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Aun Chroi, Aun Anam..

..Inherit these lands..

About Me


I love it!!
Please note:
If you are an industrial, Goth, Pagan, Folk Metal, or Metal band, i WILL support you.
If you are a PVC, Fetish, or Dark Fetish model, i WILL support you.
I Shall Support:
Lady Laireth
Lord Tiernan
both of Mornië Alantië (I hope they return..)
Victoria Mazzè, and The Divine Comedy Kittie
Straight Line Stitch
Support Straight Line Stitch
Pia Kaamos
Apnea
Morgana
Hildr Valkyrie
ElaneYou know me, or you think you do.
Most look at me, and what do they see. They see just some other 'goth', trying to achieve his own minority.
Is this what you think i am? The you truly do not know me at all.
Sure, i dig the morbid, i 'get off' on blood and gore, and have an intimidating persona, but that isn't the man i truly am.
Some hesitate to talk to me. The ones who make that leap seldom regret getting to know me.
Indeed, i have befriended the most.. unlikely of people, so to speak.
I try to be nice to everyone. Though i am a people-person, i am choosy about the friendships i keep. I am popular in my area, though many are intimidated. They may want to be my friend, but if they do so out of intimidation, then i wouldnae want their friendship.
If you are to become my friend, i want you to do it out of your own free will, not out of 'fear' or anything of that sort.
I am a practioner of DruidCraft, i hex and i heal.. i conjure and i banish.
I was raised by magic, thanks to my parents, and i will die with magic, i will be Pagan for the rest of my life.
I am not one who conforms with society, as i said, i have my own minority. I am not like other men you may meet.
I am wise beyond my years, an ancient soul, trapped within a 22 year old's body, so to speak, i am intune with the Rhythmn of Life, and things are as clear as glass to me, that would seem as.. foggy as a storm-swept sea to most others.
As a Druid, and a lover of the morbid, i can see the beauty in everything and everyone.
While i.. dislike being a human, i don't think humanity is weak. I believe we all have our strenghts and weaknesses, but i also believe that a powerful strength can overpower a weakness. If you are.. naturally shy, but produce an aura of fun and joy, that weakness, the shyness, is overpowered by that strength, the outgoing persona.
I have written this so many times, i am unsure of what else there is to say.
I suppose all i can say is that if you wish to know more, drop me a line.
Blessings of Darkest Darkness to all

My Interests

Which way is the right path, as I stand upon
This chaotic crossroad of hate...
How many ways are there to roam
On this dark and damned road of fate...
There are many ways my son,
to find where the souls
of demons remain...
But it takes only one second
Of despair and of doubt until at last,
your soul they will gain...
Inherit these lands, these things,
these dreams that are yours,
forever to adore
for there is no life,
in the depths of chaos,
my son for you to explore.
There are many ways my son,to find
where the souls of demons remain...
But it takes only one second of despair and of doubt
until at last, your soul they will gain...
Inherit these lands, these things,
these dreams that are yours,
forever to adore
for there is no life,
in the depths of chaos,
my son for you to explore.
Life interests me.

There are, of course, other things:
WitchCraft
Druidism
Vampirism
Otherkin
MUSIC
Art
Psionics
Writing
Playing my keyboard
Black Magic
Dagda
Ceremonial Magick
Astral Travel
Literature
Industrial Music
Models, Goth, Fetish, PVC
Dabbling with Goth Modeling
Blood Play
The "Tod"("Dead")
Fear
Mania
Pallor
Smiting my foes with kindess
Abjuration
Spirit Communication
Talking with friends
Mysticism
Ogham Script
Druid Tree Alphabet
Pyrokenisis
Aerokinesis
Umbrakinesis
Psiarcade.net/garden
Tarot
Anthames
Staves
Working
Helping others
Psychology
Celtic Spirituality
Elder Runes
Hyperborian
Akkadian
Sumerianm
The Call of Kether
And many others..

I'd like to meet:

Preferably people who don't feel the need to comform to society, people with open-minds. Those who can see strength and weakness in others as well as themselves. Heretics, Blasphemers, followers of the Christ Cult, Those who would follow the Olde Ones, Unique people, and those who can hold intelligent conversation.

Sister Scathach, Shadowy-OneDaghda, Good-God, my FatherBrother Nuada, Silvery-Hand

Music:

I LOVE music.
These are but a few of my favourite artists.

BlutEngel
Cries of Tammuz
The beauty that is Eva Poelzing
Ulrike Goldmann's old group, Say Y
Return to Khaf'Jig
Ikon
Poison
NIN
Elane
Hocico
Gothminister
Wumpscut
Das Ich
Hildr Valkyrie
Morgan the Bard
Dagda
Tristesse de la Lune
Ayla
Loreena Mckennitt
Aine Minogue
Eithne Ni Bhroanin
Maire Bhroanin
Sleepthief
Chiasm
The Horatii
Novalis
Bathory
Dargaard
Xotox
and others..

Movies:

The Quick and the Dead
Felicia's Journey
The Descent
Night
Nightmare on Elm Street (all)
Witchboard 8
The Hitcher: I've Been Waiting
Vampires: Los Muertes
The Graduate
Blood In, Blood Out
Glory
Rosewood
The Lost Boys
Interview with the Vampire
Haute Tension
and others.

Television:

Just the News and Court TV.. i watch the History Channel for fun.

Books:

"Thus Said Zarathustra" - Nietzche
"il Prince" - Niccolo Machiaevelli
"The Art of War" Sun Tzu
"The Oddessy" - Homer
"The Witching Hour" - Anne Rice
"Taltos" - Anne Rice
"Lasher" - Anne Rice
"Waking Up Screaming" - Lovecraft
"Carrie" - Stephen King
"The Witches of Eastwick" - John Updike
"Diary of a Drug Fiend" - Aliestar Crowley
"Do What Thou Wilt" - Crowley
"The Historie of WitchCraft" - Waite
'Illustrated Anthology of Sorcery, Magic, and Alchemy" - Grillot de Givry
and others.

Heroes:

The Courageous. Those who can look into the face of danger, and laugh without fear. Those who can are strong enough to live in a painful world. Those who are willing to die for their beliefs, and those who have.

Above all, My Liege, The Olde Ones, who bore me.

The Goddess, Danu, who bore me from her blissed womb

Brigantu, the One who implants in me, my creativity.

High-Father Dagda, The Good God who implants in me the love of life, and the joy of being his Druid Son.

My Blog

I've fallen and i can't get up..

That's not just a funny line any longer.. My life is a struggle, at this point of time.. but the thing is.. i meant what i said in my previous blogs. i am tired of humanity, of having to continuously ...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:35:00 PST

Humanity is an infection..

Why do i say this? Humans think they are the supreme masters of this earth.. they think they can dominate others they feel are inferior to themselves.. Examples? The fucking iranians.. they hung a 16 ...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:49:00 PST

The End of Purity

I told my friends that i won't give up.. but truth is.. i have.. truth is, i gave up long ago. I am tired of this shite, or being lead on by 'friends', by 'family', and those i loved. Those who fail ...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:16:00 PST

In the Shadows, In the Light

I promise you, for all my life I'll be Always on your side In the shadow, in the light. I'll follow you, wherever life goes But I'll always be aside In the shadow, in the light. But if we don't unde...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

My Destined Lover

I was thinking.. I've had many oppurtunities to be with someone, romantically, so to speak.. but i suppose i was to chicken to open my mouth, and tell that person how i felt about them.. And it become...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 01:25:00 PST

My life..

so, i was talking to a woman yestereve, regarding my life.. a woman who means so much to me, a woman i consider my very own sister, one who i would protect, one who i would die for, if needed.. becaus...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 10:32:00 PST

Cormac Mac Art

I am unsure if this Bard and King of Cashiel truly existed.. but, if so.. i'd like to thank him for implanting my way of life into me.. His words, do i live by, and they've helped me a lot.. and it's...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 03:18:00 PST

"Burning Heaven"

..> When your little life still ends in sufferAnd there's no one you can trustThen you stand alone in your dreamsBy all the things you ever lostYou will close this door foreverYou'll get what you de...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:40:00 PST

Go to Hell?

Every day it's still the sameI don't know what to do with my lifeI don't know where I belong toEvery night it's still the sameI wake up crying from my dreamsI have these nightmares againAll these past...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:03:00 PST

"Senseless Life"

Your heart is full of emotionYou can get your life throughAll your sins come back to your mindAnd you feel oppressed violenceYou can't find no way outOf this misery insideAnd you realise this night...
Posted by Aun Chroi, Aun Anam.. on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 12:15:00 PST