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Pain™ ©

My Friend you are a blessing ..

About Me

“A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer” &.. “Maybe if I share the path I walk then a little more of your pain will vanish. I want you to heal, whoever you are. I don't care what pain you've brought the world I just want yours to subside.No matter what,your path is yours. Don't follow misery or worry.Devote every moment of your life to improving your dreams.Love your world.Cherish the good you do.Let go of hatred.Dream of love” &.. “Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain.But you have already borne the pain.What you have not done is feel all you are beyond the pain” &.. “There is no beautifier of complexion, or form, or behavior, like the wish to scatter joy and not pain around us.” &.. “Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother." &.. "The risk of love is loss,and the price of loss is grief But the pain of grief Is only a shadow When compared with the pain Of never risking love" &.. “Where there is love there is pain” &.. “Pains of love be sweeter far than all other pleasures are” &.. “Love doesn't cause pain.People do.” &.. “Love as a power can go anywhere.It isn't sentimental.It doesn't have to be pretty,yet it doesn't deny pain.” &.. “Don't love,unless you expect pain.Don't cry,unless you expect love.” &.. “If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss,then our lives will be empty,our loss greater.” &.. “Sweet is true love that is given in vain, and sweet is death that takes away pain.” &.. “Hunger, love, pain, fear are some of those inner forces which rule the individual's instinct for self preservation.” &.. “The greater your capacity to love,the greater your capacity to feel the pain.” &.. “No matter how much it hurts, no matter what the pain is inside, work hard to make somebody happy everyday, even if it is yourself.” &.. “You don't have to be happy about it but just know that other places are feeling the pain much worse than we are.” &.. “You have to be allowed to grow. Find a way to reveal pain, people are happy. Find cost savings and a way to improve processes, allowing you to get support for these things.” &.. “Affairs are loaded with romanticism, morality, mythology, and intense emotions. They're not really about sex, but about pain and fear and the desire to feel alive. They're also about betrayal.” &.. “Love? What is it? Most natural painkiller. What there is LOVE.” &.. “If you think you have a problem with painkillers, you do have a problem with painkillers. Just get help.” &.. “Love is hard work; and hard work sometimes hurts!” &.. “I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough “Hello’s” to get through the final “Good-bye.” &.. “There is no beautifier of complexion, or form, or behavior, like the wish to scatter joy and not pain around us.” &.. “I think pain is easiest to avoid by filling the days with distractions - I wish to remove everything to search for a truth.” &.. “The pain of a disappointed wish necessarily produces less effect upon the mind if a man has not certainly promised himself success” &.. "I wish we could do something for them. They're mourning right now, and there's nothing anyone can say to take away their pain." &.. “May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.” &.. “Maybe if I share the path I walk then a little more of your pain will vanish. I want you to heal, whoever you are. I don't care what pain you've brought the world, I just want yours to subside. No matter what, your path is yours. Don't follow misery or worry. Devote every moment of your life to improving your dreams. Love your world. Cherish the good you do. Let go of hatred. Dream of love.” &.. “A friend drops their plans when you're in trouble, shares joy in your accomplishments, feels sad when you're in pain. A friend encourages your dreams and offers advice--but when you don't follow it, they still respect and love you.” &.. “From the pain come the dream From the dream come the vision From the vision come the people From the people come the power From this power come the change"

My Interests

"You must learn day by day, year by year to broaden your horizon. The more things you love,the more you are interested in,the more you enjoy,the more you are indignant about,the more you have left when anything happens." &.. “Life is very interesting... in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths.” &.. ..

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I'd like to meet:

"I'd like people to think of me as someone who care about them." &.. “I'd like to meet you/ In a timeless placeless place/ Somewhere out of context/ And beyond all consequences.” &.. “A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.” &.. "A Live this day as if it will be your last.Remember that you will only find ''tomorrow'' on the calendars of fools. Forget yesterday's defeats and ignore the problems of tomorrow. This is it.Doomsday.All you have.Make it the best day of your year.The saddest words you can ever utter are,''If I had my life to live over again.'' Take the baton, now. Run with it! This is your day! Beginning today treats everyone you meet, friend or foe, loved one or stranger, as if they were going to be dead at midnight. Extend to each person, no matter how trivial the contact, all the care and kindness and understanding and love that you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again." &..

