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.Jinx.The.Delusion.

I get this ache... And I, I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces.

About Me

Through the darkness of futures past, the magician longs to see. One chants out between two worlds: "Fire Walk With Me".~ Twin Peaks.....
I am Meg. I am 21 and I recently moved to North Carolina. I work for AEBN, I do stuff for SocialKink.com. I am also working on becoming a certified massage therapist. I do things for Single Cell Productions too. I am little, and I change my hair color/style a lot. It makes me feel better about the drab people around me. I have a stuffed bunny that I still sleep with. I am sweet and nice to just about everyone, but I HATE PEOPLE. That means you too. I model sometimes, and I guess I'm ok at it. I know I make a pretty dead chick. Speaking of dead things, I like seeing horror, pain, blood, etc. It makes me really happy. Maybe I am a little demented. But I'm insane with a cherubic smile. Do you think that photos steal a bit of your soul? I do.Um, I have a Livejournal, my name on there is sewnwithlace. I might add you if I like you.

*Hugs *Kisses *My Little Pony *Hello Kitty *Horror *Blood *Dancing *Singing *Being Obnoxiously Loud *Making Mr. Harlequin Smile *Boston Terriers *Music That Goes Oontz Oontz *Rainbow Brite *Playing With Energy *Modeling *Making You Cry *Singing really loudly in the shower *Being the queen of all I see *Feeling emotions intensely or not at all

*Food That Is Good For Me *Liars *Cheaters *Divas *Being Sleepy *Being Told No *Spiders *The dark *Clowns

My Interests

Massage therapy, singing, dancing, modeling, strawberry short, blues clues, tinkerbell, faeries in general, energy work, isis, big boots for ass kicking, fake hurr, hello kitty, rainbow brite, david lynch, john john jesse art, anything alice in wonderland, pinup girls, clothes that dont match, writing poetry, the renaissance, history in general, egypt, kisses, cuddling, big hugs, my dogs:louis, zippy, and buster, my niece molly and my nephew hunter(i love them so much), being an adorable yet mean bitch, punchulating faces, pirates, ninjas, bunnies, corsets, rune casting, harley quinn, my little pony, tattoos, piercings

I'd like to meet:

I add people that I know/have just met in real life. I would really like to meet a real life My Little Pony, or maybe the kool aid man. I have a boyfriend, Dave Harlequin, so no, I will not date you. :)

Music:

Nine Inch Nails, Covenant, Hanzel Und Gretyl, VNV Nation, Cold, Marylin Manson, Bjork, Evanescence, Murderdolls, Genitorturers, Rob Zombie, Das Ich, And One, Iris, Peter Murphy, David Bowie, Billy Idol, The Cruxshadows, Garbage, Pantera, Gwar, Royksopp, Portishead, Wolfsheim, Wumpscut, Depeche Mode, Sisters of Mercy, Tori Amos, New Order, Voltaire, Joy Division, Rammstein, DJ Keoki, Sheep on Drugs, Infected Mushroom(I know it sounds odd, but check it out the guy is freakin talented!), The Smiths, The Cure, Muse, Guns N Roses, Metallica, Switchblade Symphony, Mindless Self Indulgence, Avenged Sevenfold, Staind, Jack Johnson, Bauhaus, Chris Isaak, My Chemical Romance, Tatu, HIM, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Razed in Black, Weezer, Jimmy Eat World, Maroon 5, She Wants Revenge, Ben Harper, The Golden Palominos, Panic! at the disco, The All-American Rejects, Fiona Apple, Groove Coverage, Cascada, Tricky, Placebo, The Birthday Massacre

Movies:

