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Brian

Candy that tastes like chicken if chicken tasted like candy

About Me

Why I write? I actually did not want to be a writer or really do any writing outside of school. Then one day I just started writing poetry of all things. I never liked writing poetry except for songs for my bands that never lasted. It became a form of cheap therapy. Which is rather ironic since what I did want to be was a psychologist. I have not written anything in years. Then a few months ago I quit my job of twelve years and started writing again. One of my friends told me at the time that I would not be able to do it. He said once you leave a creative life you can’t go back. Now I have dozens of poems, three short stories and a novel that is closeing in on being done. Writing has become my drug again. I am either actually writing or I am thinking about writing most of the time. It may not be the worst or most expensive drug, but it is just as addictive as any other one out there. The only support groups are to help you write more. There is no twelve step program to quit, so I guess I will continue being a junkie. So if you see me in an ally with my hair and cloths in dirty disarray; please just walk on by. I will be to busy writing to even know you were there.
My I.M. is blaef

My Interests

Reading,
Writing,
Photography,
Playing R.P.G. games,
Fishing,
Hiking,
Golf,
Watching: NFL MLB ,
NASCAR (# 17 Matt Kenseth)

I'd like to meet:

my guardian angel, I have a lot of thanking to do.

THE SECRET IS WITHIN

There is an old story about God discussing with his angels where he should place the secret of life so that it would be the most difficult to find. One suggested the bowels of the earth, another the bottom of the sea, a third the highest mountain. A fourth angel objected. "men will eventually search out all those places," he said. "The only place is within man himself. He will never dream of looking there."

You are The Hierophant

Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching.

All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel.

The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.

What Tarot Card are You?
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What Color Are You?
WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence and require kindness. They resist confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is more important than being good.) They are typically quiet by nature, they process things very deeply and objectively, and they are by far the best listeners of all the colors. They respect people who are kind, but recoil from perceived hostility or verbal battle.WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to be controlled by others. WHITES want to do things their own way, in their own time. They ask little of others, and resent others demanding much of them. WHITES are much stronger than people think because they dont reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind, non-discriminate, patient and can be indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn. When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept (and support) their individuality, and look for nonverbal clues to their feelings.
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Music:

Iron Maiden
Iced Earth
Dio
Michael Sweet
Megadeth
scorpions
rob zombie

Movies:

Wizards
Heavy Metal
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai
army of darkness
Duck soup
jay and silent bob
vampire hunter d
Real Genius

Television:

house
chuck
ghost hunters
the Dresden files
metalocalypse

the venture bros

Books:

Harlan Ellison
Ray Bradbury
L. E. Modesitt
Arthur C. Clarke
R. A. Salvatore
Holly Lisle
William Gibson

Heroes:

Zeno
Nikola Tesla
Leonardo da Vinci
..



Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is an incubator for good ideas, it just takes a while for them to develop.
But when you think of something, watch out!
Your thoughts tend to be huge, and they come on quickly - like an explosion.
You tend to be quiet around others, unless you're inspired by your next big idea. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test
You Are a Seeker Soul
You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.
Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Blog

Where the heart is

Where the heart is Looking through the haze Of what was once a stable home Now floating through the air Spreading out, polluting a community Ruins to be sifted through Searching for some small keepsak...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 02:56:00 PST

Memories

Memories   Granola strawberry yogurt spoon Bowie dancing though ears Sun behind thick humid clouds Drinking through marble blue Pigeons hunting for scraps Lone yellow butterfly flutters above Par...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 03:11:00 PST

Bonks the Clown part 3

  part 1 part 2   Through barely open eyes white light squeezes through eyelashes as a soft voice says "hello. Welcome back". He turned his head in the direction of the voice to see a blurry...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 30 May 2008 07:02:00 PST

Hearts Dance

Hearts Dance   Blue eyes that speak More than any mouth could Blonde hair brushed back over shoulders Charlie red laces over bare skin   Dancing in the rain Till red mud cakes our toes Rain ...
Posted by Brian on Wed, 21 May 2008 05:18:00 PST

Moon Beams

for Angelo Gravitys Full Moon Poets Moon Beams   I was bit by a tick on the moon It made me howl and prowl I see the moon hover like a bee Its sting will make you sing I taste the moon in haste A...
Posted by Brian on Tue, 20 May 2008 01:08:00 PST

Bonks the Clown part 2

He flips open the razor examining the dull silver blade. Then he raises it up and with a slow downward stroke scraps away at the whiskers on his left cheek. Thinking of the good times he had as a kid ...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 18 May 2008 03:46:00 PST

Cycles

Cycles   A zombie driving to work Brain disengaged at work Exhausted eyes finding home Mindless television watched Then a few hours rest Someone hit the reset As it all starts over again Coasting...
Posted by Brian on Fri, 16 May 2008 03:44:00 PST

Bonks the Clown

Bonks the Clown   Hi kiddies do y-o-u know what time it is? That's right it's bonkin time! Hey hay. No. No. No! He slams his fist down on the old wooden basin. Looking at the water stained reflec...
Posted by Brian on Thu, 15 May 2008 03:43:00 PST

Daydreams to Dust

Daydreams to Dust   It wasn't always this way It wasn't always a gloomy day Night falls as does the cold rain Washing away filth not pain Jackals howling at the moon The feast will be soon Shooti...
Posted by Brian on Sun, 04 May 2008 03:35:00 PST

Aftermath

Aftermath   Once tall and proud Now lies broken on the road One less tree to provide shade Trash cans blown across yards Houses still and dark No power reaches them Finally truth in advertising A...
Posted by Brian on Sat, 03 May 2008 03:42:00 PST