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Love is the Law

About Me

I'm a Girl
If you don't know the kind of person I am
and I don't know the kind of person you are
a pattern that others made may prevail in the world
and following the wrong god home we may miss our star...
excerpt from A Ritual to Read to Each Other
William Stafford (1914-1993)
"Oh, dear perhaps the world is harder to please than I thought." - said by The Mightiest Mouse That Ever Nibbled Fat - Harrap - London 1931
"Banquo: It will be rain tonight.
First Murderer: Let it come down.
--Macbeth: Act 3, Scene 3
How to Amuse a Stone
by Richard Shelton
command the stones in a loud voice
or speak to them
just to the left of silence
or sing them a love song in Spanish
they will not respond
write a letter
in it confess all your sins
place it under a stone
leave it there for months
and when you return you will find
your letter unopened and unread
stones have a sense of dignity
greater than that of kings
a sense of honor
stronger than that of friends
stones are fulfilled like prophecy
tendentious as rain
and have a sense of humor
more subtle than we can comprehend
it takes a long time to amuse a stone
first you must capture one
carry it away
imprison it with mortar in a wall
the stone will not complain
then you must wait
and years after you are gone
under another stone on which
some stranger carved your name
the mortar in your wall will crumble
and the stone you captured
will fall to the ground
amused and free and going home
Make Love - Not War

My Interests



Love is not love
When it is mingled with
regards that stand
Aloof
-overheard at a Waterfall

"G-words are nice: go-get·ter: An enterprising person; gus·to: vigorous and enthusiastic enjoyment [syn: relish, zest, zestfulness]; ga·la: A festive occasion, especially a lavish social entertainment; gal·lant: Nobly or selflessly resolute, stately, majestic, courteously attentive, chivalrous, flirtatious, amorous; gam·bit: A maneuver, stratagem, or ploy, especially one used at an initial stage." - I said that.

"You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it." – Robin Williams

Contact me by email for current scientific evidence and accurate statistics. The following are MYTHS:
Pit Bulls have locking jaws - URBAN LEGEND! Pit Bulls have been bred to "not let go," but there is no such thing as "locking jaw" - ask any Veternarian about this Myth and they will set you straight.
Pit Bulls have a 1800 PSI Jaw Pressure - WRONG! Domestic dogs: 320 lbs. bite pressure, Lions: 600 lbs. bite pressure, Sharks: 600 lbs. bite pressure, Snapping Turtles: 1000 lbs. bite pressure, Crocodiles: 2500 lbs. bite pressure. The American Pit Bull Terrier actually had a lower bite pressure than a German Shepherd and Rottweiler when tested.
Pit Bulls are born to be mean - NOT TRUE! Pit Bulls like all other breeds, are not born inherently mean or bad! They can, like any other breed, become mean through lack of training, abuse, neglect and irresponsible ownership and breeding.
Pit Bulls attack more than any other breed - NO! The statistical data on dog bites and attacks are inaccurate. There are over 25 breeds that are commonly identified wrongly as 'Pit Bull.' To claim one breed is more responsible for human fatalities is impossible.

Stop Breed Selection Legislation. It's wrong. Punish the deed, not the breed.

I'd like to meet:

you

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." – Theodore Seuss Giesel

About Theodore Seuss Giesel: Theodore Seuss Geisel, the beloved Dr. Seuss, is renowned to generations of children as the author of Green Eggs and Ham and other deliciously absurd picture books. His first book, "And to Think That I Saw It on Mulberry Street," was rejected 27 times. Remember that the next time you want to give up.

"I learned there are troubles
Of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead
And some come from behind.

But I've bought a big bat.
I'm all ready, you see.
Now my troubles are going
To have troubles with me!"

Dr. Seuss' "I Had Trouble in Getting to Solla Sollew"

How long, how long can I live this night? Look, the clouds shine, darling, how did you do it? The wind is soft, the rain is beautiful. What did you do to the wind and the rain, and the clouds and to me? See, I am drunk, high. I am drunk on you. We will cross here where the street is crowded and I may hold your hand. We will ride the subway that we may sit touching, that there be no distance between us. Speak that I may fill my ears with you. Stay near me so that I may fill my lungs with you. Come home with me that I may fill my arms with you. Come where only I can see you, come home with me. If only I can fit my life's time into these hours, that I may say, I was with her eight to twelve o'clock, and years past. I shall never forget you, nor will your memory be ever free of me, for your arms are my home. And my arms are the circle you cannot leave. How ever far you go. I waited years today, one year for every hour. All day though I knew you could not come until night. I waited, and nothing else in this God's hell meant anything. I had everything you loved. Shell fish, soft sticks, water cress and black olives, wine, from the watch I pawned. Real cream for our coffee, Smoked cheese, currants and port, preserved wild cherries. I bought purple asters from a push cart florist. And placed them where they would be between us, Imagining your loving face among them. But you did not come. You did not come. And I left the table lit and your glass filled, and my glass empty. And I went into the night looking for you. ~~ Walter Benton

