i wish |
i wish to god, to the point where i am even breaking, that i never ever met you, that i never ever exchanged words, glances or talks with you. I wish to god that people would acknowledge me for ...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 05:21:00 PST |
drowning |
"What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 03:45:00 PST |
who KNOWS... |
What are dreams anyways? Scientific and logical explanations however far they may dangle in front of my nose have never cured my minds disease of believing that there has to be much, much more to it. ...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:11:00 PST |
PARTY girl COMO say WHA? |
this past year has been an endless struggle, but instead of allowing myself to fall victim to self inflicted despair, I have been out thuggin' it with my girls & my boys... My actions have without...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:28:00 PST |
bitches aint shit |
..but hoes and tricks.
I never ever thought that I would allow my surroundings to get the best of me and allow myself to succumb to all the bullshit that it entails to live in the HOE.c. I did...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 04:04:00 PST |
such silly OC boys.... |
ok seriously, all feelings that may be hurt by this blog, I'm sorry but I don't feel sorry for you, nor will I be showing any feelings of regret from here on out. disclaimer=read at your own disc...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:23:00 PST |
gettin' beat |
One would think that absorbing daniella's shut the fuck up bulletin would have inspired me to become more energetic, motivational and inspiring, however, it led me to yet another rant of scattered and...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:30:00 PST |
DRUGS |
i fucking HATE drugs.... i hate them sooo MUCH it makes my insides turn and my heart ache... yet AGAIN i attended another one of my friend's memorials... someone that shouldn't be fucking dead at age ...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:54:00 PST |
You're still Here..... |
You're still here....
At the finest level of my being,
you're still with me,
we still look at each other,
at that level beyond sight,
we talk and laugh with each other,
in a place beyon...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 12:59:00 PST |
avenged is KILLIN' it.... |
"seize the day"
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lostIt's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache overI see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with timeBut I'm too yo...
Posted by [Dutchess B.M.] on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:54:00 PST |
