-donard-

I'm corny, my friends seems to described me as boring. I feel beautiful and I feel terribly ugly either, so insicured. I pretend to be strong when everybody hates me, just hiding my vulnerabilty, still a loser, and has a lot of pain inside. I always tried to be real, perhaps i should keep it unshown becoz sometimes people might misunderstood and even lead into problem. I used to hang out with known friends, we drink, being drunk makes my emotions to set out. I love to sing but I just killing everybody if i don't stop. It makes me sad when someone judge me so fast, without even knowing me first. Even so, Im still an ordinary person who tries to be happy in life. I always want to be happy. And I realize, seeking happines couldn't be so crucial if we just try to listen to our hearts, don't be scared of other's self-righteousnes basis or people who try to throw you up, do what ever you want, spend your life the way you want, decide on things which excites you most and be simple, then you'll find happiness.