Music:

“For me music is a vehicle to bring our pain to the surface, getting it back to that humble and tender spot where, with luck, it can lose its anger and become compassion again.” &...... "It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain: of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature, and everlasting beauty of monotony."..
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Movies:

"You know what is the problem , it's that we haven't seen enough movies- all of life's riddles are answered in the movies" -Rififi -Dali & I : The Surreal Story Salvador Dali -Righteous Kill -Ocean's Thirteen -88 Minutes -Two for the Money -The Merchant of Venice -Angels in America -Gigli -The Recruit -People I Know -S1m0ne -Insomnia -Chinese Coffee -Any Given Sunday -The Insider -The Devil's Advocate -Donnie Brasco -City Hall -Heat -Two Bits -Carlito's Way -Scent of a Woman -Glengarry Glen Ross -Frankie and Johnny -The Godfather -Dick Tracy -The Local Stigmatic -Sea of Love -Revolution -Scarface -Author! Author -Cruising -Bobby Deerfield -Dog Day Afternoon -Serpico -Scarecrow -The Godfather -The Panic in Needle Park -Me, Natalie -N.Y.P.D. -Frankie Machine -Heat -Everybody's Fine -Righteous Kill -What Just Happened? -Stardust -The Good Shepherd -Arthur et les Minimoys -Hide and Seek -The Bridge of San Luis Rey -Meet the Fockers -Shark Tale -Godsend -Analyze That -City by the Sea -Showtime -The Score -15 Minutes -Meet the Parents -Men of Honor -The Adventures of Rocky & Bullwinkle -Flawless -Analyze This -Ronin -Great Expectations -Jackie Brown -Wag the Dog -Cop Land -Marvin's Room -Sleepers -The Fan -Casino -Cent et une nuits de Simon Cinéma, Les -Frankenstein -A Bronx Tale -This Boy's Life -Mad Dog and Glory -Night and the City -Mistress -Cape Fear -Backdraft -Guilty by Suspicion -Awakenings -Goodfellas -Stanley & Iris -We're No Angels -Jacknife -Midnight Run -The Untouchables -Angel Heart -The Mission -Brazil -Falling in Love -Once Upon a Time in America -The King of Comedy -True Confessions -Raging Bull -The Deer Hunter -The Godfather: A Novel for Television -New York, New York -The Last Tycoon -Novecento -Taxi Driver -Mean Streets -Bang the Drum Slowly -The Gang That Couldn't Shoot Straight -Born to Win -Jennifer on My Mind -Hi, Mom! -Bloody Mama -The Wedding Party -Sam's Song -Greetings -Trois chambres à Manhattan -21 Grams -Mystic River -It's All About Love -I Am Sam -Friends ...-Eric -The Beaver Trilogy -The Weight of Water -Before Night Falls -Up at the Villa -Sweet and Lowdown -The Thin Red Line -Hurlyburly -Hugo Pool -The Game -U Turn -She's So Lovely -Loved -Dead Man Walking -Carlito's Way -Cruise Control -State of Grace -We're No Angels -Casualties of War -Judgment in Berlin -Colors -Cool Blue -Saturday Night Live -Shanghai Surprise -At Close Range -The Falcon and the Snowman -Racing with the Moon -Crackers -Bad Boys -Summerspell -Fast Times at Ridgemont High -Taps -The Killing of Randy Webster -Hellinger's Law -Barnaby Jones -Sam -Little House on the Prairie -How to Eat Pussy Like a Champ -Canoga Park .Sunny Lane- The Fashion Show/Haute Cooter TV episode .Sunny Lane -The Make Up .Resort Working Girl -Diary of a Nanny -The Real Boogie Nights -eXXXtra, eXXXtra -Off the Hook -Brianna Love Is Buttwoman -Pussy Party : Assalicious -Real Female Orgasms -The AVN Awards Show -Pussy Party : Rude Little Pigs -Real Female Orgasms -Do It Yourself Porn -Bubble Butt Bonanza -Dirty Little Stories -Sleepover -POV Fuck Movie -POV Cock Suckers -The One -Evilution -Cum Buckets! -Wide Ass -Massive Asses -Hot Bods and Tail Pipe -Sick Girls Need Sick Boys -Pussy Party : Captive -Slut Puppies -Missionary: Impossible -House of Ass -Lip Lock My Cock -Fresh Meat : Built Like a Brick -The More the Merrier -Jack's POV -Chicks Gone Wild -Sexual Freak -Young Cummers -Girl Girl -Who's Your Daddy? -Erotica XXX -Real Female Orgasms -Cumstains -Sorority Sluts: Iota Eta Pi -Lip Lock My Cock -Sunny Lane Is Built for Filth -Provocative -Toys, Twats, Tits -Jack's Playground: Big Ass Show -Dirty Love -Pussy Party : 'Unwrapped' -Pick an Open