the happy |
oh yes people....i caught it....i caught "the happy".you know...that thing that most people have that some dont ever get or think they get and its really an illusion? that feeling that makes you feel ...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 07:34:00 GMT |
valentine’s day |
ok...so here i am.home on valentine's. no,i'm not sad. just havent found anyone to go out with.so far just about everyone is busy with something or someone. so i'm here blogging...wow,how sad did ...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:40:00 GMT |
hey.... |
Used, abused, tried,cried, died, drank...its stank...i live, i give, i stand, i break. I've fallen...this dark hole. Buried deep. Salty water....a smothered pillow. Sharp lungs...short life.Hidi...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 20:08:00 GMT |
updates....again.... |
ok...so i guess i'm happy,maybe sad. who the hell knows. lots of stuff going on. physically i don't feel so much like crap anymore. emotionally and mentally i may be a little bit of a mess. i have one...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 20:05:00 GMT |
Day 3 Over |
I am in desperate need of the Cheese and some good ol' Adventure Brothers. Today was harsh. Confusion and feeling icky...not a good combo. Still...."some" progress. A work in progress I assume...just ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 14:44:00 GMT |
Day Two Over |
Well...ok...bottom line. EVERYTHING is basically settled.Although...I am slightly disappointed at one person. But I am sure there is a reason and should I be told is their right to tell me.
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 16:34:00 GMT |
Day One Over |
ok,so i didnt't stay away from everyone day. but it wasn't intentional. i haven't been acting like me lately.so it's time for the "away time".i've been really thrown out of wack lat...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 20:45:00 GMT |
thinking about it |
honesty...i think im going to stop seeing guys. so far all they want is the "goodies" and not me as a whole. as much as i like to have fun...i would like to be wanted for much more...so unless someone...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 19:13:00 GMT |
and downthe big fucking hole again |
yay...everything is shit again.i fucking rock at this you know? i was hurt by one guy that i never thought would ever hurt me...and he even gave a really good reason WHY he never would...and still man...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 17:55:00 GMT |
updation! |
well,everything fucking funtabulous. new phone people...if i havent already told you...well...email me and ask. some new nicknames have been given to me....from the fabulous D i have have been given t...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 19:42:00 GMT |
