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apnea

...it was a shallow water blackout...

About Me


Apnea & Motoko Ishii - Ultima (2008/CD)

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Member Since: 3/18/2007
Band Website: realworldremixed.com/remix.php?remix_id
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Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

her voice in his hand

one moment she's there. and the next. he's holding an ice cream. the one he bought for her before she ran off. he's laughing. maybe he's a little embarassed. not too far away she's hugging a tree. and...
Posted by apnea on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 03:32:00 PST

was it Nadia?

messages never received. not by the brain. he holds the flower. Nadia asks him what colour are the petals. in his fingers he turns the flower around. smiles at her. sensing her question implies someth...
Posted by apnea on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:09:00 PST

an intro to ang

rain bleeds summer dry. all mixed emotions he walks the streets trying to remember and at the same time attempting to forget. he's tangled up in a love story and memory is making a prisoner of him. so...
Posted by apnea on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:51:00 PST

the ritual is over

In the morning, depending on who woke first, they'd go down to the kitchen and make tea or coffee and return to the bedroom with a replete tray. Matt liked coffee. Siri liked tea. Both liked toast. Si...
Posted by apnea on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 06:15:00 PST

the fourth attempt

Laura how old are you?You know how old I am.Tell me again?For what reason?It makes me laugh.I'm twenty and a half.And a half?And you are?Twenty seven. Plain old twenty seven. No halves or quarters.So,...
Posted by apnea on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:26:00 PST

soap opera star

I'm coming up the stairs from the basement. She's in the hallway talking to Jordy. I know her voice. She lives across the street from me but I've never spoken to her. I've been sitting in the garden w...
Posted by apnea on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 12:52:00 PST

between the grey days

in the subdued light of a room he sat staring across into the blackened hole where a fireplace used to stand. the surroundings had become familiar to him though this was not his home.one night he phon...
Posted by apnea on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 10:13:00 PST

brief info exchange

voice says, that's a lucifer you're drinking.don't look up from staring down. fucking shoegazer. just letting the day run away.might well be, comes the reply.that's what i'm drinking. kicks, don't it....
Posted by apnea on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 04:12:00 PST

if it is, answer me

it seems to have fallen away. subsided. the explanations can only amount to conjecture. sip water. no more coffee. no more belief. that's the way it feels. reassurance is, i love you. but sometimes it...
Posted by apnea on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:12:00 PST

the storyteller

uncle came. a month at our house. things would be different. things would change. he liked to live by night and eat and drink until he was tired and sated. by day he would be with us. awake but not qu...
Posted by apnea on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:41:00 PST