American History X, Ginger Snaps 1-3, Moulin Rouge, Evil Dead, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Craft, A Clockwork Orange, Dracula, Donnie Darko, Interview with the Vampire, Mulholland Drive, Quills, Akira, The Newest Amityville horror(i know it wasnt that scary, but i couldnt leave my room after watching it), Dangerous Liasons, Natural Born Killers, Dancer in the Dark, Twin Peaks Fire Walk With Me, Party Monster, Requiem for a Dream, Girl Interrupted, The Sleepaway Camp movies(so terrible, yet so funny!), Killer Klowns From Outerspace(this movie has me laughing so hard at how retarded it is), House of 1,000 Corpses, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre(the new one and the old one), Napoleon Dynamite(if you don't like this movie you just suck!), anything with Fairuza Balk, Saw and Saw II, Bound, Snow White(the scary version), Freeway, Blue Velvet, Wild at Heart, Fear and Loathing, Sin City, High Tension, Addams Family, Titus, Eraserhead, Lost Highway, Walk The Line, New World, Capote, The Mothman Prophecies, Altered States, Serenity

Television:

Carnivale, Rome, Family Guy, Sealab 2021, the simpsons, medium, chappelle's show, lost, degrassi

Books:

Anne Rice books, Edgar Allan Poe, The inferno of dante, the mists of avalon, the harry potter books, the exorcist, franz kafka, emily dickinson, H.P. Lovecraft, anything about the renaissance or vampires. I also like to read about religions, Catcher in the Rye, The great Gatspy, Alice In Wonderland, Through The Looking Glass, anything by Francesca Lia Block, The Bell Jar, anything written by Sylvia Plath, Party Monster originally titled Disco Bloodbath, american psycho

Heroes:

Alice, Hunter S. Thompson, David Lynch, Trent Reznor, Sarah Brightman

My Blog

A woman who looked like me....

I am still terrified of seeing my doppelganger. Because I know it will be the end. I hope to never see her in the awake time. But in dreams, that's where I can't protect myself. Scary. Last night was ...
Posted by Megaquin on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:46:00 PST

A lesson for everyone....

Everyone stop the arguing. Stop the hatred. Listen to each other. Learn to disagree. Learn to not like a person, but accept who they are. Don't blame everyone else for your problems, blame yourself, f...
Posted by Megaquin on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 01:05:00 PST

Sleepy but its ok.

I'm tired.But I'm happy. Didn't sleep last night. But it is all for the best.Sleep is of no importance.I love him.
Posted by Megaquin on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 06:03:00 PST

Blood....

Sometimes I get these images in my headLike I want to see something terrible and brutalI don't know if that's normal or notI just want to see blood, everywhere.....
Posted by Megaquin on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 02:05:00 PST

Stumbling to a standstill.

Sometimes I look back and all I see is a reflection I'm not even really there Living transparently   The story was so different when I was younger Innocent to the very core Still not quite...
Posted by Megaquin on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 12:43:00 PST

It keeps falling out!!!

There are only voices Voices that grab you by the throat and leave you hanging Imaginary little stabs that keep coming All directions pull you to the moment of truth Exactly what am I made of dee...
Posted by Megaquin on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:15:00 PST

I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one!!! The gods have willed it!!!

So yeah, life continues to be interesting. The job is good, I like where I work, and I honestly don't think that has happened since I was 16. And I get to see Nikki's smiling/taunting face every singl...
Posted by Megaquin on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 06:06:00 PST

A memory.....

I used to be a monster. Little girls tell twisted tales. Don't pretend you never knew. Sewn together awkwardly inside. Crimes of passion at a price. Can you afford the disdain? Reached a place o...
Posted by Megaquin on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:03:00 PST

China Breaks

Just a rift in the timeline You've glimpsed the whisper of a dream I woke up to the sound of little death It pleased me, to feel intensely The descent cradles me I fear nothing with a weary he...
Posted by Megaquin on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 02:25:00 PST

Life as I know it

Things are going well here in North Carolina. As the saying goes, same shit, different day. I've met some wonderful people who are becoming true friends .I've also met some people just like the little...
Posted by Megaquin on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:19:00 PST