Lane -Bad Bad Blondes -College Wild Parties Vol. -Hellcats -Britney Rears : I Wanna Get Laid -Dark Angels .Jesse -Double Play -Service Animals -Cum Stained Casting Couch -Service Animals -Stuffin' Young Muffins -Black Tie Nights ( episode, ) -Sexual Multiplicity -Craving Big Cocks -Sex Pix -Shane's World: Girls Night Out -Mr. Pete Is Unleashed -Fresh New Faces -She Bangs! -About Face -Man's Best Friend -Watch Me Cum -Flower's Squirt Shower -Internal Revenues -Mr. Pete Is Unleashed -Wetter the Better -Spunk'd -Whale Tail -Innocence White Panties -Darkside -POV Fantasy -Cum Craving Teens -Your Ass Is Mine -Swine's P.O.V. -Planting Seeds -Vault of Whores -Legal Teens -Big Gulps -Horrorween (filming) -Sin-Jin Smyth (post-production) -Zombie Strippers! .Kat -Jenna Loves Diamonds -Jenna Loves Justin Again -Gallery Blue -Samurai Love God (mini) -Jenna Depraved -Jenna Loves Justin -Award Winning Sex Stars -Janine Loves Jenna -Forever Asia -Jenna Jameson: Uncut & Uncensored -Jesse Factor -Jenna's American Sex Star -Jenna's Tough Love -Dasha: Like a Geyser -The Passion of the Christies -Sophia Syndrome -The Devil in Miss Jones -Jenna's Star Power -Jenna Loves Pain -Jenna Does Carmen -Camera Sutra -Deep Inside Celeste -The Masseuse .Barbara -Bella Loves Jenna -Shock Video : Too Hot for the Box (TV) (voice) -Wicked Anthology -Jenna Uncut & Uncensored -Wicked Anthology: Volume -Last Girl Standing (/I) -Krystal Method -Stripper's Ball (Jenna Jameson) (TV) .Jenna Jameson -Evil Breed: The Legend of Samhain .Jenny -I Dream of Jenna .Jenna -Udderly Ridiculous -Wicked Anthology: Volume One -Where the Boys Aren't : Dark Angels -Where the Boys Aren't -Pro Skater (VG) (voice) -Grand Theft Auto: Vice City (VG) (voice) -I Dream of Jenna .Jenna -Jenna's Playhouse -Up Close & Personal: Ashlyn Gere -Briana Loves Jenna -I Love Lesbians -Where the Boys Aren't -My Plaything: Jenna Jameson -Where the Boys Aren't -Nash Bridges .Jenna -Please Cum Inside Me -Dreamquest -Blown Away -Word's Worth (voice: English version) . -Dirt Merchant -Hell on Heels -Super Sexy Too . -Satyr .Fawn Deering -Wicked Weapon -Dangerous Tides -Blue Movie -Couples -Flashpoint -All American Superstars -Super Sexy -Private Parts -Betrayed -Conquest -Paradise -Convention Cuties -Jenna's Built for Speed -Dirty Bob's Xcellent Adventures -Philmore Butts Taking Care of Business -Jenna's Revenge -Jenna Loves Rocco -Hard Evidence -Jinx .Prostitute -Precious Metal Volume -Jenna Ink -Pure -Silver Screen Confidential -Cum One, Cum All -The F-Zone -Cybersex -Photoplay -Silk Stockings: The Black Widow -Up and Cummers -Exposure -Priceless -Wicked One -Phantasm -On Her Back -I Love Lesbians -Lip Service -Picture Perfect -Starting Over -Smells Like -Virtual Reality -Where the Boys Aren't -Up and Cummers -The Kiss -Cover to Cover -Cherry Pie -Ms. Behaved -Baby Doll -Up and Cummers -Elements of Desire -Fantasy Women -The Dinner Party -Ass Stretchers POV -Anal Asspirations -Apprentass -The Creamery -Fetish Fucks -Finger Licking Good -Pure Sextacy -Secretary's Day -Slutty & Sluttier -Spunk'd -Top Shelf -Watch Your Back -XXX Box -Superbad .Vagtastic Voyage Girl -Broken -Fantasy All-Stars - on -The AVN Awards Show -Apprentass -Ass Stretchers POV -Big Wet Asses -Bikini-Clad Cum Sluts -Celebusluts -Control -Cum Shots -Dirty Divas -The Doll House -DreamGirlz -Evilution -Face Invaders -Girls Will Be Girls -Gobble the Goop -Hand to Mouth -Internal Injections -Jack's All Stars -Kick Ass Chicks : Brunettes -Lex the Impaler -Lord of Asses -Myplace : A Space for Whores -N' Deep -Operation: Desert Stormy -Performers of the Year -P.O.V. Centerfolds -Pussy Cats -Real Female Orgasms -Screen Dreams -Seymore Butts: Jenna- -Spunk'd -Suck It Dry -Sweet Cream Pies -Totally Fucked -Trophy Whores -Kick Ass Chicks : Pigtails -Service Animals : The Kandee Man -Blow Me Sandwich -Who's Your Daddy? -L.A.Vice -Fantasy All-Stars -Secret Desires -All Alone -All American Girls -Bring Your A Game -Carmen & Austyn -Crack Addict -Cumstains -Dirty Little Stories -Evil Anal -Fashionistas: Safado -Goo Two -Grand Theft Anal -The Greatest