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sascha

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About Me

Hopeless cynical romantic.I cannot find it within myself to follow the rules people keep telling me I should.I do not care if others find me offensive.I feel that regrets should be lessons learned.The definition of insanity "doing the same thing the same way over and over and expecting different results" resonates deeply with me.I was very lucky to escape junkidom without any nasty diseases,most of my friends were not so lucky. I like smart loyal old fashioned with a twist kinds of people.I crave a familial situation(and no that does not mean I am itching to get married,I did that once it will be a long time or a very very special person before I do that again,It means I like having people I can depend on emotionally vs.having a bunch of phony aquaintances I only see out,dammit.) and think that loyalty is very important.I hate liars and people who are into decieving others to avoid facing themselves.I am really tired of detrimentally insecure people.I really want a partner in crime.I love good books,good music,and good conversation.I have very little tollerance for racists and people who have overbearing,sexist puritanical values esp women.I love people who like themselves and work to make themselves and others happy.I dont smoke.I do hair sometimes and I just finished going to school for it,I have worked as a stripper,a booth girl,a phone sex operator,a part time dominatrix,and I have been naked or nearly so in a couple of books that go on coffee tables and some magazines I dont like it when people are overly interested in that stuff in a negative or positive way.I really like being blond.I wish my close girlfriends lived closer,that I knew more women I had stuff in common with,and that my moving process and journey to prolonged fabulousness was faster going.I also wish that people who don&;t like me would find more positive things to do with their time than read my myspace page.align=center You Are Animal
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You're David Bowie...and every guy wants to be you, every girls wants to be in your pants. Or vice versa, or both! You are innovative, always weird, and aesthetically pleasing. Your lyrics are literate, and your music is unlike any other. You are always unique, no matter what situation you are in. Everyone tries to bite off your style, but no one can be you because you are funky fresh. Be careful to keep your mental health in check, because you have a tendency to flip out. But hey, being borderline crazy makes you even more alluring! You are skilled at manipulating everyone: the press, your fans, and even your closest friends. You are beautiful and strange, and you allow yourself to change and grow.
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My Interests

Art, music, hair,makeup,good books,good films ,good food, Real burlesque, customizing clothing, Tightlacing,corsetry,welding,quilting, shopping for shoes and makeup. Herbal medicine,health food,green construction, Adventures of all kinds, traveling ,road trips, record shopping, reupollstering old furniture,conversations beyond thesuperficial,strongindividuals,Crowlyisms, OSHO,EasternPhilosophy,Homeopathy,tarot cards,astrology,God and goddess worship,spiritual and sexual exploration. Lets see dancing all night ,making a fool of myself ,dressing up for no particular reason,meeting new people,putting my drum set back together.Complicated hair coloring i.e. nontraditioal spatial planingand guns,guns guns,shooting them ,cleaning them,loading and unloading them,I just love guns!!!! What kind of a motherfucker are you?
You are Hank von Helvete. You are darkness incarnate. You're one apocalyptic dude. Your desires run dark and deep, unspeakable. The nemesis of the toddler.
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I'd like to meet:

People who aren't self centered and do what they say they will when they said they would.Fun people who are capable of being nice without being so serious,People who dont think that every woman who is nice to them wants to be with them seriously,People who arent inclined to tell me what I should and should not do(yes I know sometimes it is inevitable but being uptight and controlling on the regular isnt so fun to be around)Those not overly concerned with what everyone else is doing,smart people the politically awake,people I have already met ,but havent talked to lately.Women who aren't catty or puritanical.People of independant spirit or anyone who does things their own way without constantly needing the company or approval of others.Women who really love music!!!!People of stable identity who are comfortable with themselves.People who secretly think of themselves as superheroes.Third wave feminists.Almost anyone who likes themselves,that seemingly is very difficult lately.Anyone interested in having me do their hair I am a senior stylist at the Grham Webb Academy and I am trying to build my portfolio.Anybody I am currently friends with or once was friends with in real life.Also anybody who would like to collaborate artistically through burlesque or pinup style endeavors.i.e. I do both sides of the camera.
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
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Music:

