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Bambina

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About Me

I'm not what you think~ I created my layout at KillerKiwi.net

My Interests


~Art, artists, museums, reading, WRITING, SOLITUDE, independence, people-watching, real strawberry ice cream, extreme human behaviors, cooking, some girls love shoes I love hand bags, unconsciousness, a dream like state, the midnight hour, bubble wrap, dirty jokes, connecting with people from around the world, gulping down liquor, early morning garage sales, vintage shops, 5, playing peek-a-boo with fat babies, a deep slumber, dancing, carnivals, freak shows, cursing, Las Vegas, photography, the subconscious, fashion, family, jokes, waterfalls, open minded compassionate beings, EVOLUTION, drive-in movies, NON Conformists, Big Red Roses, todo tipo de musica, Luv SUSHI & Luv PIZZA, haunted houses, old homes with creaky wood floors, I would rather wear a pant suit than a mini skirt, Hats, I HATE watching SPORTS but I can tolerate it if I like you, monsoon season, pouring rain & thunderstorms & lightning, windy days, concerts, strong black coffee, pilates, running, yoga, swimming in a cold pool on a hot day, MAKINGLOVE, kissing & affection, gotta have my PORN, the occult, vampires, the BRAIN of a serial killer, a full moon, solar eclipses, the beach, digging my toes in the warm sand, abortion rights, gay rights, Feminism (this DOES NOT mean I hate men dummy!) The Mayan & Aztec civilizations, PINUPART, roller skating, documentaries, little hole in the wall restaurants, foreign films, watching late night slasher films, road trips, yummy fresh fruits, counting sheep on a sleepless night, the opera, fresh fruit smoothies, driving aimlessly, my favorite holiday is Halloween, storytelling, puppies & black cats, MEN, philosophy, architecture, spirituality, psychology, archeology, HISTORY, la Primavera me encanta. Now it's your turn, what do you like?~~~~~~Bonnie & Clyde

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Books:

Daddy~~~ You do not do, you do not do Any more, black shoe In which I have lived like a foot For thirty years, poor and white, Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.Daddy, I have had to kill you. You died before I had time--- Marble-heavy, a bag full of God, Ghastly statue with one gray toe Big as a Frisco sealAnd a head in the freakish Atlantic Where it pours bean green over blue In the waters off the beautiful Nauset. I used to pray to recover you. Ach, du.In the German tongue, in the Polish town Scraped flat by the roller Of wars, wars, wars. But the name of the town is common. My Polack friend Says there are a dozen or two. So I never could tell where you Put your foot, your root, I never could talk to you. The tongue stuck in my jaw.It stuck in a barb wire snare. Ich, ich, ich, ich, I could hardly speak. I thought every German was you. And the language obsceneAn engine, an engine, Chuffing me off like a Jew. A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen. I began to talk like a Jew. I think I may well be a Jew.The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna Are not very pure or true. With my gypsy ancestress and my weird luck And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack I may be a bit of a Jew.I have always been sacred of you, With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo. And your neat mustache And your Aryan eye, bright blue. Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You----Not God but a swastika So black no sky could squeak through. Every woman adores a Fascist, The boot in the face, the brute Brute heart of a brute like you.You stand at the blackboard, daddy, In the picture I have of you, A cleft in your chin instead of your foot But no less a devil for that, no not Any less the black man whoBit my pretty red heart in two. I was ten when they buried you. At twenty I tried to die And get back, back, back to you. I thought even the bones would do.But they pulled me out of the sack, And they stuck me together with glue. And then I knew what to do. I made a model of you, A man in black with a Meinkampf lookAnd a love of the rack and the screw. And I said I do, I do. So daddy, I'm finally through. The black telephone's off at the root, The voices just can't worm through.If I've killed one man, I've killed two--- The vampire who said he was you And drank my blood for a year, Seven years, if you want to know. Daddy, you can lie back now.There's a stake in your fat black heart And the villagers never liked you. They are dancing and stamping on you. They always knew it was you. Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through. ~~~Sylvia Plath

Heroes:

MagritteVan GoghKlimtPicassoFuseliKahlo

My Blog

You know what really grinds my gears??

American teen movies that are never funny & have all white characters. Throw some minorities in there!!  This is America! Living in Arizona it is always hot here. Some people really love the ...
Posted by Bambina on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 06:09:00 PST

How do you heal a broken heart?

Part of me doesn't want to post this, but the other part doesn't listen.  I am so heart broken still and I don't know what to do. I fell in love for the first time with a man that didn'...
Posted by Bambina on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:48:00 PST

French Class

Waiting in line, waiting in line. Finally, my turn. I sit down on what looks to be a chair made in the 1970's. Miserable couselor with the dreadful look on her face.  I guess if I were her I'd ...
Posted by Bambina on Fri, 09 May 2008 11:36:00 PST

The Fan

Staring at the ceiling fan, I laid back, terrified, not knowing what to expect.  I counted back from 10.  But before then the Dr. approached me, he held my hand. "How are you?"  he...
Posted by Bambina on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:17:00 PST