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Belfast

What's the meaning of goodness if there isn't a little badness to overcome?

About Me

" "STATS:29 years young, with an old soul.I can speak two languages, and write in three.I can make 30 minute brownies in 20 minutes.When I am sick, my eyes go from dark blue, to bright green.I am a boxer. I have broken my knuckles, my nose, and every bone in my feet.I am not afraid of individuals, or pain, or death. There's nothing that you can do to me individually that hasn't already been done. I am afraid of mob mentality, suffering unnecessarily, and worms.I fucking hate worms.I have almost 15 years of opera singing experience.I am a model and an actress. No I will not take my top off for you just because you say you are a photographer.I have finished a double major in Philosophy and Religious Studies, and a minor in Human Sexuality. Please don't ask me what I plan to do with it with a snide look on your face, some people still just like to learn.I try as hard as I can to be loyal, and honest, without being brutal and classless.I wrap my heart around those I care about like a great blanket. I am intense.If you happen to be one of those people, you have the ability to wound me more than anything. Be gentle.I will defend you if you need it. If you need it all the time, I will abandon you.When I hear the song "Fairytale of New York" or "Scotland the Brave" I cry.I'm not even Scottish. I bet you never would have guessed.Do not ever call me a Mic, Paddy, or Pikey unless you are trying to start a fight. I don't think it's cute.My grandmother was an avatar of God.I don't want to raise my children in this country.I love men for what they are. I love women for what they are. I don't suffer the gender bias. This doesn't mean I am BI OMG, it means I'm not prone to caring about genitalia over heart.I am intensely protective.I am not afraid of crying when I am happy, or during movies. I learned recently that I don't know how to cry from grief, or fear.I still think psychobilly and industrial is the wave of the future.When I was little I wanted to marry one of two people: Adam Ant, or Billy Idol. I still would marry either one.I often wish I were in Japan, India, Ireland, Croatia, or Morocco. Anywhere but here.I sleep with a stuffed alien.I have dreams about being a superhero.I care about beauty from an aesthetic aspect. I care about strength and consistency more.I know which fork to use.I have the best bed in the world.I make a mean chocolate chip cookie.I have a boyfriend that looks like Travis Barker.I collect old boxing gear, Billie Holiday vinyl, and aesthetic memories.I am always in love.I will make a difference.

My Interests

I adopted a cute lil' Scotty fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!Scottish fetuses in jars.anime, aristotle, ballet, baudelaire, cannibalism, cat bandits, china, chinchillas, emmanuel kant, entropy, ethics, fetish, futurepop, grace o'malley, india, industrial, Ireland, japan, kurt vonnegut, m.c. escher, michael oondatje, monsoon asia, murder, oi, opera singing, philosophy, photography, pirates, poetry, psychobilly, punk, qin dynasty, redheads, religious studies, reptiles, russian ballet, school, scotland, shakespeare, shane macgowan, sharon olds, shelob, sinn fein, submission, tang dynasty, tarantulas, tea ceremonies, thomas aquinas, w.b.yeatsMusic. In general.Traveling. Most of all - Ireland, Eamon De Valera, and going back home.

I'd like to meet:

Anthony Bourdain (I love him), Eddie Izzard, Lewis Black, Thierry Mugler, Betsey Johnson, Mary Jo Sanders, Jason "MAYHEM" Miller (He's a bad bad man), George St Pierre (doesn't EVERY girl want to meet him) Clancy Brown (an underused talent), Simon Pegg, Mos Def, Guillermo del Toro, Kanye West, Q-Tip, Tom Waits, The Mighty Stef, Imogen Heap, Billy Bragg, Nick Cave, Elvis Costello, Roger Daltry, Mick Jagger, Bill Marr, Judd Apatow, Seth Rogan, Master Shake, Michael Hussar, Lori Earley, David Stoupakis, Kris Lewis, Glen McDowell, Cody Green, Mikhail Baryshnikov, dancers, painters, writers, cartoonists, graffitti artists, sculptors, photographers, creature FX people, breakdancers, freerunners (amazing people), ninja warriors, people who collect uglydolls, everyday heroes and true appreciators of this life....Anyone who isn't uneducated, ignorant, or boring.Anyone.... as long as they aren't a Bush suppporter. DYlan and I at JUNKER!!...............REMEMBER THIS...............