The word, "freak" is derived from the Old English word, "frician" which means "to dance." A freak is defined as being a caprice, an abnormal production of nature or an eccentric. It can also be a streak of colour.
In choosing my long time friends, I try to stay true to the deeper (forgotten) exuberance and high spirits of the original word, alongside the more generally accepted quirkiness of common usage.

Music:



CIRQUE DU MORT - DOKTOR MANDRAKE

.."Come and see the freak show.....

...The magic monkey -
he say
have a good time,
you guys
have a good time.
If you don't
have a good time,
he's gonna
eat your legs off..."

The Gambler
by Thea Gilmore
"Harpo's Ghost"

Roll that
dice again
Once or twice
you'll reel me in
What I've got
is not what I
came for
But I'll keep
coming back
for more

Lay your head
upon my chest
The odds are slim
but isn't
that the test
In this game
you either bend
or break
And I don't know
what kind of mess
we'll make
come on
lay your head
upon my chest

Come on,
Come on,
Come on,
Come on,
Spin that wheel,
spin that wheel,
spin that wheel

Pull the trigger,
load the gun
The journey home
has only just begun
We could rise
but if we
swan-dive too
Oh, I'll love
going down with you
(come on
pull the trigger
load the gun)

Come on,
come on
come on,
come on
Spin that wheel,
spin that wheel,
spin that wheel
Come on,
come on
Come on,
come on
Spin that wheel,
spin that wheel,
spin that wheel

Touch and Go

Straight . . .
to Number One

Yeah
Ten . . .
kiss me
on the lips
Nine . . .
run your fingers
through my hair
Eight . . .
touch me . . .
slowly
slowly
Seven . . .
Hold it!
Let's go straight
. . .
to number one
to number one
number one
to number one
Six . . .
lips
Five . . .
fingers
Four...play
Three...
to number one
to number one
number one
kiss me
on the lips
run your fingers
through my hair
touch me
Let's go straight
to number one
to number one
number one

sssslow

Touch and Go
to
number one

from "Give Me Time"
Billy MacKenzie
(Dennis Wheatley Mix)

there's something
I gotta say
can't wait
'til tomorrow
a whisper's
here beneath
my breath
you know
it's hard to swallow
I follow you
inside my mind
the neighborhood's
no stranger
loving you
could be so nice
but it's all
wrapped up in danger
give me time
been around
the world
trying to find
myself
and I'm not
going to go
with someone else
give me time
been around
the world
trying to find
myself
and I'm not
going to go
with someone else
give me time
give it time
give it time
give me time
come on
be mine
be mine
something that
I gotta say
can't wait 'til
tomorrow
loving you
would be so
divine
loving you
could be
sublime
been around
the world
trying to
find myself
and I ain't
gonna go
with someone else
be mine
oh, give it time
oh, give it time
oh, give it time
give me time
give me time

I Will Follow You
Into The Dark
by Death Cab for Cutie

Love of mine
Some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you
into the dark

No blinding light
or tunnels
to gates of white
Just our hands clasped
so tight
Waiting for the hint
of a spark

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the nos
on their vacancy signs
If there's no one
beside you
When your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you
into the dark

In Catholic school
as vicious as Roman rule
I got my
knuckles brusied
by a lady in black
And I held my toungue
as she told me
"Son,
fear is the heart of love"
So, I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both
are satisfied,
Illuminate the nos
on their vacancy signs
If there's no one
beside you
When your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you
into the dark

You and me
have seen
everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles
of your shoes
are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold
each other soon
In the blackest
of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both
are satisfied,
Illuminate the nos
on their vacancy signs
If there's no one
beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you
into the dark
Then I'll follow you
into the dark

Momus
"U.S. Knitting"
[from the album "Folktronic" (2001)]

Mary-Beth is living
in a world of her own
Sitting in the schoolhouse
she sews all day
with twine
Making up a picture,
making up a song
Some people say
she's unusual in the mind
They say that she's unusual in the mind
My name's Abe,
I run the general store

Mary-Beth's
a strange one,
pretty in her way
Sitting in the classroom,
a-rocking and a-swaying
A-Sewing and a-knitting

to the rhythms
of the rain
Stuff from what
she's seen
mixed with stuff
from in her brain
And some say that
you'll see
America in there
Folks say
you'll see America there

