JIHAD JANE

I feel like im becoming A butterfly Or a golden bee My body is in the magazines My face on the tv My voice on the radio Thats me in my dreams But when i open my eyes Im just a piece of SHIT! A WORTHLESS COWARD A VAPID WHORE A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE COVERED IN SORES A BLITHERING SEA COW LOST IN ITS DREAMS NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAHWet blue world-- it fills me up I find im deep inside Waves crash and i breathe water But i havent died I wont come up I wont come up for air I wont come up I wont come up for air.....and beneath the waves I hide my head in darker waters And nobody sees .....i cut myself And hope to draw you in But even sharks pass by Please explainAll alone im growing older Laughter like cancer over my shoulder Mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face You know im a complete..... IM A COMPLETE DISGRACEIM NOT A MANATEEN IM NOT A MANATEEN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.....and beneath the sea i give up and i descend and im finally free...and in the end wet blue world-- fills me up fills me deep inside waves crash and i breathe water but i havent died NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART NEVER WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE I DIE ITS A SUICIDE MY BODY SWOLLWED BY THE DEEP BLUE ABYSS AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE I wont come up I wont come up I wont come up for air tonight I wont come up I wont come up I wont come up for air tonightCold And all alone I held my own bBut now i give upRoses, Jihad Jane