Music:

If I really listed everything I liked, it wouldn't fit.7 seconds, adam ant, adicts, angelic upstarts, anti-nowhere league, asche, bad brains, billy idol, birthday party, blasters, blok 57, blonde redhead, buzzcocks, chameleons, cocksparrer, conflict, converter, crass, damned, das ich, david bowie, dead boys, dead kennedys, demented are go, discharge, dropkick murphys, dubliners, dwarves, e-craft, exploited, fiend flug, flogging molly, front 242, front line assembly, fugazi, funker vogt, generation x, guana bats, hoover, iggy and the stooges, imminent starvation, industrial, jawbreaker, joy division, killing joke, klute, leaether strip, leonard cohen, mentallo and the fixer, merzbow, ministry, misfits, mono no aware, morgenstern, neuroticfish, new york dolls, nick drake, nitzer ebb, noisex, noxious emotion, oi, oomph, oxymoron, p.a.l., panacea, plasmatics, pogues, popes, powernoise, psychic tv, psychobilly, psychopomps, punk, ravenous, revolting cocks, s.i.n.a, sabotage, shane macgowan, skinny puppy, snap-her, snog, sonar, specimen, stingrays, stone roses, subhumans, sunny day real estate, synthpop, the 4skins, the cure, the germs, the clash, the jam, throbbing gristle, tom waits, tones on tail, tori amos, toy dolls, three bad jacks, tumor, velvet acid christ, violators, vnv nation, warsaw, wumpscut, x, xorcist.To name a few...

Movies:

I am obsessed with horror films. LoTR trilogy. Last Unicorn. Boondock Saints. The Lover. Amelie. Anything by George Romero. Krzysztof Kieslowski's Trois Couleurs "Blue, White, Red". Voices from a distant star. Animatrix. City of Lost Children. Jesus' Son. Farinelli. Amadeus. One Haunted Summer. Impromptu. Quills. Marat Sade. M. Butterfly. Casablanca. Dopamine. Dr Zhivago. Whalerider. Dr Strangelove. Uzumaki.Many many more......

Television:

I have a sad, sick obsession with a series that I fear mentioning as it is so goddamn lame it makes me mad at myself.

Books:

The Celts, Spirit of 77', History of the IRA, How the Irish Saved Civilization, Whoredom in Kimmage, Snowcrash, American Gods, House of Leaves, The Art of War, The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, Metamorphosis, Nausea, Weaveworld, Anything by St Thomas Aquinas, Jean Markale, Emmanuel Kant, Franz Kafka, Jean Paul Sartre, Michael Oondatje, J.R.R. Tolkien, Anne Sexton, Dorothy Parker, Lord Byron, Percy Shelley, and essays by Aristotle I am likely to like.

Heroes:

Eamon De Valera. Michael McGuiness. Mary Katherine Jones (my Mamó). Stephen Jones (my Daid). My Momma, Margaret Sanger. Neru. Mark Twain. Emmanuel Kant. St. Cecilia. St. Christopher. Michael Oondatje. Michael Collins (lots of Michaels) Shannon, Tristan (my brother and sister) Courtney and Sarah, my sistas from another mother. Anyone with a heart big enough to risk it, and enough strength to make it through.

My Blog

I’m okay,right? I’m okay......

If I haven't written to you in the last month, or called you, even though I promised to, there is a reason for it.....   I've been really busy.  Really really really busy.  But also, I'...
Posted by Belfast on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:18:00 PST

Billy Bragg, Leonard Cohen, and Joni Mitchell

No this doesn't MEAN anything, I'm just posting this song because I think it's pretty, if you haven't heard it, you should.  Tori Amos does an amazing cover of it that I like better than the orig...
Posted by Belfast on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:05:00 PST

Seriously...

I feel like today was just meant to piss me off. Im fucking tired, I want to sleep and I can't.  I want to go and be with my beautiful fiance right how, and I can't.   Instead I have to sit ...
Posted by Belfast on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:59:00 PST

I think I’m allowed to announce this now...

Since we aren't trying to keep it quiet anymore, not that we ever had to...   Dylan and I are getting married.  ;)     We got engaged in Ireland on Valentines Day, which is also hi...
Posted by Belfast on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 03:53:00 PST

Limited time

But I will say this:   Something very very special happened while we were in Ireland.  ;)   I am unable to go to San Francisco because of another not so special thing that happened whil...
Posted by Belfast on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:47:00 PST

Birfday and Junker!

My birthday has been awesome.Part to follow soon. ;)My FABULOUS boyfriend got me tickets to Ireland. Yes. I will be going to Ireland in February. We leave on the 7th, and return nearly 2 weeks lat...
Posted by Belfast on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 02:46:00 PST

Things are good......

1) I just bought a new mini cooper2) My weekend rocked like no other.The End
Posted by Belfast on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 05:26:00 PST

Chad’s new message board GET ON IT

Chad's message board that is.It is now live, and there are many different forums to post on. MODELS: There's one especially for you!BANDS: One for you too!And on and on...So go on over and sign up, ...
Posted by Belfast on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 03:58:00 PST

For those Arizonians....Or if you really want to work with Chad Michael Ward...

If you are - In or around Tucson, AZ or,Will be in or around Tucson on the 28th of October,And you want to be a part of Chad Michael Ward's first short film called "FABLE" as an extra, then SHOOT ME A...
Posted by Belfast on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 05:12:00 PST

Chad Michael Ward Prints available

Chad currently has a few prints available, for prices, available prints and other info, please go to www.digitalapocalypse.com/printsThanks everyone!Shelby aka Belfastthe raddest assistant EVER (just ...
Posted by Belfast on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 04:30:00 PST