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The Recidivist!

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

There are only two things you should know about me...

1) I'm Adam 2) I own you.that is all.

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My Interests

life.
love.
music.
art.

i used to have something that described my brain here.
screw it. talk to me. you'll figure it out.

I'd like to meet:

everyone has something clever to put here.

but not I

Music:

A

    A Perfect Circle A Static Lullabye AFI Alkaline Trio Allister Andrew WK Aphex Twins Appleseed Cast Armor for Sleep Atreyu Avenged Sevenfold

B
    The Beautiful Mistake Blink 182 Brand New Bright Eyes Broken Social Scene

C
    Coheed & Cambria Coldplay Counterfiet Criteria The Crystal Method Cursive

D
    Daphne Loves Derby The Darkness Dashboard Confessional Dead Poetic Death Cab for Cutie Desaparecidos

E
    The Early November Elliot Smith Eminem

F
    The Features Finch From Autumn to Ashes Further Seems Forever

G
    The Get Up Kids Good Charlotte [yeah shut up]

H
    Hawthorne Heights The Hives Hot Rod Circuit

I
    Incubus io Iron Maiden

J
    Jay-Z The Jealous Sound Jets to Brazil Jewel Jimmy Eat World The Juliana Theory

K
    Killswtich Engage The Kinks

L
    Led Zeppelin Linkin Park [yes i like them] Lost Prophets

M
    The Mars Volta Matchbook Romance Mest Modest Mouse Moneen MSI Mors Principium Est Muse My Hotel Year

N
    Nirvana No Doubt Norah Jones Northstar

O
    Our Lady Peace Outkast

P
    Paul Oakenfold Pedro the Lion red Floyd The Polyphonic Spree Postal Service Pretty Girls Make Graves

Q
    Queen

R
    Radiohead Rage Against the Machine Red hot Chili Peppers Rites of Spring Rx Bandits

L
    Saves the Day Senses Fail The Shins Sleepsound The Smashing Pumpkinsr The Smiths Soilwork Something Corporate Sorry About Dresden The Sounds Statistics Story of the Year The Strokes Sublime Sufjan Stevens Sum41 System of a Down

T
    Taking Back Sunday Ted Leo and the Pharmacists Thrice Thursday Toadies

U/V/W/Y
    Underoath The Velvet Undergroud Weezer blue Stripes The Wrens Yellowcard

Movies:

    Blow Donnie Darko Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Fight Club Gone in 60 Seconds Kill Bill vol 1 & 2 Lord of the Rings 1,2, & 3 Lost in Translation Magnolia (with Tom Cruise, not the Steel ones) Matrix 1,2, & 3 Pulp Fiction Shrek Snatch Troy Vanilla Sky Amelie

Television:

i don't own a television. when i watch tv... IF i watch tv.. its something educational ex. History Channel, Discovery, or Cartoon Network.

Books:

    Beowulf The Master and Margarita by, Mikhail Bulgakov A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man by, James Joyce Lolita by, Vladamir Nabokov Romeo & Juliet, Hamlet, MacBeth by William Shakespear The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

Heroes:

my family, for sure.
i am constantly amazed by who they are and what they do.

My Blog

Insight is never as far as you'd like it to be..

It comes all at once, and many times I shrug off the desire to write, the desire to draw, or the desire to create. It comes as a quickly as the tide and is often gone just as fast. What it is, is cons...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:23:00 PST

"its all i can do to keep waiting for you"

A spark of blue fills the darkness.An empty canvas begins to grow and change in the alien light. New life. It begins to breath, you can hear the faint beating of a heart, and then....The sudden poundi...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 11:33:00 PST

Taken from Taker

visiting banksy's website, I read his manifesto. which was nothing but a quote. I cannot read this, and not share it with you. it speaks bounds. --An extract from the diary of Lieutenant Colonel Mer...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 08:58:00 PST

The Ebb and Flow

Even more so now does James Joyce's idea of Ebb and Flow strike me as such a strong truth.My life is constantly in those cycles of ebb and flow.Fall.Its strange how well the seasons seem to relate to ...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:47:00 PST

The Impression of Depression

I don't know why its always the same story with me. What further complexes me is why I can't just get over it then. Why don't I get used to it? The story starts back before I can even remember. The da...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 03:14:00 PST

Medicine comes in vials of glass; Injections of truth.

The cold, crisp air blew harsly against the back of his neck. Forcably finding its way down his back.Chill bumbs grew rapidly, like some sort of plague.He yawned.His eyes filled with water and blurred...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 05:19:00 PST

He fell in love; It passed, as all things do

Pardon e moi.Glow.Jade.The wind blew. No so hard as to destroy the smallest flow, yet hard enough that it felt refreshing upon his face. The fall comes, it always does. But it passes. Seasons fulfill ...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 06:04:00 PST

Sweet Tea, Diet Coke, Water..

"Life is hardAnd so am IYou'd better give me somethingSo I don't dieNovocaine for the soulBefore I sputter outBefore I sputter outLife is whiteAnd I am blackJesus and his lawyerAre coming backOh my da...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 11:56:00 PST

"As if legs were made to sit upon, and not to stand or walk upon"

This will be the third time I've tried to write this blog. All my previous words, and possibly my current words, seem insufficient. Its been so long since I've written. Not so much in refrence to blog...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:10:00 PST

You'll never know..

i've never felt so much alone. i don't think i could express to any of you just how alone i am. i know.. i shouldn't feel so alone.. i mean.. I have God right? I do.. but.. perhaps this is just an ex...
Posted by The Recidivist! on Sun, 07 May 2006 02:51:00 PST