Poching

For most guys the end of a successful night would be inclusive of dragging home a drunken female counter part; but for me the chase is the high. As odd as it seems, or even odder that I’m typing this as I look out the window staring at the gulf of mexico, the chase is the essential high that I lust after. Perhaps it’s my Alpha male personality that personifies a modern day caveman. Whether or not, you see this as a flaw, I see it as a strength that has been diluted through culture and a product of mass media and individuals who crave the need for differentiation in society. Individualism is not necessarily a reflection of the clothes we have on our back, but the values and morals that drive us. Au contraire some of you may say, no you are wrong. Ok I kid I kid. I do still believe in chivalry, as long as the woman is not a tree hugging environmental liberalist that wants to argue the fundamentals of women’s rights. Get my drift? But on a serious note, I do whole heartedly agree in having a wife that fulfils the traditional female role. Not necessarily saying that she has to stay at home and rot away, but in general have a motherly feeling when a family is raised. Yes I may look materialistic, yes I may look superficial, but who the fuck doesn’t want the world in life. It’s a good look regardless of who you are. Money is not the root of all evil, and money is not the ticket to all your problems, but given the choice between the two, well….yeah you get the point. I always open doors for a woman...physically and literally. I believe in chivalry for those that earn it. I believe that the world is a book...you turn the pages as you travel. You may skip a few chapters, but even the cliff notes are better then a simple introduction. I believe that music makes the soul complete...for me it's house music.I used to be a big designer shopper when I went traveling. But what I’ve come to realize is the essence of traveling is capturing each culture for what it is. You can always buy your designer stuff in any Metropolitan area…whether it be LA, NYC, Paris, Shanghai, Rome…it’s all the same. It’s the small shops on the side of the street that showoff the unique culture of each country. Every time I travel there are a couple things on my must do list. The first is to go for a jog through the city in the morning….there’s quite a bit that people take for granted when you are not on foot. You get to see the city awake, how the people interact, and how the day to day life is orchestrated. The next thing to do is party at night….does this really need an explanation. And lastly eat as much local food as I can. No I have not eaten dog, yes I am asian lol. Will I try it? Sure if it’s dead and in front of me haha. There isn’t anything I won’t try once. I’m sporatic, spontaneous, and some think psychotic. It’s quite alright, I can guarantee you that my views are never sheltered, prejudice but based on facts.For 2007, I'd like to revisit Europe to watch the F1 Races. As of now it's either Monaco or Spain. The hardest part is trying to coordinate with my friends on getting away all on the same time. It's going to be a grand time.

 

I believe in taking care of myself, in a balanced diet, in a rigorous exercise routine. In the morning, if my face is a little puffy, I'll put on an ice pack while doing my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now.
After I remove the icepack, I use a deep pore-cleanser lotion. In the shower, I use a water-activated gel cleanser, then a honey-almond body scrub, and on the face an exfoliating gel scrub.
Then I apply an herb mint facial masque which I leave on for ten minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine.
I always use an after-shave lotion with little or no alcohol because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm, followed by a final moisturizing "protective" lotion...
There is an idea of me, some kind of abstraction, hut there is no real me, only an entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping you and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable: I simply am not there.
It is hard for me to make sense on any given level. My self is fabricated, an aberration. My personality is sketchy and unformed, my heartlessness goes deep and is persistent.

-American Psycho