Cum Sluts Ever! -Head Case -I Love Dana & Jenna -Internal Cumbustion -Jenna Haze: Dark Side -Jenna Haze Is Ravaged -No Cocks Allowed! -The Predator -Pretty Pussies Please -Promises of the Heart -Pussy Worship -Semen Sippers -Sex on the Beach -Spunk'd -Stick It -Strip Tease Then Fuck -Top Notch Bitches -Vamps -Whack Jobs -Faith's Fantasies .The Layout Girl -% Blowjobs -Anal Princess Diaries -Babes Behind Bars -Back to School Special -Belladonna: Fetish Fanatic -Best Breasts in the Biz -Best Butts in the Biz -Boy Toys -Crushed & Plushed -Cum Buckets! -Cum Buckets! -Dear Celeste -Educating Jenna -Full Exposure -Girls Love Girls -Girlvana -Gonzo Jenna Haze Style -Industry -It Girls -Jenna Does Carmen -Kick Ass Chicks : Superstars -Lipstick, Lingerie & Lesbians -Miss Strap On -Penetration Nation -Perfect Pink : Seduction -Slut School -Spend the Night with Cindy -Strap It On, Slip It In -Sweet Lolita -Top Adult Stars Collection -Tyra's Runway Rendezvous -% Blowjobs -% Foursomes -All Anal -All Natural Beauties -All Tied Up -Anal Intentions -Ashton's Auditions -Ashton's Auditions -Barely Legal All Stars -Best of Alexis Amore -The Best of Cherokee -The Best of Jessica Drake -The Best of JKP Couples Take -Brunette Beauties -Dark Intent -Dirty Little Girls -Double Team Dream -Down and Dirty -Girls Night Out -Graced .Patricia -Horny Girls -The Hunger Within -I Know What You Did Last Night -Innocence Lost -Jenna Haze Stripped -Jenna Loves Threesomes -Jenna's Juicy -Jenna's Obsession -JKP All Asian -JKP All Latin -JKP Hardcore -Jkp Sex Camp -Lonely Housewives -Love Thy Neighbor -Lovin' Porn -Perfect Pink -Perfect Pink : Saints & Sinners -Portraits of a Porn Star -Sexual Rhythm -Shades of X -Sorority Hazing -Strays -Surreal Sex Life -Tyra's Little Secrets -Ultimate Dream Team -Urban Angels -A Venus Affair -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Wicked Divas: Stormy -Young Hot and Horny Girls -Screwless -Graced .Patricia -% Anal : Welcome to Jezebelle -% Anal -% Blowjobs -% Girls -% Natural -All Anal -Auditions aka Ashton's Auditions (: complete title) -Backside Story -The Best by Private : Lesbian Games -The Best of Brittney Skye -The Best of Haven -The Best of JKP Couples -Blushed -Break the Chains -Club TropiXXX -Cock Crazy Quickies -Dirty Pretty Secrets -Perfect Pink : Pink Matters -Sodomania: Slop Shots -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Friends and Lovers -Your Time Is Up -Real Female Orgasms -Trained Teens -Covergirls Vol. -Feeding Frenzy -Flesh Hunter aka Jules Jordan: FH: Flesh Hunter -Pin-up Girls -Big Bottom Sadie -Hot Showers -Straight to the A aka Straight to the A -Initiations -Flesh Hunter -Lewd Conduct -Anal Angels -% Anal -% Natural -Barefoot Confidential -Barely Legal -Beautiful Couples -Behind the Scenes of 'Dripping Wet Sex' -Cum Dumpsters -A Cum Sucking Whore Named Kacey -Dripping Wet Sex -Eat at the Pussy Cafe -Fem: Aria -Flesh Hunter -Four Finger Club -Hearts & Minds -Kick Ass Chicks : Jenna Haze -Kung Fu Girls -Men Are from Mars -Oral Adventures of Craven Moorehead -Perfect Pink -Please Cum Inside Me -Rampage -Sex on Film -Skate Trixxx -Sodomania: Slop Shots -Sodomania Slop Shots -Splendor -Sticky Side Up -Taste of a Woman -Upskirt Diaries -Whack Attack -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Nasty Girls -Fast Times at Deep Crack High -Internally Yours -Service Animals -Nasty Girls -Nasty Nymphos -The Finger Club -Morgan Sex Project -Up and Cummers -Morgan Sex Project - and Nasty -Ai shimai (voice: English version) -Anal Addicts -Chica Boom -Grrl Power! -Hot Bods and Tail Pipe -I Love Lesbians -North Pole -Oral Adventures of Craven Morehead -Specs Appeal -Young as They Cum -Screen Dreams -Alabama Jones and the Busty Crde .Luna -Chloroformed Pin-Up Girls! -Foot Worship Adventures! -Office Girl Abductions! -Bubblegirls: Aria Giovanni -Meridians of Passion -Mystique Presents HOhh -Naked Diva -Virtual Lap Dancers .Lap Dancer -Adriana -Girlfriends -Thirteen Erotic Ghosts .Erotic Ghost -Beach Blanket Malibu -Survivors Exposed .Monica Snatch -Blond & Brunettes -Aria -Sex