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☼melabella☼♫

so u wanna be with me, i've nothing to give.

About Me

play me, u know u wanna
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◊i'm boring and lazy. I can never make up my mind about anything.
◊I can't decide if I'm gay or straight. no, i don't want your girlfriend and no, I wouldn't share mine if I had one so bug off already.
◊ I can't stand eating seafood or fish. Tastes bad to me, and fish are like living works of art.
◊ I am technically still married. what am I? estranged? obsessed? seperated? There isn't an "option" to display any of those.
♣i love comedies and music.
◊I drink soda like a fish.
◊ love thai and mexican. ◊I don't like drunks over much but drink socially. Only drink rum or call drinks by 1st choice. ◊In a universal way, yo, I love you. Any of you. But some people tax my nerves. Don't be one of them.
◊ I am a music,fashion, celebrity gossip and pop culture "whore" but I can't sit still long enough to watch a movie.
◊ Don't let any of that shallow good fun or my occasional partying let you be fooled into thinking I'm super young or daft. I'm a literary and language geek.
◊ I'm honest as hell and I have a mouth like a fishwife; a sailor.
deal with it.
◊damnit, I LOVE gay people. I wish I could wake up completely lesbian every day. ◊because i am terrifed of labor and childbirth. ◊ I come across as guileless and naiive. I can be both, in spite of my age and sometime insights.
◊ I don't have a car nor drive much. I'm workin' on it if you don't like it, ehh...w/e. I'm not nervous about heights or planes. You bunch of pu****s.
◊ my true age is over 25.
◊ I'm only 5 feet tall-sure, I love tall boots and high heels. They aren't comfortable.
◊ yes they are real, the staring comments and rude questions can stop any time now.
not those, you frat boy.(or naughty gurl)
I meant my fingernails. ♣I prayed for breasts until I was twenty-three years old.
Now that I have them, people call me a bimbo,
can't talk to my face,
or even assume that I'm dumb.
and they aren't even really big breasts.
eh, can I give them back?!
◊I'm obsessed with boobs. I think implants are gross unless you went from a double 'A' cup to a 'B' cup.
Enough with the monstrous fake jugs already. Plastic surgery scares me. But I wish I could get a tummy tuck...
it seems less a big deal to have something removed than added on.
also because I'm not to be seen as shallow, but will admit I'm vain sometimes.
♣i love comedies and music.
♣I can't stand people who are ashamed of where they came from. Unless you were born in Mississippi, Arkansas, or Missouri for-sure. ◊ my grandpa was veep at a small College Town, I was born in the same town. I used to ride by this on my bike every damned summer.
put yer hands up.......for.........
Yeah, I am not on here to date. my 10 harmless addictions:
~flavored coffee
~music
~victoria's secret
~bath and body works
~dancing
~milkshake!
~little yappy dogs, or big sweet ones
~astrology
~tanning in the sun
~the written or spoken word
no more war pigs of the power, hand of God has struck the hour. Day of judgement, God is calling...underneath the war pigs crawling...beggin' mercies for their sins...Satan, laughing spreads his wings.
One night in Bangkok and the world's your oyster
The bars are temples but the pearls ain't free
You'll find a god in every golden cloister
And if you're lucky then the god's a she
I can feel an angel sliding up to me...
One night in Bangkok makes a hard man humble
Not much between despair and ecstasy
One night in Bangkok and the tough guys tumble
Can't be too careful with your company
I can feel the devil walking next to me
"if all of the devils of hell already had you, face the hell that has been... paradise"
DO NOT bust my balls on the ROUGH translation. No parliamo'italiano. I don't speak it.
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~~~~The Silence
Delirium ft Sarah Mclaughlin
Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free
I am free
I am free
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My Lovely Man
by Red Hot Chili Peppers
I used to shout
Across the room to you
And you'd come dancin'
Like a fool
Shuffle step
You funky mother
Come to me
All warm as covers
Rest with me
My lovely brother
For you see
There is no other
Memory so sad and sweet
I'll see you soon
Save me a seat
Well I'm cryin'
Now my lovely man
Yes I'm cryin
' Now and no one can
......... Just in case
You never knew
I miss you slim
I love you too
See my heart
It's black and blue
When I die
I will find you
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I'm sorry but this just made me laugh hysterically...
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My Interests

Writing, music and reading are my LIFE. I love: literature, languages, psychology, sociology, ASTROLOGY writing, poetry. I enjoy dancing, swimming, bowling, playing darts or cards. I like lightsticks....well sometimes.

I adore when I get to party and Dance, bitch, DANCE!

I am a bit of an exhibitionist, sometimes. I step on people's toes so to speak because I am blunt and tactless.
I hate shopping- because I am 5 feet tall it's tough to find clothes that fit.
I am intensely Spiritual but not Religious. I am not a Witch, Ceremonial Magician, Gnostic, Jewish, Christian, Hindu or Taoist...I am ALL of them. So don't even ask me to explain, sheesh! Thanks. Guess that about covers it. Wait, I am political and stuff. I speak up about being pro choice, pro legalization (marijuana), anti abuse of any sort, anti-war...etc etc etc.

