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the anti-vvn

vaudevillain

About Me

i live my life like i wasn't invited

My Interests

robbing pharmacies, psychic meltdown, inferiority complexes, metamorphosis, interstellar cakewalks, dissonance, transcendence, macabre, cosmic neon twilight, holy holy at the gates of hell, solar lethargy, satellites, sad delights, the weary burden of being polite, autonomous conformity, uniformity, deformity, sheer malaise, de(con)struction, eudemonics, (in)voluntary human extinction, synaesthesis, cacophony, euphony, you phony, silence, comas, anti-isms, freedumb and dumbocrazy, apocalypse, annihilation, a nigh elation, the war on gravity, senectitudes, schadenfreude, phantasmagoria, tidsanda, sweden, tea, atari 2600, gitanes, opiates, barbiturates, methaqualone, benzodiazepines, pharmacology, pharmacogenics, pharmaceuticals, dischord, urban guerilla warfare, bloody revolution, ra ma la fa fa fa la ma llama ding dong, looting, plundering, pillaging, rape, holiness, the downfall of empires, radioactive superheroes, doomsday devices, hellfire and brimstone, wanderlust, sick holy melodies, funerals, stiletto knives, all that could have been, amnesia amnesia kill the clock!, aimless meandering, fin de cinema, fin de siècle, fin du monde, and nothing, nothing, nothing.

I'd like to meet:

my doppelganger. so i can kill her and assume her identity.

Music:

the kinks, the velvet underground, the left banke, the auteurs, luke haines, wire, 13th floor elevators, pearls before swine, the pretty things, the stories, the united states of america, the soundtrack of our lives, the standells, the gants, them, the move, the monks, the fugs, the chocolate watchband, count five, paul revere & the raiders, the shangri-las, the express, nick garrie, tuk tuk rally, roger karlsson, calexico, bob dylan, the beatles, pere ubu, john cale, the zombies, spiritualized, the ramones, faust, sonic youth, the undertones, the stranglers, la monte young, spacemen 3, bauhaus, love, godspeed you black emperor!, the new yorkers, mission of burma, captain beefheart & his magic band, brian eno, pulp, empire state, harmonia, gang of four, jack, tom waits, edson, the stooges, the fox, the music machine, the clash, the dream syndicate, the brave new world, erik satie, tin tin, manfred mann, georges brassens, serge gainsbourg, les fleurs de lys, art ensemble of chicago, cecil taylor, john cage, the shadows of knight, ornette coleman, pharoah sanders, acid mothers temple, soft machine, the legendary pink dots, ryuichi sakamoto, black box recorder, the boredoms, the red krayola, the remains, the sonics, the trashmen, small faces, radiohead, mogwai, alice donut, belle & sebastian, air, amon düül ii, neutral milk hotel, swans, jacques loussier, explosions in the sky, omega, jonathan richman & the modern lovers, siouxsie and the banshees, alexander "skip" spence, califone, the rolling stones, clem snide, the zephyrs, marvin gaye, otis redding, mayo thompson, venus outback, the residents, failure, leadbelly, dizzy gillespie, coleman hawkins, throbbing gristle, wolf eyes, television personalities, joão gilberto, antonio carlos jobim, stan getz, moby grape, psychic tv, edouard, cousteau, baader meinhof, philip glass, os mutantes, x, kaleidoscope uk, montage, henry cow, spring heel jack, sleepytime gorilla museum, les rallizes denudes, dna, diamanda galas, the kronos quartet, lightnin' hopkins, the handsome family, the music machine, radio birdman, john zorn, the go-betweens, charlie parker, jelly roll morton, dead kennedys, stereolab, rialto, fugazi, rachel stamp, dead boys, the homosexuals, catholic discipline, pip proud, sodastream, roy orbison, thåström, imperiet, ebba grön, sonny rollins, wilco, television, kraftwerk, silver apples, confessions of a star, lambchop, boards of canada, migala, richard hell and the voidoids, art bears, the au pairs, arab strap, the delgados, the divine comedy, mc5, minutemen, uncle tupelo, son volt, new york dolls, thelonious monk, the new pornographers, international harvester, françoise hardy, the last poets, the raincoats, my bloody valentine, the flaming lips, the scientists, whiskeytown, ryan adams, holly golightly, massive attack, coil, wumpscut, outkast, autechre, nick cave and the bad seeds, edgard varèse, the frogs, charles mingus, portishead, cornelis wreesjvik, kleenex girl wonder, the green pajamas, harry nilsson, secret service, melody club, miles davis, sun city girls, john coltrane, union carbide productions, nick drake, welle: erdball, asta kask, toy dolls, garbochock, kylie minogue, slowdive, lift to experience, suicide, das ich, x-ray spex, cortex, the dukes of stratosphear, minor threat, negativland, add n to (x), can, neu!, blonde redhead, the avengers, aavikko, elegant machinery, talking heads, roxy music, kiethevez, clan of xymox, snog, cabaret voltaire, camper van beethoven, the coup, the polyphonic spree, big star, sun ra, linus of hollywood, west coast pop art experimental band, ash ra tempel, terry riley, steve reich, christian death, klaus schulze, fairport convention, karlheinz stockhausen, iannis xenakis, killing joke, controlled bleeding, nitzer ebb, whitehouse, gong, flying burrito brothers, gram parsons, van dyke parks, ween, ar kane, kristofer åström and the hidden truck, einstürzende neubauten, primal scream, the ruins, howe gelb, leiahdorus, raashan roland kirk, the buzzcocks, and more..

