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*KASMO* An angel in disguise &lt;3

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About Me


Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Heartbroken param .. Where shall I even begin to inform others about my whole life story?!? There is SO much to crack open about this beneficial nut and consume ALL of its diet. Good luck :) My life is VERY difficult, yet can be "understood", so allow me to serve you a meal that all humans can eat, but do not know what the secret ingredient is…but hold on tight for your life as well as mine depends on it. Do not be troubled it is not poisonous, yet you need diapers like a new-born child as we travel down memory lane: if you wish to travel down the distance; please hold my hand dear. I am an extremely "intricate", thorny rose full of beauty on the outside as well as in; a true angel in the disguise of the devil. There is a great deal for my lips to verbalize about my lives, so again, where shall I even begin?!? I have limited memory, but allow me to present to you an illustration of my short yet extensive life time in a nut shell: I was supposed to be born with a twin, whom I executed in the womb in order to survive. YET it has back fired, for it has nearly taken my life away on several occasions :( 1. I was roughly bitten in my mouth, where I still have a scar, by a RAT in Armenia, while asleep in my crib. 2. Ran over by a true animal in a car while crossing the street with a green light, holding my mothers' hand after visiting the zoo. 3. Acquired a severe brain injury known as TBI by falling as recorded in my hospital papers as 100+ feet or so, landing on a big rock , off of this Earth plane while hiking solo:...( :) 4. I grew up in a domesticated family FULL of abuse and was mistreated as a child by ones I loved :...( Irregardless my thorny life, you'd have to know me on the inside as well as out, as old as I am and beyond, in order to have an idea of who I was, am in the present moment, and meant to be in the future. And when you do discover the truth, PLEASE, inform me, for I do NOT even know myself :( NOT a pity party, but my life party :) Toast to you!

My Interests

A large sum to one by one record...
Birthplace: On Earth Ha-Ha! like most. Russia to be exact.
Current Location: Pasadena
Eye Color: Told brown so I guess brown?
Hair Color: Natural is black.
Height: Never really measured myself, sorry. 5'5" is indicated on my license.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right at writting, but can use both other wise, although after my injury it is weak :(
Your Heritage: HuMAN. Ha-Ha! Both parents are Armenian, and I was born in Russia, but lived here most of my life. So, you tell me?
The Shoes You Wore Today: Mothers and fathers. Bare feet now.
Your Weakness: Now a lot, but canNOT remember so that itself is the one, plus balance.
Your Fears: Nothing yet, but dislike rats and cats for I've been bitten by both:/
Your Perfect Pizza: Ordinary pizza but no meats or green pepper.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: This year: drive again, but first correct my eye sight.

Thoughts First Waking Up: Another day...:( Yawning :O still sleepy yet willing to make my new day better than the past.
Your Best Physical Feature: Mind over body.
Your Bedtime: Now I take my pill @ 9pm. But it varies?
Your Most Missed Memory: Memory itself.
Pepsi or Coke: No soda for me.
MacDonalds or Burger King: No bugers either.
Single or Group Dates: Both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: None. GREEN :)
Chocolate or Vanilla: None again.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Dislike all.
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Although I TRY very HARD, BUT F*** yes. Of course. What is life without 'em?
Do you Sing: Sang in a group but disliked it.
Do you Shower Daily: Honestly, not after the accident. Too hard. It is a task.
Have you Been in Love: Yes and out. THANKS
Do you want to go to College: Am

Do you want to get Married: UNDECIDED
Do you belive in yourself: Good question. Do I?
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Brains over beauty, but I am told, but do NOT feel it.
Are you a Health Freak: Yes and No.
Do you get along with your Parents: Ask them.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes and No.
Do you play an Instrument: Played in the past = yes. Flute and piano.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: I canNOT drink anymore:(
In the past month have you Smoked: Only in highschool. NEVER again. For I hate the smell of tobacco now.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Drug virgin
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No and yes. I do not know IF you can call it that. Ask him and tell me?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes, but hate it for ALL my shopping is done @ home sitting on my a**.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, NEVER. Can it even be done?
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, but my heart broken=yes. We never were in a REALationship
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No, sorry:( Can I still swim??? Learning again.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: Ticket in high school:( so, I guess for I was taken 2 D hospital..
Ever been called a Tease: Ask others 4 I am minus the T and add a P L. PLease.
Ever been Beaten up: ???.
Ever Shoplifted: I don't remember.
How do you want to Die: ??? But soon. Failed once so different I guess, this is worse than death.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: ???????????????????????????????????????????????
What country would you most like to Visit: My birth land.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Just two. But three= :)
Favourite Hair Color: Dark
Short or Long Hair: LONG
Height: Taller than me.
Weight: Not a fan of fat. So...
Best Clothing Style: Ask me later... I'll tell you a simple yes or no.
Number of Drugs I have taken: I don't care, BUT NONE now 4 U. Me=0
Number of CDs I own: ? CanNOT count.
Number of Piercings: Now, only my ears.
Number of Tattoos: None, but want some. A red tear on my face and the dragon I drew on my lower back for the man I loved who is in heaven now:(
Number of things in my Past I Regret: ????????????????????? One is better than none. input type='hidden' name='type71' value='1'

I'd like to meet:

I shall NEVER forget the man who broke my heart in order to match my broken head. NEVERTHELESS 2 wrongs do NOT make a right! SORRY 3 Now is the time 2 make friends with me. “Hello”. I do NOT need to meet anyone in particular; just people with beauty on the inside; ones that honor & respect the new me, in all places. For there is NOT a scale known to mankind that can measure my wants, hopes, dreams, and desires... but nevertheless I love the way an intelligent individual regurgitates my own thoughts and feelings in order for me to feed and answer my own unanswerable questions about life. IF you request to add me, simply ask as I read and read again your profile, if I cannot, message me. I am here for old friends; whom I held dear to, new friends whom become dear to me and most importantly the new person that I am today! To some extent replace old soul mates 3 and some traumatic brain injury survivors who try to keep their heads up irregardless if and especially that it is broken; ones who try like I to make today better then yesterday and tomorrow better then today. Live each and everyday as if it were your last. My ocean of lif is overflowing of salty tears as I sleep solo surrounded with black roses which turn to virgin white. I to some extent attempt to walk within this Earth plain once again with my BURNED feet which are at a snail's pace; I am healing after ALL the blisters and scores! Greeting a new mind frame in a broken shell, a fresh pair of ears which retract the sweet and bitter sounds of lifes' melody, and a brand new willing to help vocal cords, which are NOT afraid to tell anyone the truth and essence within my soul, but even IF you do NOT follow my golden advice; I still care 3, BUT “good-bye” from my new and improved life

Music:

Anything from 2PAC to classical except depressing country music :( Anything that will move my soul along with my feet and introduce goose bumps to my core.

Movies:

How can I provide a list IF I have only seen a few and do not recall there names? I am almost never sitting on my butt in a movie theater consumpting popcorn and soda:( You will have better luck finding me else where!

Television:

Even though I am an adult within my skin and with a childlike mind of a broken brain, I do watch the boob tube, but not excessively. You can catch me paying attention to mostly educational shows, yet at times fashion and interior design motivates me, but nevertheless mind over body for I am NOT fearful to sing with Barney on PBS with my couSINs.

Books:

My new mothers' milk. Toooooooooooooooooooo many to list but love my poetic father: Kahlil Gibran.

Heroes:

ALL. Whoever touched my second life, NO matter how briefly. How can I ever say thank you? And to the man whom I loved, but he broke my heart to match my broken head. Thanks ... ..

My Blog

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