Right now I really like the new Jack Oblivian record,cheeseburger,the crackpipes,harlan t bobo,jack of heart and the konks a whole lot.the rest of this is a permanent list with huge holes of missing music Marianne Faithful,Nick Drake,Neko Case,Ike and Tina,The Gun Club,Link Wray,The Chesterfield Kings,The Lords of The New Church,The Sisters of Mercy,Motley Crue,The Vibrators,The Clash, The Slits,Generation X, Haircut 100,Little Richard,Lucinda Williams,Hound Dog Taylor,Son House,Robert Johnson,Howlin Wolf, Leadbelly,Victoria Williams,Joni Mitchell,The Black Crowes,GnR, The Troggs, The 13th Floor Elevators, The Chocolate Watchband,The Electric Prunes, MC5, Otis Redding, Ray Charles,Creation,The Faces,Siouxsie and the Banshees,Lene Lovich, Nina Hagen, The Flamin Groovies, The Nevous Eaters,Smashed Gladys,The Throbs,NY Loose,Teengenerate,Teenage Head, Faster Pussycat, Cinderella,The Collins Kids, The Maddox Brothers and Rose, The Pretenders,Motorhead,The Scientists,Radio Birdman, Ike and Tina, The Jacobites, Nikki Sudden, Portishead, The Blue Cheer, Gram Parsons, The Wildhearts, David Allen Coe,Hasil Adkins,Wanda Jackson, Johnny Guitar Watson, The Hollywood Brats, The Bad Seeds, Mott the Hoople, D Generation, Alice Cooper, Sweet, Slade, T Rex, Dogs D'amour, Gary Glitter, Wayne County, Blondie, Neil Diamond, David Bowie, Hanoi Rocks, X, The Raspberries, Cheap Trick, The Cramps, Aerosmith, The Joneses, Johnny Thunders, The N Y Dolls, Black Sabbath, Hank Williams, Ray Price, Buck Owens, Johnny Cash, Carl Perkins,Tammy Wynette,Steve Earle,The Havolinas, The Ronnettes, The Shangri Las, The Bell Rays, Kiss Squeeze, Suzi Quatro, The Runaways, The Go gos,The Bags,The Boys,Joan Jett, Cyndi Lauper,The Real Kids, The Ramones, XRay Spex, The Germs, The Plasmatics, The Only Ones,AC/DC, Rose Tattoo,!910 Fruitgum Company, Thin Lizzy,the King khan and bbq show,the rad kids,Screamin Jay Hawkins,The Stones,early fleetwood mac,the exploding hearts,Revenge 88,Jonny Vasher and anything else that is good and makes me wanna shake my ass

Movies:

Chopper,True Romance,V for Vendetta,The Cook ,The theif, his wife and her lover, The future is unwritten,brothers of the head,Breaking Glass,The Apple,House of 1000 corpses,Times Square,Repo Man,Valley Girl,Tank Girl,Sid and Nancy,The Tin Drum,Sante Sangre,Baxter,Girl on a Motorcycle,The Andy Mccoy movie the real Mccoy,Gift,Evil Dead,Adaptation,Escape From New York,Romper Stomper,The Rocky Horror Picture Show,Straight To Hell,Eveything Jarmusch,Listzomania,The saddest music in the world,Bride of Chuckie,Performance,Dancing at the blue iguana,Hedwig and the Angry inch,Bound

Television:

I recently discovered while I was ill that I will watch any kind of crap ass TV show at all,really.I tend to not actually watch the TV though,I watch the on demand reruns on the internet.I know that this is an uberlame diseaase to have caught and I am currently seeking treatment.Mostly stuff about fashion or politics and varrying strange reality shows

Books:

