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Crash

As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me

About Me

i can be an asshole of the grandest kind,
I can withhold like it's going out of style,
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone,
Who is as negative as I am sometimes.
I am the wisest woman you've ever met,
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected,
i have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone,
Who is as positive as I am sometimes.
you see everything you see every part,
you see all my light and you love my dark,
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed,
There's not anything to which you can't relate,
And you're still here.
i blame everyone else & not my own partaking,
my passive aggressive-ness can be devastating,
I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone,
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes.
you see everything you see every part,
you see all my light and you love my dark,
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed,
There's not anything to which you can't relate,
And you're still here.
What I resist persists and speaks louder than i know.
What i resist you love no matter how low or high I go.
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known,
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known,
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known and you've never met anyone,
Who is as everything as I am sometimes.
you see everything you see every part,
you see all my light and you love my dark,
you dig everything of which I'm ashamed,
There's not anything to which you can't relate,
And you're still here. -Alanis
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I found the greatest quote from Augusten Burroughs that described himself-but it fell so close to home for me, I thought I'd share :) "I smiled the whole way home. I was walking and smiling, because of my Happy Face, I probably looked like a very simple person, unencumbered by complicated thoughts. Like somebody who was just happy because there was macaroni and cheese in the world. And socks! Maybe people looked at me and wished they were more simple and idiotic, like that girl there..."
wanna talk? TidesNDreams is my AIM
we the modified hold that we are a distinct subcultural group with an established history and way of life. we take part in these activities and perform these body modifications for the betterment of ourselves, of our peers, and of the world in general. Piercing, tattoos, scarification, and other modifications are active political protest and lead to positive cultural reform. we demand the right to treat our bodies as our own, and we strongly urge all to do the same.

My Interests

I love tattoos, piercing, my bass, playing bass, bubble baths, tea, coffee, blankets, pillows, sleepin, walking, living, fruit rollups, crackers and butter, lovin', peace, little apple dolls, Damien Baker, Kayla Koch, Daddio, guns, hunting, kitties, fluffy things, piggy banks, bacon, really juicy crunchy gala apples, yellow roses, anything vanilla, candles, vertigo medication, horror movies, painting, colors, orange, red, yellow, VW bugs, PT Cruiser, Donkey Konga, reading, books, anthropolgy, Darwin, ee cummings, friends, family, Johnson's bedtime lotion, Lover's Lane, CLIVE OWEN, the singer from 12 Stones voice, universal remotes, musicians, sweaters, yarn, sunlight, warmth, Hinduism, the female form, the male back, long hair on boys, games, painted ducks, Chef Boy-r-Dee, popcorn freshly popped, warm apple crisp with ice cream, ice cold water, belt buckles and most of all empathy.

I'd like to meet:

Any higher form of life than me-just so i know. a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank">

Music:

*Slipknot*Depswa*40 Below Summer*Five Finger Death Punch*Ghost Machine*METAL....just ask...i probably like it...

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Movies:

Horror movies!! and Emperor's New Groove....hell yes

~*~MY NIECE~*~

Television:

Taboo, Law and Order:SVU, Seinfeld, Family Guy, House MD, Weeds, Dexter, Third Rock from the Sun, Most Evil, Maury...yeaaaaa ..

Books:

my favorite book is The True Confessions of Charlotte Doyle. Closely followed by The Looking Glass Wars. I love Jeffery Deaver or Augusten Burroghs (sp), my favorite poet is ee cummings, i'm not very picky with books i read as long as they are good...if you have any suggestions-i'm all ears.
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Heroes:

My sister and Laura, *Jason for saying "have you ever been watching willy wonka and then noticed half way thru that you were eating a wonka candy product, and that was completly unintentional" out of fuckin' nowhere, *Abbey for saying "I like llamas, they ask me to hug them, so i do, then they spit on me.", *James for saying "Well i was drunk last night (VERY COLD NIGHT) and i went walking in a field, but it wasn't a field, it was a lake, and i fell in"

My Blog

Oldies, but always goodies.

This past month or so i've been thinking about all the time i used to spend with my old best friends, Kevin, Randal and mostly Corey.  I've been slightly depressed that those times no longer exis...
Posted by Crash on Thu, 29 May 2008 01:26:00 PST

Today....

is the last day of the worst year of my life. Tonight I am leaving behind this year of tears, liars, heartbreak, friend-loss, and money issues. I am starting anew a happier, more experienced person-...
Posted by Crash on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 06:53:00 PST

Girl on fire.

If you've known me these last two months you'll know i haven't had the greatest of luck. Between my ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend, my parents, my sister and her husband, my health, two of my be...
Posted by Crash on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 05:12:00 PST

My dad is the man.

Last night, he wiped my tear stained cheeks and sat me down with a tiny glass of top shelf rum. Him and my mom talked to me, calmed me down, made me realize my worth. The greatest words came out of ...
Posted by Crash on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

This poem helped me many times, thought I'd share

After A WhileAfter a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soul,And you learn that love doesn't mean leaningAnd company doesn't mean security,And you begin to lear...
Posted by Crash on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 04:31:00 PST

inky!!

is it bad that everytime i get a new tattoo i feel just a little sexier. i want to expose my body more (which is difficult because im a tomboy). I feel a little better about myself-i feel more like ...
Posted by Crash on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 03:50:00 PST

refreshing!

So,  you know how you sometimes don't want to look at your watch during the day because of the fear of nearly no time passing since that last glance?  So sometimes you bargin, and you tell y...
Posted by Crash on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:40:00 PST

tonight i laid a best friend to rest...

Everyone, cherish the moments you have with everything living in your life. Tonight we needed to put my childhood dog to sleep (he was 16) because he could no longer walk. I suppose it was selfish o...
Posted by Crash on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:57:00 PST

i just wanted McNuggets.....

so i wanted chicken McNuggets. So i get in my car, throw on my seat belt and turn off my street going towards Algonquin (62) on River Road. I get to the intersection, pull out a little, and the guy ...
Posted by Crash on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 09:14:00 PST

I want to...

...cover my body in ink just to be colorful...paint a masterpiece...suspend...be a piercer...learn Latin...study Hinduism...write a book...read EVERY book written...be the most beautiful woman in a ro...
Posted by Crash on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:05:00 PST