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About Me

so if i am not who you thought i was, well hello, it's nice to meet you. willing to wait i will survive, and i will love every goddamn minute of my life. i will not concede. i will believe. willing to wait i will survive

My Interests

Kasia, Psychology, neurology, endocrinology, behavioral neuroendocrinology, gay, lesbian and transgender issues, architecture, sociology, literature, music, books, writing poetry, biking, computer arts, digital photography, softball, chicago, movies, different cultures, quotes, learning, the effects of media in society, stereotypes, gender-benders and breakers, gender roles, meeting people, dreams and the interpretation of them, the beach, archaeology, anthropology, philosophy, the arab world, hookah bars, nachos, coffee houses, riding the L, tea, all things foreign, video games, my ipod, belly button lint, concerts, late night chats

I'd like to meet:

[email protected]

Music:

melissa ferrick / siouxsie and the banshees / the creatures / bitch / tegan & sara / pj harvey / regina spektor / amy winehouse / ani difranco / feist / kt tunstall / katie todd band / missy higgins / garrison starr / dar williams / alanis morissette / bitch & animal / antigone rising / bjork / blind melon / bloc party / bonnie 'prince' billy / the butchies / cat power / concrete blonde / the cranberries / the cure / dmb / dcd / deftones / fiona apple / garbage / franka potenta / goldfrapp / gorillaz / hole / incubus / janis joplin / le tigre / moloko / the mars volta /the decemberists / neutral milk hotel /diamanda galas / the pixies / portishead / the postal service / radiohead / rem / rasputina / rilo kiley / rufus wainwright / rusted root / sarah bettens / skunk anansie / sufjan stevens / supertramp / ted leo / tori amos / tracy chapman / the velvet underground & nico/ rachael yamagata / 8 eyed spy / lydia lunch

Movies:

tipping the velvet / curious george / little miss sunshine / better than chocolate / if these walls could talk 2 / bound / aimee and jaguar / mulholland drive / momento / alice in wonderland / the triplets of belleville / bambi / before night falls / maurice / young frankenstein / space balls / the shawshank redemption / roger rabbit / pink flamingos / female trouble / monsters, inc. / girl, interrupted / office space / under the cherry moon / boys don't cry / monster / ghost / what's eating gilbert grape / but i'm a cheerleader / saved! / a league of their own / high art / run lola run / batman returns / gattaca / 2001 a space odyssey / the breakfast club / starwars / in america / teenage mutant ninja turtles / supersize me / eternal sunshine of a spotless mind / notorious c.h.o / ellen degeneres here and now / frida

Television:

king of the hill / arrested development / abfab / the simpsons / family guy / south park / the golden girls / malcom in the middle / csi / law & order svu / maury / america's next top model

Books:

DSM-IV-TR / the testosterone files / tuesdays with morrie / siddartha / tipping the velvet / affinity / fingersmith / the picture of dorian gray / to kill a mockingbird / fahrenheit 451 / dress your family in corduroy and denim / me talk pretty one day / naked / the corrections / brave new world / stone butch blues / the illustrated man / the stranger / aimee and jaguar / the last time i wore a dress

Heroes:

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My Blog

oh yeah!

i had my first appointment with jessica at the center on halsted this past friday. it went really well, and she seems cool and helpful. in just three more months, i'll be able to get 'the le...
Posted by ben on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:10:00 PST

center on halsted, part deuce

i have my first real appointment with a therapist at the center on halsted friday, sept 7th with jessica. woo! my goals for the year, in addition to starting T are: sticking to a strict schedule ...
Posted by ben on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 07:22:00 PST

center on halsted

so i have my first intake appointment in ONE week at the center on halsted wooooooooooooo!
Posted by ben on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 02:34:00 PST

thanks sister :)

ShiouxB: i want to tell woman and cleo that i want to be a boy.ShiouxB: but i can'tKikitaBella: i think they already knowShiouxB: oh?ShiouxB: they do?ShiouxB: did t...
Posted by ben on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:38:00 PST

...FINALLY

i can pee standing up! ------------- i've been waiting for this day to come for a long time, and now that it's finally here and i'm holding the floppy cock in my hand watching a stream of piss come ou...
Posted by ben on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 11:41:00 PST

WOOO!!!

MY MANGO SHOULD BE HERE IN 2-3 DAYS!!!!!
Posted by ben on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 08:29:00 PST

chchchchanges

call me ben, benny, or benedetto. or shoobie. use 'he' 'him' or 'his' when referring to me. i'm not asking, i'm telling. i won't respond otherwise. thanks ...
Posted by ben on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 05:01:00 PST

thanks cameron

i was walking to my psych class with kasia yesterday, and i ran into cameron - a classmate of mine. she introduced herself to kasia, and then said, "i'm in his psych class!" i squeezed kasia's hand re...
Posted by ben on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:53:00 PST

...is [s]he in the sunny sunshine?

"i woke up this morning and remembered you were there. what a blast of fresh air. what fun to know we're all circling the same sun..." yesterday was the most beautiful day i've had in a long time. it'...
Posted by ben on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:12:00 PST

bathroom

i just went to the bathroom at the student center at depaul.by law, obviously, i have to use the women's bathroom. when i walked out, there was a cleaning lady just approaching who was staring at me. ...
Posted by ben on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 01:16:00 PST