Bust magazine,spread magazine,anything I can find about sex workers,burlesque and domination basically all books and publications having to do with sex work and the politics surrounding it.Italiano calvino,Jenna Jameson,You can't win by Jack Black,Pirate Utopias by that weird muslim guy whoose name I cannot remember,And the Ass saw the Angel by Nick Cave,The Tin Drum,Sarah and anything else by JT Lrroy,, Geek Love,Man enough to be a woman by Jane/Wayne County,Tortilla Flat,Cannery Row,The Heart is a Lonely Hunter,Nelson Algrens Walk on the Wild Side,Cruddy,bukowski, buroughs,Lydia Lunch,Tristan Taramino,Hubert SelbyJr. I read an awful lot of books and I typed so much for music,Satre,Camus,Nick Cave, Anything White Trash or Trash of any other color generally any southern gothic novel chronicling the perils of the poor ,destitute and desperate.(I suppose that that does cross a line ito trash of the multicultural sort)Histoical Biography on people I am interested in,Rock Biography,Conspiracy Theroism,and books about serial killersand all things Osho.

Heroes:

Emma Goldman,My grandmother,almost anybody who is strong enough to truly be themselves,Nikola Tesla

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

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My Blog

I got mugged.If I was supposed to call you or send you something.Im sorry.

I got mugged,I got beaten up and my purse was stolen.If I am supposed to have called you and have not.....this is why.Please send me your phone numbers if you haven't heard from me,okay.I would have c...
Posted by sascha on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 11:44:00 PST

Hmmm..???

So as a general rule as of late I haven't been drinking much,and I haven't touched any drugs except the ones prescribed to me in years but I find myself fairly intoxicated as I write this sitting in S...
Posted by sascha on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:15:00 PST

Its my birthday and I am done caring about the irrelevant

Every year I wake up on my birthday and I spend a few hours contemplating my happiness,this year I realized that I settle way too often and I put forth far too much effort into things completely unwor...
Posted by sascha on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 03:59:00 PST

why would a sane person try and make it hard for me to move when they say thats what they want?

So in recent days I have recovered from my nastiness(MrSA) which had me bedridden until Saturday and I have been working everyday to move all of my stuff out of Daves house.Suddenly condoms I used mon...
Posted by sascha on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:22:00 PST

MRSA is my favorite of all the infections.

I am really fucking sick of being sick,godammit.my ex has stopped being an asshole,I think his sudden attitude change might be provoked by fear of me squirting puss from my boils onto his razor or too...
Posted by sascha on Mon, 14 May 2007 08:36:00 PST

So I am in the midst of trying to figure out what it is I want.

I have been thinkin about this alot lately,I decided to stay in Baltimore almost out of desperation because i cannot stay in the house where I live,but I have been to sick to work enough to pay fo rmo...
Posted by sascha on Tue, 01 May 2007 12:16:00 PST

In lieu of all of my recent venting this is a somewhat cheerful blog.

So when I am sick and stuck without much to do except stuff around the house I explore the internet when I am too tired to be creatively productive,today I happened across what is by far my favorite l...
Posted by sascha on Tue, 01 May 2007 01:00:00 PST

Dammit.A pathetic cathartic self involved rant.Or... why my ex sucks today and I am an ass

My ex boyfriend Dave is remarkably disappointing,really.I cannot believe that somebody can carry around that much resentment towards someone who very obviously has nothing but good intentions towards ...
Posted by sascha on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 05:44:00 PST

Combatant noise pollution or I vomit for you christian raps greatest hits.

I woke up to the sounds of horrible christian rap music,lovely way to be in recovery from sickness and to be awoken,RAP about jesus.FUCK.I am now playing all of the music I no longer listen to out my ...
Posted by sascha on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:22:00 PST

So I had this realization

I got this letter from julie(who i have been unfairly writing far too much to)about my current state of mind and he perspective on it,which is always welcome because she is one of my only female frien...
Posted by sascha on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 03:00:00 PST