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Relax<brIts Just Business.

About Me


Im Mat.

You may think Im hitting on you. Pst, secret Im probably not
Ill bet you think you are impressive.
Impressive because you are so edge.
Or how (Insert.Unimaginitive.Phrase)XCORE you are.
You truly just rock my world.
I have too many friends.
Yet not one of them has not betrayed me at some point.
I want a girl who has the look.
Not the attitude.
Romance is the greatest thing that never happened.
Lets give it a shot.
Dont ever stand me up.
You will never see me again.
You might think your belt humbles me.
Ill probably compliment it.
Make you feel better about yourself.
The truth is I could not care less.
I love being close to people.
The best feeling in the world is to sleep in the arms of somebody else.
Someone you are comfortable with.
Nice fan sign, guy.
You must be important.
You may think Im a hypocrite.
I call it an evolution of thought.
Pedestals are bad, jump off kid.
I like myself, despite my flaws.
You may be attractive but you are probably ugly on the inside.
Nice band, your songs are probably meaningless.
Ive done some things I regret in my life.
Such as not living the life I want to live.
Dont waste your time on me.
Unless I make it clear to you that its worth wasting your time.
Although sometimes I dont make it explicitly clear.
So you may want to try anyway.

Thomas Quentin & Kelly Ann Are My Best Friends

You might think you can take thier place.
But you will be living a lie.

I love this girl Heather Emilee.

She is not my girlfriend.
We talk about everything.
This might make you jealous.
Jealousy isnt love.
Might want to write that down.
She is just an amazing person.

Public Records Would Indicate Im A Republican

Public records lie.
Ive voted straight down the democrat line for 4 elections.
If you approve of the way Bush is handling the country.
Dont even bother talking to me.
Im sure you are fascinating to your parents and friends.
But I really have no interest.

Love is Timeless.

I will know I have fallen in love when I do not have to worry.
Worry about how long it will last.
Worry about where I will be going with her.

I an artist.

Art is interpretation of life.
Life is something that everyone interprets differently.
If I love you, you probably know where all of my Poems
Songs & Photography are.
You probably like them alot.
I like to sing.
Im not in your favorite band.
All Boys Choir is low-key for now.
Watch us drive our chariots through your front door.

My Interests

Defining how many drops of untruth one must collect to be concidered an ocean of lies. By The Rev. Matthew Degrosa Percieve.
Resist.
Life is what you make of it.
Blue skies.
No clouds.
Lynched in grey.
Portraits hung upon my shelf.
Artistic in black and white.
Heaven upon a broken dime.
Rusted away in the lime light.
Slashed wrists and greying eyes.
Were never part of me.
Lies begin.
When birth becomes the art of living scene.
I always thought it was impossible.
To be above everyone else.
Living on a pedastal.
Lieing to oneself.
Lieing inside my head.
Knowing that I am above you.
But, know that you are above me too.
Conflicting stories that we will never know.
Lights from above.
Ground from below.
Eyeliner.
Lines my vision now.
I will live outside this delusion till forever.
Knowing you can not approach me.
And I can not approach you.
Isolated pedastals we create for ourselves.
Wondering why I feel so alone.
I know you are too.

I'd like to meet:



No need to thank me for adding you.
You are welcome.
Instead why not say something interesting, spark a friendship.

Music:

  • Brand New
  • My Chemical Romance
  • Panic! at the disco
  • The Acadamy Is...
  • Incubus
  • Escape Engine
  • No Use For A Name Barry White
  • Kevin Patrick
  • The Used
  • Senses Fail (Dont)
  • Avenged Sevenfold (Waking the Fallen Album)
  • Incubus
  • Bob Marley
  • Fall Out Boy (Whatever You Are Thinking, Fuck You)
  • Coldest Sun
  • Dashboard Confessional
  • Taking Back Sunday
  • Bright Eyes
  • Jimmy Buffett
  • Rites of Spring
  • Mae
  • Television:


    You're the meaning in my life.
    You're the inspiration.

    Books:

    Philosophy.
    Existentialism.
    Buddhism.
    Politics.
    Art.

    Heroes:


    Thomas Quentin is clearly my best male friend.

    My Blog

    Hit and Runs, Games and 20

    "Get busy living, or get busy dieing"A wise man in a phenominal movie once spoke these words long beforeFall Out Boy decided it would be a good idea to scenify the phrase by using it as a title for a...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 03:11:00 PST

    2005 Broken Down By Month.

    2005 Was The Year Of Change.Change Is Good.Change Is Bad.Change Is Part Of Living.Early 2005 (January - March)- Rang in the new year with MDs and sex in the park.- Resided in Weehawken, NJ on 46th St....
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 12:43:00 PST

    Escapism and the myspace.com mindset.

    Myspace.com a place for friends.Well it certainly has changed my life, alot.However I have been thinking about it and really it hasn't done anything benificial for me.I hate using the term good people...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 05:02:00 PST

    Extension of life...

    Since New Years Resolutions Always Fail.This year I am making Thanksgiving resolutions.1) Lessen smoking from 1 pack a day to 2 packs a week. By the end of the year.2) Exersize more. Stop the junk foo...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:02:00 PST

    Photographs and Dichotomies.

    I took this photograph when I was 8.My father is a pilot.This is what we look like from above.Not myspace.Flash in the air.Focus on me above.But.Truly looking down from a vantage point.Kind of.Changes...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Mon, 21 Nov 2005 02:24:00 PST

    Random Conversations...

    (Scene...me and joseph...barnes and noble...)Joe: Look at that heinous beast over there.Me: Where?Joe: Right there.Me: Oh my.(Enter stage left...girl wearing an eskimo hat...fire engine red lipstick.....
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 04:04:00 PST

    Dont read.

    Across the shattered glass floor.Sight.Like a beacon in the dark.Shadows of ashes falling to the ground.Smoke escaping my mouth.A decade with friends, but really alone.You are me jumping in ...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 11:00:00 PST

    Complete Hatred Out Of A Loving Person.

    You know.I have been put in a mindset.Where I respect every person.Just for being put on this planet.And dealing with life the best they can.However.I have just found one thing in this world.I can tru...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 06:03:00 PST

    Ill tell you tales you wont believe

    So today. I was sitting in my car watching the wind brush againt the beautiful trees that surround the Oritani Savings Bank. Contemplating life, just coming up with no solutions to answers that p...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:38:00 PST

    Like a frame in a movie...

    Who are we?Why are we here?How did we get here?Where are we going?What seperates us from other living things on this planet?Questions Questions. So many people question and give up on it, because seem...
    Posted by Police Investigation - The Reverend Mat Degrosa ¢¾ on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 01:02:00 PST