with Peaches -Tales of the Clit -Sticky Fingers -Inside Peaches -Actiongirls.com Volume -No Man's Land: Coffee & Cream -Private Black Label : I Love Silvia Saint -Private Gold : The Sexual Adventures of Little Red -Screen Dreams -Xcalibur -The Art of Kissing -Silvia Saint's Leg Sex Friends -Sisters -Obsession -Actiongirls.com Volume -Club DVD -The Private Life of Lara Stevens -The Private Life of Simony Diamond -Private Sex Positions -Private Black Label : Private Chateau- Secrets of the Land .Judith Font -Leg Sex: The Platinum Collection -Actiongirls.com Volume -Euro Domination -The Club -Barnyard Babes -The Best by Private : Private th Anniversary, the Ultimate Anthology Set- -Blondes DeluXXXe -Coxxxuckers -Erotique Expressions -Euro Tramps -Fetish Desires -Fuck Club -Fuck Me -I Love You Ass Hole -Leg Affair -Planet Silver -The Private Adventures of Pierre Woodman #: Behind the Scenes -Private Movies: Lady of the Rings -Private Pearls: The Best Scenes of the Year -Private Porn Vacation : Tenerife -The Private Story of Lucy Love -The Private Story of Monika Sweetheart -Robinson Crusoe on Sin Island -She Licks Girls -Slip Inside -Top Adult Stars Collection -Voyeur's Best Anal Blonde Cocksuckers -Girl on Girl -The Best by Private : Blowjob Mania -Leg Sex Babes -% Blondes -All Sex -All Sex -The Best by Private : I Want to Fuck Youin the Bathroom -The Best by Private : Cum Suckers -The Best by Private : Private Penthouse Greatest Moments -Best of North Pole -Dirty Thirties & Lesbian -Droppin' Loads -Droppin' Loads -Jenna Loves Threesomes -Leg Action (as Sylvia Saint) -Nuttin' Hunnies -Private XXX : Body XXX -Sorority Hazing -Wild on These -Young Girls in Dark Territory -Young Girls in Dark Territory -Searching for Silvia -Girls Who Cum Hard -The Best by Private : Chicks & Big Dicks -% Blowjobs -% Interracial -% Masturbations - Magnificent Blondes -The Best by Private : White Girls with Black Guys -The Best by Private : Nurses in Heat -The Best of Haven -The Best of Keri Windsor -The Best of Private: Anal .Hawaiian Ecstasy -Jaw Breakers -Spunk Buckets: The Best of Cum Shots Volume -Meeting in the Club -The Best by Private : Private's Most Beautiful Breasts -The Voyeur's Favorite Blowjobs and Anals -% Blowjobs -All Fucked Up -Best of Pantyhose PPV -Big Natural Tits (as Szilvia) -Carrie Potter and the Philosopher's Bone -Cum Shot Starlets -Passioni proibite -Sybian Orgasms -The Private Life of Silvia Saint .Silvia -Ecstasy Girls -Fête à Gigi, La -All Star Blondes -The Best by Private : Tropical Cock-Tale -The Best by Private : Heaven on Earth -Mouth Wide Open -My Plaything: Silvia Saint (VG) -Sinners and Saints -Sodomania Slop Shots -Teeny- Eine so junge Spalte ist wie ein Jungbrunnen -Traumfrau, Die -United Colors of Ass -Voices -X Girls -Paris Sex -Alexia and Co. -Dangerous Things -Inside Porn -Contrat des anges , Le -Pick-Up Lines -Call Girl -Private: Millennium -% Silvia: Silvia's Cream - ans d'amour -Ace in the Hole -Adventures of Pee Man -All Natural -Art of Seduction -Behind the Scenes -Behind the Scenes -Best Butt Fucks -The Best by Private : Blondes on Fire -The Best by Private : Sex at Work -Color Blind -Dangerous Things .Esther -Devoured (as Sylvia Saint) .Silvia Cabrera -Dreaming of Silvia -Ecstasy Girls -Emmerdeuse, L' -Eurobabes- -Hot Bods and Tail Pipe- -Hot Legs -Lick My Legs -Looker : Femme Fatale -Multi Angle Sex -No Man's Land: Interracial Edition Volume -Pickup Lines -Pick-Up Lines -Pirate Video Deluxe : The Academy .Host -Private Black Label : Indiana Mack- Sex in the Jungle -Private Odyssey Part Two -Private XXX : Backstage Reports -Psy-chic -Rock Steady -Secret World -Sex Offenders- -Silvia's Diary -Skin Deep .Madam Silvia -Wet Dreams -Wet Dreams -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -White Panty Chronicles -Xtreme Desires -Pick-Up Lines -A Holes -The Best by Private : Millenium -Blondes -California Cocksuckers : Hungarian Spugefest -Dream Master -Enjeu du désir, L' -Exorcista, L' aka Exorcist -Hotdorix .La fille de Zinedix -Mädchen vom Lande, Die -Nightlife in Prague -Nineteen Video Magazine