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beck

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About Me

i love the lord. my husband, parents, other relatives and friends too. i'm easily confused but i like to think i come out on top most the time. until someone says to turn up the air. it's not up and down, it's left and right--do you want me to move it left or right. or give me a number. i've almost been married a year and i complain about work a lot, so i guess that makes me a grown up. but i have so many things that disqualify that statement--my carebear collection and coloring books--that i won't park here too long. i love hanging out and talking. to people i like and who can understand me. i love learning. i miss school, but work is like school, just no professors. and i have to say it is more rewarding when i figure it out myself when those specialists who've been there for years and years still do it the archaic and wrong way. i'd love to go back to school, but i'd hate business classes, and since i don't know that i want to stay in the business field, i'm not going to school just b/c i could probably get it paid for. i don't think, anyways. a theology degree. that would be cool. can chicks do that? lol. i could use it to write magazine articles, but not preach or teach anybody that's not younger than me--not that i'm the get up and talk in front of people type; just sayin. let's see, more likes and dislikes. i like how fresh cut grass smells like watermelon and kittens. no, fesh cut grass doesn't smell like kittens. read it right despite me. but i don't like the allergies associated with the cut grass and kitten dander. i like food, but don't like being fat. we see which like is winning out there. i like to hear myself talk/write. that's a flaw, which i don't like. this could go on for a while, so i'll stop. and nothing wonderful is coming to mind, so i'll end with my current favorite verse:jeremiah 29:11 for i know the plans i have for you, declares the lord. plans to prosper you and not harm you. plans to give you hope and a good future.
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My Interests

talking, reading, writing, painting, drawing...

I'd like to meet:

i don't know who i'd like to meet b/c i'd ruin the suituation with my ben stiller awkwardness. but if this were a list of who i'd like to watch from a distance, i could go on and on.

Music:

frank sinatra, johnny cash, merle haggard, don williams, christian music, especially third day, casting crowns and tree 63.oh, and i gotta give props to waiting west and their lead guitarist, david ladnier.

Movies:

donnie darko. cast away, but only b/c of the ending. finding nemo b/c of the phrase 'just keep swimming.' fight club. horror movie addict, especially for halloween, nightmare on elmstreet & friday the 13th. die hard!!!! and as a requirement of being a child of the 80's: the goonies.

Television:

criminal minds. simpsons. the wonder years. garfield, peanuts, winnie the pooh, loonie toons... and anything nfl, especially colts and bengals--it's the only games i can get through without my husband taking control of the tv b/c 'this team sucks!'

Books:

siddhartha. anything c. s. lewis.

Heroes:

my heavenly father and my earthly father

My Blog

maybe i dont want to live an extravagant life.

don't make me feel bad for that decision. 
Posted by beck on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:36:00 PST

you’re gonna have to face it you’re addicted to food

hello.  my name is becky.  and i'm addicted to food.  it's probably more accurate to say i'm addicted to pleasure and immediate gratification in general, but let's focus in on food toda...
Posted by beck on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 05:43:00 PST

if i had a tumor, i’d name it donnie darko

donnie darko was a bubble created in time that collapsed on itself.  a bubble, not a tangent line, a bubble.  the same thing that started the tangent universe was what ended it; see, circula...
Posted by beck on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:44:00 PST

repentance/perfection

doesn't repentance imply perfection?  we can't obtain it, but we're to strive for it.  according to christianity, jesus bridges that gap between our inability to be perfect and our need for ...
Posted by beck on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:41:00 PST

magic show

he, he, he.  i was in a magic show tonight.  twice, in fact.  before the show, john the magician asked me if i'd be comfortable participating in the show.  no, but i didn't want to...
Posted by beck on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 06:54:00 PST

My Celebrity Look-alikes

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Free genealogy search...
Posted by beck on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 07:13:00 PST

adhd update

thought this would cast some light on my adhd speil i had a while back:   http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attention-deficit_hyperactivity _disorder...
Posted by beck on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 07:37:00 PST

passion vs. anger

do i have anger issues?  maybe i'm bi-polar.  i'm typically happy and hyper.  but at work, i get mad a lot.  and by the end of the day, i'm spent.  i burn lots of emotional en...
Posted by beck on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 03:04:00 PST

random complaints

i'm not a mom, so i don't know what it feels like for my child to continually bring home bad grades when i know she's capable of doing better.  nor do i know the pain of trying over and over to h...
Posted by beck on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 02:12:00 PST

i dont like not getting it

i don't get it.  confused.  frustrated.  sad.  the christian walk is essentially becoming as close to perfect as possible.  i don't think perfection is possible on this side.&...
Posted by beck on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 03:59:00 PST