One day I had
a strange dream
and Mary Beth was in it
I dreamed I plucked a bunch of flowers
and went to make a visit
I marched
up to the schoolhouse
and bent down
on one knee
Asked Mary-Beth respectfully
if she would marry me
Asked Mary-Beth if she would marry me
I said, "My name's Abe,
I run the general store"

Mary-Beth gazed down
from the chair
where she was sitting
Said, "Abraham,
I thank you,
and I will,
on one condition
Change the name
of the store
you keep, call it
U.S. Knitting
And move it
stone by stone
to the top of
Sugar Mountain
Move that building up
to the top of
Sugar Mountain
We will rebuild
the general store

"There we'll sell
my samplers,
make paintings
and sing songs
Wait for the
Lion of Judah
who is rising like the sun
Our pets will be
the eagles,
our crest
a rampant bear
And we will see the
whole of America
from there
Some of it is pretty,
and some is pretty queer
But we'll see
the whole of
America there"

Mary-Beth's proviso
didn't seem so strange
I told her,
"That scenario
is easily arranged
We'll live on
Sugar Mountain,
I'll bring my general store
We'll call it U.S. Knitting
and sell samplers
by the door
Our pets will be
the eagles,
and our crest
a rampant bear
And when
the Lion of Judah
roars a mighty roar
We'll see the
whole of America there"

"This is the sound of someone losing the plot - making out that they're okay when they're not. you're gonna like it but not a lot & the chorus goes like this: Oh baby, here comes the fear again. The end is near again. A monkey's built a house on your back. you can't get anyone to come in the sack & here comes another panic attack. Oh here we go again...So now you know the words to our song, pretty soon you'll all be singing along. When you're sad, when you're lonely & it all turns out wrong. When you've got the fear & when you're no longer searching for beauty or love - just some kind of life with the edges taken off. When you can't even define what it is that you are frightened of this song will be here." - jarvis cocker

Movies:



Psycho, K-Pax, Down Came A Blackbird, 12 Monkeys, Magnolia, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Last Seduction, Crimes of Passion, The Missing, Phenomenon, Frequency, The General's Daughter, The Truman Show, Cape Fear, Walk the Line, Lost Highway, Unfaithful, Watcher, 50 First Dates, Beetlejuice, Hannibal, The Life of David Gale, I-Robot, Road to Perdition, Fried Green Tomatoes, Wizard of Oz, Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrells, Addams Family, The Green Mile, The Essex Boys, Basic Instinct, Chronicles of Narnia - The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe, Homeward Bound, Lost Highway, Tombstone, East of Eden, Giant, Rebel Without a Cause, Around the World in Eighty Days, Ninth Gate, Sleepy Hollow, Pirates of the Caribbean, Patch Adams, Leaving Las Vegas, Moonstruck, Gone in Sixty Seconds, Pulp Fiction, The Goonies, The Great Outdoors, Angel Eyes, Arlington Road, Breakfast at Tiffany's

Books:



"I'm just a little girl." ~ Alice in Wonderland

"If one drinks much from a bottle marked 'Poison', it's certain to disagree with one sooner or later."

"When I get home I shall write a book about this place!"

Heroes:


Teachers and Mothers
"The world stands aside to let anyone pass who knows where he is going." – David Starr Jordan
"Hey, Scully, this demonstration of boyish agility turning you on at all???" Fox Mulder
"Crazy People Can Be Very Convincing" Fox Mulder
"Well, pick out something black and sexy and prepare to do some funky poaching." Fox Mulder
"Well, ya might wanna put that hood back on Ma'am, unless you wanna see a grown man cry." Fox Mulder
"Monsters??? I'm your boy!" Fox Mulder
***
Mulder: This is all wrong, Scully. This is not how the story is supposed to end.
Scully: What do you mean?
Mulder: Dr. Frankenstein pays for his evil ambitions, yes. But the monster's supposed to escape to go search for his bride.
Scully: There's not going to be any bride, Mulder. Not in this story.
Mulder: Well, where's the writer? I want to speak to the writer.
***
"I didn't get his name, I was too busy getting my ass kicked." Fox Mulder
"I know how much you like snapping on the latex" Fox Mulder
"There's a Michael Jackson joke in here somewhere, but I can't quite find it." Fox Mulder
"I can think of something else I'd like to call you. I can put 'mister' in front of that too if you'd like." Fox Mulder
"If those are my last words, I can do better." Fox Mulder
from "THE FIE

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