I LOVE to TRAVEL!!! Planes were very fun pre 9/11 now security are DIX!

a stuffed animal is better than he XDOvercome~ by: Tricky sure you want to be with me? I've nothing to give Won't lie and say this loving's best- Whoa, leave us in emotional peace Mmm, take a walk take a rest, a taste of thisDon't wanna be on top of your list, Monopoly improperly kissed We overcome in sixty seconds the strength we had together... But for now, emotional ties they stay severed

And when there's trust there'll be treats,
When we funk we'll hear beats
Karmacoma (x7)You and her, walking through the suburbs No, not exactly lovers You're a couple, 'specially when your bodies double Duplicate and then you wait... For the next KuwaitKarmacoma (x6) Jamaican aroma, karmacoma
You sure you want to be with me? I've nothing to give

I don't care what anyone else says. motown rocks!

this is so silly and cute! Honkbarn 2

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Music:

I listen to everything but modern country music. I mainly listen to 90's rock,
trance/house/hardcore/ambient,
some reggae,
plenty of rap/R&B/hip-hop...
but I do have a thing for occasional oldies rock.
and some old R&B and funk. Yah i'm old enough to remember funk.
are YOU? I am ancient, I remember Rick James.... on the radio!
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Movies:

once again too many to list...Foxfire,Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill, Natural Born Killers, The Royal Tenenbaums, Gia, Saving Grace, Requiem for a Dream, Crash, Anchorman (the legend of ron Burgundy), Harold and Kumar go to White Castle,Napolean Dynamite, My Big Fat Greek Wedding, Pecker, Y tu Mama Tambien,Real Women Have Curves, Rush, The Breakfast Club, Heathers, Donnie Darko, Beetlejuice, Grease, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Big Lebowski, A Clockwork Orange, Basic Instinct, But I'm a Cheerleader!, Charlie and the Choclate Factory (the old one), The Wizard of Oz, Forrest Gump, the Nightmare Before Christmas, Girl Interrupted...I basically am addicted to comedy and good dramas and independant films rock my world. I love Quentin Tarantino and John Waters. .. type="application/x-shockwave-flash" data="http://www.../images/.." height="350" width="425" ..

Television:

anything comedy or informational or musical.... Carlos Mencia, umm what else...Will and Grace, Cheers, Drawn Together, the Simpsons, Conan O'Brien, Loveline back in the day, Talk Sex with Sue Johannson, Family guy, adult Swim, Aeon flux, Daria, many more!
Which My So-Called Life Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Books:

i read all the time. trust me.

My Blog

dem white shorts (repost)

..>..> ..> Why do you have to be claimin' you are in Love with me still and again- henious enemy or world's best friend, standing up, u always was so rugged and rough- gangsta yet tender but you had...
Posted by melabella on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 05:40:00 PST

our lady of perpetual-ly confused sexual orientation.

so, this strikes me as hella lame and petty.I have probably had three or four oreintation choices on myspace.  when asked, I speak the truth. for all intents and purposes i am bisexual. I do...
Posted by melabella on Mon, 28 May 2007 03:12:00 PST

this is deep, but i didn't write it.

Soul Mates & Twin Flames      Relationships are mirrors that help us to learn more about ourselves. They are the most challenging and the most rewarding aspects of life....
Posted by melabella on Mon, 28 May 2007 12:26:00 PST

quit writing/love this song

i quit writing :(i don't even have writer's block, or anything.I'm just sick of idiots from my distant past life from well over a year ago looking over my shoulder via this website and gossiping on me...
Posted by melabella on Sun, 27 May 2007 03:03:00 PST

strength

strengthabsolutionforgivenesspateinceforthrighthonestpeacesa nctityhealingdignityhunt them all andkeep themshare them with me orfind your egress andlet it golet it golet me go...
Posted by melabella on Mon, 07 May 2007 03:17:00 PST

strange things afoot

so i got a pack of cigarettes i called them "witchy" because one cigarette was already turned over, the good luck cigarette...i hope and pray it was good luck but i dunnomy chinese cookie fortune had ...
Posted by melabella on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:52:00 PST

i didn't write this

Ravers ManifestoOur emotional state of choice is ecstasy.Our nourishment of choice is Love.Our addiction of choice is technology.Our religion of choice is music.Our currency of choice is knowledge.Our...
Posted by melabella on Sat, 05 May 2007 06:19:00 PST

just once more

its torture to deny myselfit would be pure insanity tonot deny myselfyouor thisit's miserableand it hurts and how i wishjust once morejust once morebut what then?what afterwards?...
Posted by melabella on Sat, 05 May 2007 05:26:00 PST

tribute (repost)

what your prescenceevoked within mewill never grow oldnor age.there can be nobitter atrophyinsuch passion.drink and imbibeyour fountains of eternal youth.let the watchwords begrowth and changeinstead ...
Posted by melabella on Fri, 04 May 2007 03:08:00 PST

it's not what u think

like anything you thinkthat is bad will automaticallymanifest into realityand how it kills mei die in a little deathinside every dayi struggle withintall the timeto repell mybiggest weaknessit was lik...
Posted by melabella on Fri, 04 May 2007 02:57:00 PST