Volume- -North Pole -Pick-Up Lines -Private Black Label : The Uranus Experiment -Private XXX : The Uranus Experiment -Sex Life Too -The Video Adventures of Peeping Tom -Wild 'n' Wet -Pirate : Fetish Hotel -Sodomania: Slop Shots -America's Most Wanted -America's Most Wanted -The Best by Private : The Fetish Collection -The Best by Private : Cumshot De Luxe -The Best by Private : Gang Bang -Fuck Monti -Looker -North Pole -Pick-Up Lines -Pick Up Lines Number -Pirate : Hells Belles -Puritan Video Magazine -Sex Files -Silvia's Spell -Triple X Files : Janka -Triple X Files : Enjoy Silvie -Video Adventures of Peeping Tom -Fresh Meat -Avena X-tra Edition -Böse Mädchen -Double 'A' Club -Labyrinthe -Private Gaia : Les obstacles de l'amour -Private Gaia : Irresistible Silvie -Private Gaia : Italian Legacy -Private Gold : Hawaiian Ecstasy -Private Stories : Galactic Girls -Teeny Exzesse- Wilde Schwestern -Triple X -Triple X Files : Nicole and Margot -The Voyeur : Silvia Saint Is Back -Miss Erotica -Sgt Peckers Lonely Hearts Club Gang Bang -Klinik Sex -Teeny Power aka Videorama Teeny Power (Germany) -% Blowjobs -Addicted Sin -Babes Behind Bars -Best Breasts in the Biz -Best Butts in the Biz -The Best of Tyler Faith -Boy Toys -Crushed & Plushed -Dirty Knees Behind the Trees -Educating Jenna -Everybody's Doing It! -Full Exposure -Gonzo Jenna Haze Style -It Girls -Land of Candy -Lipstick, Lingerie & Lesbians -The Little Whore That Could -Perfect Pink : Seduction -The Perfect Slut -Spend the Night with Cindy -Strap It On, Slip It In -Sweet Lolita -Top Ten Hottest Women -Tyra's Runway Rendezvous -Simply Girls -% Blowjobs -% Foursomes -% Foursomes -% Interracial -Adult Movie Part -All Anal -All Natural Beauties -All She Wants and More -All Tied Up -Anal Addiction -Anal Intentions -Ashton's Auditions -Ashton's Auditions -Asian Divas -Bad Girls -Best of Alexis Amore -The Best of Cherokee -Best of Dayton Raines -The Best of Jessica Drake -The Best of JKP Couples Take -Best of Tabitha Stevens -Big Breasted Beauties -Bisexual Dreamgirls -Blonde Ambition -Brunette Beauties -Can Buy Me Love -Cindy's Way -Cindy's Way -Cindy's Way -Dark Intent -Dirty Little Girls -Double Penetrations -Double Team Dream -Down and Dirty -Fistful of Musketeers -Girls Night Out -Graced -Gym Nasties -Horny Girls -The Hunger Within -I Know What You Did Last Night -Innocence Lost -Jenna Haze Stripped -Jenna's Juicy -JKP All Asian -JKP All Latin -Jkp Girls of the Hook -JKP Hardcore -JKP Hardcore -Jkp Sex Camp -Just Play'n Sex -Lonely Housewives -Love Those Curves -Love Thy Neighbor -Lovin' Porn -Miss JKP -Money Fucker$ -My First Love (/I) -My Living Doll -Perfect Pink -Portraits of a Porn Star -Sexual Rhythm -Shades of X -Snowstorm: The Best of Aurora Snow -Sorority Hazing -Surreal Sex Life -Tyra's Little Secrets -Ultimate Dream Team -Urban Angels -A Venus Affair -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Wild West Weekend -Screwless -% Anal -% Blowjobs -% Interracial -% Jenna Haze -% Masturbations -% Natural -% Outdoor Fun -Alexis on Fire -All at Once -Anal-ly Yours -Asian Divas -Auditions -The Best of Star -Cooking in the Kitchen -Desperately Seeking Alexis -The Fans Have Spoken -The Fans Have Spoken: The Lost Footage -Perfect Pink -Perfect Pink : Kisses -Perfect Pink : Leather -Perfect Pink : Pink Matters -Princess -Unbelievable Sex -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -The Best of Perfect Pink, Again -% Anal -% Natural -Asian Divas -Killer Sex -Perfect Pink -Perfect Pink : On the Wildside -Swedish Girls Exposed -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Haven's Heaven -Dayton's Secret Paradise -Nighthawks -Magic Touch -Lipstick -Magic Touch Distributor -Adult Movie -Perfect Pink : In Hawaii -Perfect Pink : Barely Covered -Shayla Down Under -When the Boyz Are Away the Girlz Will Play -Coming of Age -Black Dahlia Movie: The Elizabeth Short Story -Inland Empire .Niko -xXx: State of the Union -Upside Downtown .Amber -Tales from the Crapper .Vampire Mistress -The Tunnel .Dream Girl -Cornman: American Vegetable Hero -Here Lies Lonely.