Movies:

the seventh seal, week-end, the 400 blows, breathless, elevator to the gallows, le feu follet, the city of lost children, sunset boulevard, some like it hot, frankenhooker, touchez pas au grisbi, alphaville, le samouraï, this is spinal tap, doctor strangelove, un chien andalou, drugstore cowboy, modern times, der himmel über berlin, pull my daisy, cleo from 5 to 7, rashomon, man bites dog, harold and maude, ashes and diamonds, shoot the piano player, sleeper, orpheus, louis malle, ingmar bergman, jean-luc godard, françois truffaut, jean cocteau, jean-pierre melville, billy wilder, stanley kubrick, maya deren, kenneth anger, stan brakhage, jean renoir, luis buñuel, akira kurosawa, woody allen, rainer werner fassbinder, andrzej wajda, federico fellini, david lynch, jim jarmusch, john cassavetes, pier paolo pasolini, jacques becker, michel antonioni, satyajit ray, yasujiro ozu, alain resnais, wim wenders, charlie chaplin, buster keaton, fritz lang, herschell gordon lewis, dario argento, lucio fulci, werner herzog, man ray, claude chabrol, eric rohmer, brothers quay, peter greenaway, lars von trier, jeunet and caro

Television:

newsradio, the simpsons, south park, arrested development, aqua teen hunger force, daily show with jon stewart, sex and the city, sealab 2021, space ghost, now with bill moyers... i haven't watched tv in ages though.

Books:

the medium is the MASSage, the little prince, the best democracy money can buy, richard brautigan, william carlos williams, george orwell, ralph waldo emerson, henry miller, kurt vonnegut, jean-paul sartre, albert camus, nick hornby, henry david thoreau, douglas adams, e e cummings, aldous huxley, edward gorey, marshall mcluhan, jhonen vasquez, terrence mckenna, arthur rimbaud, charles baudelaire, jack kerouac, william s. burroughs, allen ginsberg, aleister crowley, anthony burgess, franz kafka, noam chomsky, edgar allen poe, howard zinn, greg palast, jean baudrillard, samuel beckett, philip k. dick, julio cortázar, charles bukowski, w. h. auden, aristotle, james joyce, herman hesse, marquis de sade, t.c. boyle, fernando pessoa, gore vidal, pablo neruda, robert fisk, t.s. eliot, fyodor dostoevsky, etc.

Heroes:

nikola tesla, lenny bruce, bill hicks

My Blog

new adventures in fiberglass: profit, the sequel

climb aboard neon planet of starlight avengersshy rhythm surrenders to satellite challengerswith whipped tongue catastrophe void the pretenderspantomine slow drift carbon crepe heresysought bargain-bi...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 12:30:00 PST

the good ol' high school years..

'Hanging Out' Continues To Grow In Popularity Among Teens http://www.theonion.com/content/node/40766 WORCESTER, MAParents and child advocates across the nation are voicing concerns about the dramatic...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 11:04:00 PST

beyond the sad delights of satellites.. part v

it's a fancy affair for satellites dressed in your ragged sad delights the winner takes two steps back from the blue blew seismic dust and saddle heights.. "it's always for horses," the wretched whore...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 06:20:00 PST

beyond the sad delights of satellites.. part iv

from ionisation to modernisation: a desolate planet under heavy sedation with cathode rays and nerve medication its a lemon twilight situation   this state of sin, this state i'm in a mess amidst...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:15:00 PST

no more vvn nation :(

2 months ago my main profile (myspace.com/malaise) along with the friends list, blog, pictures, info, etc. got erased. so i put up a half-assed replacement profile and uploaded new pics and restored s...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 05:19:00 PST

exit theme 7

well it's seven more seconds 'til the last fall from grace methamphetamine angels floating through space drunk on twilight delusions of another missed chance at nebulae daydreams of lustful romance &n...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:50:00 PST

a delicate dissolution (disillusion)

default the asphalt idols of your sleepa chance to keep dismantled sunsets restoredthe way we all adored from planets three two onethrough the heart of the sun and the fantasy's done[the villains have...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the idle ballet

beneath a hazy sea of stars, the satellites broadcast the neon twilight circus onto a faded canvas. the velvet colours swirl to form a radiant display [de]composing autumn sonatas to the de(con)struct...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

candy bars and burning cars: a countdown to the death of stars.

!!..}]]**!{{([[in meticulous shades of camouflage: : : ~~~~~colour me into the si(lent) mi[rage]]]((>....!..?$$$**with glowing costumes for your ...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

and it's all over now, baby blue.

it wasn't a case of rejected distaste when the melodies sung were discarded as waste well the fools are still bumbling in raucous parade as calamity sunset devours the charade. the lavender sonn...
Posted by the anti-vvn on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST