bit, I'd have to say my favorite genres are horror, sci-fi, action/adventure, fantasy, or a combination of any of those. I have a secret passion for musicals and broadway type plays because big, overly dramatic scenes with pretty fufu colors and songs is just so much fun tee hee hee! ^_^ I also really enjoy the more independent type films and Generation X, if that's even a genre hahaha. Like I said, my tastes are very broad, I try to always keep an open mind when it comes to anything. You miss out on so much when you narrow yourself.

Television:

I'm way too ADD to have any series that I watch faithfully. xD;; It's usually just whatever happens to be on when I actually get a chance to flip through the channels. However, I do love to watch Star Trek and I adore Spike TV because they play Star Trek: The Next Generation in blocks on most weekdays. Mmmmm Jean-Luc...you sexy beast! xB

Books:

I'll give anything a try. My first love will probably always be science fiction/fantasy though. I'm a nerd at heart. 8]

Heroes:

I don't know if I really have any one person I'd say is a hero to me. I find that I always see something or other in almost every person that I am friends with, something that I admire, respect, or hope to one day emulate.

My Blog

Remember?

Remember the days when I was carefree? When I couldn't care less what others thought of me or what I did? When I embraced my independence and my search for who I am with such vigor and zest? When my o...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:44:00 PST

So what happens next?

Have you ever asked yourself, "What's next? What do I do now?" Sometimes I wish I was like those people you meet, you know, the ones who've known all their life what it is they want to do and then go ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 02:12:00 PST

Take me or leave me

"Take me for what i amWho i was meant to beAnd if you give a damnTake me baby... Or leave me"   There are a few things I've come to accept in life. For example, I know:I'm not beautifulI'm not cu...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:57:00 PST

Danger Will Robinson! Danger! (Re-posting bulletin hehe )

I just copied and pasted this from my bulletin because again, I'm lazy. =P _____________________________________________________ Well, it seems my bad luck with computers has decided to rear its ugly ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 10:15:00 PST

So it's official...

Yep, my mother is moving back to Kauai. And I'm being left here, to pick up the pieces. Again. Isn't it funny? I try to be the dutiful daughter, I try to do the things that will make my family happy. ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:24:00 PST

This song...

"Over My Head (Cable Car)" by The FrayI never knewI never knew that everything was falling throughThat everyone I knew was waiting on a queueTo turn and run when all I needed was the truthBut that's h...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 03:13:00 PST

The power of love

So, here I am again, 1:25 am and still up... It's funny how things work sometimes. After my last entry, I was still feeling a bit down so I went for a little walk out in the freezing night. Ok, so may...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 10:43:00 PST

Disengage

So I was puttering about myspace, looking for something to put on my stupid page because I can't seem to sleep yet, even though it's already 11 pm and I've been up working and running around all day. ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 08:09:00 PST

Rawr!

Bleh, came on to check out my sister's page, she added a new video. Pretty cool but it got me looking at other videos and I found the perfect video for me. Yep, Numb from Linkin Park. Those of you who...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

OHZ MAIZ GAWSH!!!!!!!!

Yes yes, your eyes are not playing tricks on you my dears. =P I am here, trying to figure out wtf I'm doing, so yeah... :gonk: Anyways, I guess I'll be cruising around trying to get the hang of ...
Posted by Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST