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kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow

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About Me


Slam - if you haven't seen it... see it.
Funeral For a Friend - History - acoustic
Oveous Maximus
"I once loved a girl who almost loved me, but not as much as she loved John Cusack."
"So pull this switch and see my body twitch As we dance on this memory Despair has devoured me whole A seed wont grow from this soul This pill wont cure my disease Can't you kill this beating heart" - funeral for a friend
"I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center." - Kurt Vonnegut
"Here's what I think the truth is: We are all addicts of fossil fuels in a state of denial, about to face cold turkey." - Kurt Vonnegut
...ME... Final Project - OK,KO
Lighting Project - no END in SIGHT Z.S.A. #13: You Don't Have to be Cold to be Cool
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Booze, Bullets, & Hot Pink Jesus
Who am i?
I’ve been face to face with death many times...
and each time I fend off the inevitable and am granted stay in this world...
a while longer...
I’m years past my life expectancy... and still thriving...
fighting..
with no end in sight...
I rarely talk about it...
and few people know the whole story...
they are only told bits and pieces, because I find it hard to trust...
hard to believe in a society that is only out for profit and rarely cares what it means to make an impact in someone’s life...
I love nothing more than sharing a cool summer evening with someone - laying outside at night on the cool concrete and staring up at the stars...
watching as they float around in the sky dancing in and out of the clouds...
to melodies of conversations within our minds...
I try to not take life too seriously, and just enjoy what is...
I rarely have expectations, because they rarely match reality...
so I’d rather sit here over a drink and stimulating conversation...
and wait patiently to see where it is this is going...
I hate when good things happen, and reach for the phone to call someone...
only to realize there is no one there to tell...
not the way I had imagined it to be...
I want to share the good with the bad...
with someone who actually cares...
but sometimes I seem to have lost faith in whether or not that person exists...
i’m a published poet...
a self proclaimed realist ignoring the reality and living in the now...
instead of focusing on what will be...
I wear my mind on my sleeve...
slowly releasing it bit by bit...
for your eyes to consume...
and your body to digest...
or spew...
forth into the world that keeps getting darker...
I write what’s on my mind...
however dark...
however depressing...
I let the pen touch paper and just let it flow...
I let you in...
openly to judge me...
because I don’t give a fuck what you think...
and you can pretend as much as you want, but what I write is simply thoughts that everyone has and/or will have, the only difference between you and I...
I’m comfortable enough to put it out there in the open and let my art be my release...
where you sit and judge me for it and when the thoughts come up in your head...
you ignore them and push them aside...
letting them slowly consume you...
I do what makes me happy...
I follow this thin wire back to reality...
where I am forced to stare my own mortality in the face on a daily basis...
but I’m no longer afraid of it...
because it is exactly what it is...
i am a filmmaker...
because it is what I was bred to do...
the only thing that has ever made me feel totally alive...
the only thing that truly makes me feel like I can make an impact...
I want to make films that make you think...
question your own self...
the world you live in and the people around you...
I want to make films that make you feel...
something...
I want to force you to use your mind and question things...
I want to make a difference...
some kind of difference...
i am an artist...
through carefully placed words, and laid out sentence structure...
I paint the pictures in your mind of a land far away...
I take you on a trip to mental states you have not traveled to...
like a wonderful acid trip, I paint the world with imagery from my mind...
to yours...
in an ever more intoxicating journey...
memories of the previous night are left at the door to your soul...
as you embrace this feeling...
and let me float around within your mind...
arousing the senses and touching your soul...
i wait patiently for my time to come...
where I can leave this place you call home...
and travel forth into the world...
grazing minds as I pass by...
Touching hearts as I open my mind for viewing...
making a difference in a world that has forgotten what it means to care...
to trust...
to believe...
in something...
I’m waiting for the moment in time where I pick myself up out of this place...
and float into the euphoric mind state that will take me anywhere...
the moment where I pack my bags...
and head west...
to sit back and enjoy the ride as I blow up...
and touch souls...
with each burning ember that floats to the ground...
I’m going to make it...
to the place I have been traveling..
where all my dreams are reality...
all my desires are seen...
I’m going to make a difference...
I’m going to change this world...
I’m going to make all of this worth it...
in time...

My Interests

music
shows
photography
reading
writing
film
dreaming

I'd like to meet:

myself - 10 years from now, to find out if all this is worth it... and whether or not i make it...

Saul Williams

Music:


311
(+44)
30 Seconds to Mars
A Perfect Circle
Ambulette
Anberlin
Angels & Airwaves
Armor for Sleep
Avenged Sevenfold
Bad Religion
Beloved
Between the Buried and Me
Blindside
Bloc Party
Bob Marley
BoySetsFire
Brand New
Buck 65
By Morning
Chiodos
Circa Survive
Coheed & Cambria
Cold
Copeland
Covenant
Cute is What We Aim For
Dead Poetic
Deathcab for Cutie
Deftones
Demon Hunter
Denali
Depeche Mode
Duran Duran
Earth Crisis
Emery
Fall Out Boy
Far-Less
Fighting Gravity
Finch
Flogging Molly
Forgive Durden
Fort Minor
Funeral for a Friend
Further Seems Forever
Glass Casket
Glassjaw
Goldfinger
Goo Goo Dolls
Gym Class Heroes
Haste the Day
Hatebreed
Head Automatica
Hot Hot Heat
Incubus
Interpol
Jane's Addiction
Jimmy Eat World
Joy Division
Kanye West
Keith Caputo
Kidney Thieves
Kill Hannah
K.M.F.D.M
Lamb of God
Life of Agony
Linkin Park
Live
Machinehead
Mae
Mandorico
MC Lars
Midtown
Minor Threat
Modest Mouse
Muse
My Chemical Romance
My Hero is Me
NIN
NOFX
Norma Jean
Nothingface
O.A.R
Oasis
Operation Ivy
Oveous Maximus
Panic! @ the Disco
Pennywise
Poison the Well
Q and not U
Radiohead
Rage Against the Machine
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rehab
Rufio
Rush
Sage Francis
Saul Williams
Saves the Say
School for Heroes
Sevendust
Silverstein
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
Something Corporate
Soulfly
Sparta
Spoon
Stars
Stretch Armstrong
Sublime
Sugarcult
Sunny Day Real Estate
Swift
Taking Back Sunday
Taproot
The Arcade Fire
The Culprits
The Cure
The Faint
The Get Up Kids
The Juliana Theory
The Killers
The Lemming Award
The Living End
The Postal Service
The Robot Revolt
The Used
The White Stripes
Thrice
Thursday
Tool
Transplants
Underoath
Violent Femmes
VNV Nation
Walls of Jericho
Weezer
Whole Wheat Bread
Yearling
Yellowcard
Zao

Movies:

many many many movies...

Television:

this and that... you describe it...

Books:

catcher in the rye, survivor, the davinci code, angels & demons, digital fortress, on the road, choke, verses that hurt... saul williams, bukowski, frost, keats, maya angelou

Heroes:

What is a hero? i think we are all heroes to a certain extent... it all depends on what constitutes a hero to you... but in all honesty... anyone who can put their emotions on paper in a creative form and make the reader feel something...

My Blog

no END in SIGHT - new short film - forever is tomorrow prod.

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Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:43:00 PST

FIGHTSTAR

-every now and then you hear a song, and it draws something from within... it seems to speak to your inner self, and describe your thoughts... well if you haven’t heard them, check out Fightstar...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:12:00 PST

PA reading video clips

First time on stage... it shows...Termination: Savior: Crash Altered: ...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:06:00 PST

meaningless

i want to give you up end the tormentdrop you like the habit i never hadand never wanted to pick upi want to walk away and inhale clean air so i can breathe againi want to live like a childinnocent wi...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:09:00 PST

judgements and trust

i don’t think you really knowwhat it is you hold inside your heartor yourmindi’m in tune with who i want to bebut everyday i wake up more alonefeelings of desparation get to meand i’...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 08:12:00 PST

addicted...

i’ve hidden behind thismask for way too longattempting to find lovein places unwantedall the while making loveto something hiddenyou make me feel numbfrom my flesh to my corea small way to free ...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 06:28:00 PST

a new direction for my writing...

A Warmed heart  Your voice touches my soul& Making love to my eardrums& As you slip within my soul& Tearing at my heart& As your grasp pulls me in& Falling further& Faster than ever& I...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 08:43:00 PST

on my own... gearing up for the final letdown... falling... the end...

so lately i've found myself upside down... lost... and searching desparately for my place in this world... i honestly don't feel like there is one... i've let so much bottle up for so long, that it al...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 06:06:00 PST

tagged...

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chos...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 04:58:00 PST

Telescreen - The Solar Sea

If you haven't heard them, you need to... AMAZING! Click to order the EP now! ...
Posted by kid(NEY) a.k.a - Forever.is.Tomorrow on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:17:00 PST