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*nihonjin baybiee*

You are a dream no more... But shall always have the best of my heart

About Me

I'm your typical psychotic Asian girl, so GUYS if you want this... Oooh baby, you got to deal with ALL of ME!!! I LOVE shopping and I love simple things like staying home to watch a movie... to fall asleep next to someone and wake up next to someone from an enchanted dream, with smiles and warmth. *SigH*... I really miss those days...
It might be wise to know this about me... If I am a bitch to you, I really don't like you at all, so don't try to fix things, but if I pity you, I will fix things. If I love you, love me not with just a portion but a whole... with all you may have. If you hate me, it is because you are jealous.
I love to make those I care for feel loved and secure emotionally. I dislike corny pick-up lines and small time perverted delinquents whom may WISH they experienced it all but really have not. I am capable of an intellectual conversation but which I would rather refrain from those... ugh.
I am a happy typical Asian girl with a low-self esteem. I do not dislike my body or my features... I dislike my inability to be with one person I could never get over... I love the feeling of comfort. I love perfection though I have tasted it just once.
And on my brilliantly good days, I'm your favorite friendly kitten!! ^-^
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My Interests

SHOPPING!!! LOL *ahem* ALL my ladies I know you feel mee

Karly, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Cancer
Cancer, the Crab (June 22 to July 22): This emotional and imaginative partner is just your type. Initially, a Cancerian may catch your eye because of their romantic ways and dedication to you. But as you get to know them, you're even more likely to be drawn to your Cancer's practicality and ability to nurture you. People born under this sign tend to be true-blue, loyal partners who are willing to devote their hearts and souls to their close relationships. Because of the deep investment they'll put into others, Cancerians can be easily hurt and may seem overly sensitive at times. However, more often, Cancers are simply warm and compassionate mates. In the bedroom, you may find the Crab a bit hard to coax out of its shell — at least at first. Cancers can be somewhat timid lovers in comparison to other signs. Typically, a Cancer's nature is to value family above all else. As a result, if you can make a Cancer happy and earn that familial title, you can be sure that this partner will always be there for you.

LOL I am supposed to date a crab? This is the result from Tickle.com... Mm!! Omoshiroi ne!!

But AstrologyInsight.com says that "SAGITTARIUS goes with Leo, Aries, Pisces and Aquarius. (Best match is Aries)" and "Worst Match For Sagittarius is Cancer Sagittarius likes to stay home and Cancer likes to roam. This can be a bit much, even though there are many ways these to ARE compatible, the big differences are at the core of their personalities, so you will likely be better off steering clear of this relationship."

Oh such a zodiac dilemna. ^-^

I'd like to meet:

I know I have already met him... the only one person who could ever make me weak...

Do not allow bad memories to harm you... But let the good memories save you...

Music:

Japan POP!! Omaie wa, Utada Hikaru ga sukiyo!! And I'm still loving my Hip/Hop biznitches

Our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

Movies:

A Walk to Remember, Love Don't Cost a Thing, Save the Last Dance, Shrek 1 & 2, and a bunch of other romantic sappy movies. Hmmm... that mostly explains the "Hopeless Romantic" cliche i wear ^-^

Television:

Days of Our Lives ... Hee³ ^-^

Books:

I like romantic novels...

Heroes:

- Jenna who has always been there for me.
- My grandma!!! She's the greatest!!
- My one and only Buddha, who is always capable of lightening my spirit and making me laugh or smile
- My brother!! ^-^

My Blog

Emptiness...

I think I am beginning to become homesick... I miss my mommy.  Sometimes I feel so sad and empty inside.  I do appreciate my few friends I have here, but I still just do not feel complete.&n...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 03:52:00 PST

A Happy Day ^-^

If only words were able to describe the way emotions churned within me as I held you today.  To watch you in a deep serene sleep and wonder what dreams you were dreaming brought a smile upon my f...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:52:00 PST

Feeling sick!!!

I caught the bug... I don't like bugs!!!  I think I got sick by staying up too late and too long.  I am still worried about you, Buddha... I hope you are okay.  I am here for you whenev...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

... ^-^

I am an official Myspace addict.  Thank you to Jenna who convinced and FORCED me to sign up but I cannot find her.  LOL... atleast I have Buddha.  ^-^
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Oooohh... Mmmm...

I think I am through with boys.  I have a dire attraction towards these sweetheart ladies.  Some how it feels inappropriate, but I notice how my feelings for girls are stronger... I think th...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Why did this get me... wet?


Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Nighty-nighT...

No Jenna, no Buddha... *Sigh*... good night and sweet dreams everyOne.  *YawN*... oh is the one i love ever so dreamy...    ... *ZzzzZzzZ*...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Jenna you bitch!! LOL

I can't FIND you!!  When you read this, I hope your eye lashes fall off!!!  LOL bitch I finally have Myspace and I can not find you.  I love you honey-bunny!!  ^-^ HeyYy... no one ...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WhaT!?

Hot shit!!!  So I now acquired Myspace, but how do I use it?  Please be patient as I need to upload more pictures for your viewing *pleasures*... ^-^ hee³...
Posted by *nihonjin baybiee* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST