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the burn that never went away.

a slight justificationdisqualifiedthe words you speakhave grown to sewyour filthy mouthshuttighter then you everwished you werebetter then you evercould have beenand still you're hereclose your mindcl...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 05:20:00 PST

an address to the partisans that call themselves human (part two)

how much longer will we go on exasperating ourselves? we play these games, knowing what the result will be. but we still continue to throw ourselves away. we are the martyrs and the cynics we have det...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:20:00 PST

we fall in love to fall apart

we sit back hand in handeyes fixed on what we werejust a blur passing bygood-bye to those dreamsit seemed so perfectas our worlds collidedwe died with each breatheach kiss, each fuckand a million spok...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 01:34:00 PST

cyanide goodbyes

strage unjustifiable delinquincieswe close our eyes- tip toeingaccross the broken glasson pins and needlesso so so so so so so quietlyso gracefully- sadistically smilingeach step we take we growf...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:36:00 PST

sing to me your serenade

tonight i'll second guessyour every breathyour every word- your every step. is it better to beilievethen to question deceitas repetative as it may beyou know i'll follow blindly i never thought i...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 11:27:00 PST

at our fragile fingertips.

am i still the one in the back of your heartin the back of your head i'm tearing apartscratching at my skini can't get rid of these thoughtsthat i'll see you againthat i'll be with you againi'm ripped...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 12:43:00 PST

chapter 7: beyond what is wrong and right...

i'm stuck at the end of another turning point in my life. left or right. up or down.forward or backward.wrong or right.left. down. backwards. and wrong.that's how it always happens.i'm starting to not...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:48:00 PST

an address to the partisans that call themselves human (part one)

it has been quite some time since i have felt like this. i can't think of another word to describe how i feel other then the stereotypically pathetic word... depressed. in a way i know why i feel this...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

when its been 16 minutes (a minute too late...)

when it's been 16 minutes...we're a minute too late OUR CLAIM TO FAME IS OVERand we're just a shame. a dilapidating game we play. to say... we say... you say... nothing ends. well, we all end. LOOK IN...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 06:00:00 PST

dressed in dirt

onetwothreefourfivetake another deep breathwe're still alivewe've managed this again.but the truth is far from hereanother story spokenand what's to be believed?the constant inconsistanciesyou so ofte...
Posted by onyxiswatching on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 03:48:00 PST