Television:

"Friends are like television. Some are like PBS and always asking for money. Others are like the news, with sad tales to tell everyday, some are like that one station with the foreign language; you don't understand a word of it but you listen and watch." &...... “Television! Teacher, mother, secret lover.” &...... “If it weren't for electricity we'd all be watching television by candlelight.” &...... “Did you ever think about life as a metaphor for television?”

Books:

. The Lord Of The Rings by J.R.R. Tolkien . Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen . The Bibleby Various Contributors . To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee . Cloudstreet by Tim Winton . Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix (Book )by J.K. Rowling . Nineteen Eighty-Four by George Orwell . The Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Galaxy by Douglas Adams . The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown . Catch by Joseph Heller . A Fortunate Life by A.B. Facey .Places to Kiss Your Love -Behind their ear. -Tip of their nose. -Back of their neck. -Underside of their forearm. -Curve of their waist. -Palm of their hand. -Inside their wrist. -Under their chin. -Their eyelids. -Inside of their ankle. -Their collar bone. -Tips of their fingers. -Their spine. -Small of their back. -Their tummy. -Behind their knees. Of course, this is just to give you an idea. Aim to shower your love with kisses ALL OVER!

Heroes:

"A hero is someone who rebels or seems to rebel against the facts of existence and seems to conquer them. Obviously that can only work at moments. It can't be a lasting thing. That's not saying that people shouldn't keep trying to rebel against the facts of existence. Someday,who knows,we might conquer death,disease and war." &...... "Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!" &...... "WHAT IS A FRIEND A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend. A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true. Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU." &...... "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." &...... "You meet people who forget you.You forget people you meet.But sometimes you meet those people you can't forget. Those are your friends." &...... "We need to find God, and he cannot be found in noise and restlessness. God is the friend of silence. See how nature - trees, flowers, grass- grows in silence; see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence... We need silence to be able to touch souls." &...... "There are two ways of being happy: We must either diminish our wants or augment our means - either may do - the result is the same and it is for each man to decide for himself and to do that which happens to be easier." &...... "Love Compared I do not resemble your other lovers, my lady should another give you a cloud I give you rain Should he give you a lantern, I will give you the moon Should he give you a branch I will give you the trees And if another gives you a ship I shall give you the journey." &...... "When I love I feel that I am the king of time I possess the earth and everything on it and ride into the sun upon my horse. When I love I become liquid light invisible to the eye and the poems in my notebooks become fields of mimosa and poppy. When I love the water gushes from my fingers grass grows on my tongue when I love I become time outside all time. When I love a woman all the trees run barefoot toward me" &...... "On Entering the Sea Love happened at last, And we entered God's paradise, Sliding Under the skin of the water Like fish. We saw the precious pearls of the sea And were amazed. Love happened at last Without intimidation...with symmetry of wish. So I gave...and you gave And we were fair. It happened with marvelous ease Like writing with jasmine water, Like a spring flowing from the ground." &...... "A Lesson In Drawing My son places his paint box in front of me and asks me to draw a bird for him. Into the color gray I dip the brush and draw a square with locks and bars. Astonishment fills his eyes: "... But this is a prison, Father, Don't you know, how to draw a bird?" And I tell him: "Son, forgive me. I've forgotten the shapes of birds." My son puts the drawing book in front of me and asks me to draw a wheat stalk. I hold the pen and draw a gun. My son mocks my ignorance, demanding, "Don't you know, Father, the difference between a wheat stalk and a gun?" I tell him, "Son, once I used to know the shapes of wheat stalks the shape of the loaf the shape of the rose But in this hardened time the trees of the forest have joined the militia men and the rose wears dull fatigues In this time of armed wheat stalks armed birds armed culture and armed religion you can't buy a loaf without finding a gun inside you can't pluck a rose in the field without its raising its thorns in your face you can't buy a book that doesn't explode between your fingers." My son sits at the edge of my bed and asks me to recite a poem, A tear falls from my eyes onto the pillow. My son licks it up, astonished, saying: "But this is a tear, father, not a poem!" And I tell him: "When you grow up, my son, and read the diwan of Arabic poetry you'll discover that the word and the tear are twins and the Arabic poem is no more than a tear wept by writing fingers." My son lays down his pens, his crayon box in front of me and asks me to draw a homeland for him. The brush trembles in my hands and I sink, weeping." &...... "When I love you A new language springs up, New cities, new countries discovered. The hours breathe like puppies, Wheat grows between the pages of books, Birds fly from your eyes with tiding of honey, Caravans ride from your breasts carrying Indian herbs, The mangoes fall all around, the forests catch fire And Nubian drums beat. When I love you your breasts shake off their shame, Turn into lightning and thunder, a sword, a sandy storm. When I love you the Arab cities leap up and demonstrate Against the ages of repression And the ages Of revenge against the laws of the tribe. And I, when I love you, March against ugliness, Against the kings of salt, Against the institutionalization of the desert. And I shall continue to love you until the world flood arrives; I shall continue to love you until the world flood arrives." &...... " Dialog Do not say my love was A ring or a bracelet. My love is a siege, Is the daring and headstrong. Who, searching sail out to their death. Do not say my love was A moon. My love is a burst of sparks." &...... "A Brief Love Letter My darling, I have much to say Where o precious one shall I begin ? All that is in you is princely O you who makes of my words through their meaning Cocoons of silk These are my songs and this is me This short book contains us Tomorrow when I return its pages A lamp will lament A bed will sing Its letters from longing will turn green Its commas be on the verge of flight Do not say: why did this youth Speak of me to the winding road and the stream The almond tree and the tulip So that the world escorts me wherever I go ? Why did he sing these songs ? Now there is no star That is not perfumed with my fragrance Tomorrow people will see me in his verse A mouth the taste of wine, close-cropped hair Ignore what people say You will be great only through my great love What would the world have been if we had not been If your eyes had not been, what would the world have been?" &...... "Sexual Feelings Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a roller coaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing." &...... "This life is yours. Take the power to choose what you want to do and do it well. Take the power to love what you want in life and love it honestly. Take the power to walk in the forest and be a part of nature. Take the power to control your own life. No one else can do it for you. Take the power to make your life happy." &...... "You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all she's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see her, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember her only that she is gone, or you can cherish her memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what she'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on." &...... "Live this day as if it will be your last.Remember that you will only find ''tomorrow'' on the calendars of fools.Forget yesterday's defeats and ignore the problems of tomorrow. This is it.Doomsday.All you have.Make it the best day of your year.The saddest words you can ever utter are, ''If I had my life to live over again.''Take the baton,now.Run with it!This is your day!Beginning today,treat everyone you meet,friend or foe,loved one or stranger, as if they were going to be dead at midnight.Extend to each person, no matter how trivial the contact,all the care and kindness and understanding and love that you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward.Your life will never be the same again." &...... "I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. I am, among all men, most richly blessed." &...... "Thank you, God, for this good life and forgive us if we do not love it enough." &...... “Writing is a form of personal freedom. It frees us from the mass identity we see in the making all around us. In the end, writers will write not to be outlaw heroes of some under culture but mainly to save themselves, to survive as individuals.” &...... “Life moves on, whether we act as cowards or heroes. Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy, and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such.”

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