I am interested in such wide spectrum of things, it is hard to even list them.
Music:
Music is one thing I hold higher than anything in my likes. I am a violinist, and a singer. I write songs, and compose them as well. Music is top priority in my world. It's like "I don't care if I eat today, as long as I can get my music equiptment, I am good. I will eat Ramen noodles!" :D
Medicine:
I love medicine. Not as in pills, but the medical profession. I am obsessed with all things medical. I go to the local hospitals and read the books in the medical library almost every day. I volunteer at the hospitals, because I love it there. I love to learn things about medicine. So when the medical libraries throw away the old books for the new, I take them home. I read them. Currently I am reading a book called Pulmonary Diseases Volume One. It is an almost 2, 000 page book. When I am done I will read volumes 2, and 3. I retain a lot of what I read. I love it. It is facinating.
Ciminology/Forensics/Criminal Profiling:
I have an interest in the criminal mind. No, I am NOT one of those "criminals are awesome and I worship them" types. I just find studying them, studying the cases, thier backgrounds, thier lives, thier minds facinating. I just wonder what it is that pushes a person to cross that line...the line into actually doing something. This might have soemthing to do with being friends with people in the criminal justice system, and the fact that my sister as well as some friends of mine are into the criminal profiling.
Culture/Societal Studies:
I love the goth culture. I actually to be honest love culture period. I love to learn all I can about different races, religions, countries, states, jobs, histories, clultures, sub-cultures, everything. I have no judgements towards anyone for things they do, provided it is not hurting someone who wishes not to be hurt. I study everything I can, and determine what is mine, and what is not mine. Those things I determine as not mine, I do not judge others for doing. For what is yours may not be mine, and what is mine may not be yours. We are all people, and like it or not, we all are here and have to deal with others. So we may as well stop being judgemental and nasty and learn to open up and learn before making a decision.
Religion and spirituality:
I love to study these things. Whilst I do not subscribe to one type of thinking on this subject per say, I do study and find that there are things I agree with, and things I dissagree with. I create my own spirituality based on what I feel is right for me. So pretty much I believe in God, not rules and regulations, though I do have standards and morals. I may be wrong, I may be right. Who cares? I think if believing in something no matter what it is, if it gets you through the day and goves you hope. It is a wonderful thing for you. Just please do not force your beliefs on me. I welcome all discussions on beliefs etc, but the minute you start to tell me I should believe, or that I am wrong for not, the discussion is over, as I will end up whiping those people with verses out of thier own bibles and show them they may not be as holier-than-thou as they like to claim.
Philosophy:
I love how it raises more questions, and prompts others to actually think. Philisophical writers also are a fave of mine....Ponderings, and questions that have no answers save for man's theories on them. I love it. Philisophical debates are the best!
The Paranormal:
I am now web researcher for the Ohio branch of PROOF Paranormal! :D
I have been interested in the paranormal since I was a small child due to living in a house that was haunted for many years. You may see a lot of my friends are paranormal investigators etc. And they are awesome. Some of them are PROOF Paranormal, and TAPS (The Atlantic Paranormal Society). They can be found at:
PROOF Paranormal
TAPS
Some other links where awesome people in this field can be found are as follows:
North Florida Paranormal Research, Inc.
Ghost Tracker Investigations
More to follow as the links come in...
If you wish to have your paranormal group added here, please message me...and for those I talk to on a regular basis, well you turds know where to find me so get me there k?
There are so many more things but if I list them all, I will never shut up. If you wish to know, ask.
Before anyone else, I want to be in my baby's arms. He is the most wonderful person I have met! I Love you Francis ! Also my sis Jess Jess. I LOVE YOU! Besides that, I would like to meet anybody. Unless you are one of the types of people listed in my dislikes. Guys, girls it does not matter. But to the guys. Don't be perving out on me, and hitting on me, because I will not tolerate that crap, and you WILL see a side of me you will not like. So no, You do not get titty pictures. No I am NOT gonna open up and snap a picture for you. I am not a porn star. You want that, go find one. You respect me, I respect you. That is the bottom line :)
Beyond that one, I would like to meet people who work in music, media, computers, photography, and art. I am into those things, and it would be cool to meet some like minded people. :)
I love music in general, so I am pretty eclectic in my tastes. However, It has to have some sort of substance to it. I put this list together, though it is not finished yet. I have the links for all bands I put in here, so if you wish to explore, click the links :)
Here are SOME of my faves...
THINGS THAT YOU MIGHT EXPECT ME TO LISTEN TO:
AFI
A Perfect Circle
All That Remains
Amen
Arch Enemy
Atreyu
Bauhaus
Behemoth
*E-Mail:Nergal*
*E-Mail:Manticore*
Beyond the Embrace
*E-Mail:Beyond the Embrace*
Black Dahlia Murder
Bleeding Through
Bowie, David
Cannibal Corpse
Children of Bodom
Chimaira
Coal Chamber
Cold
Cradle of Filth
Cryptopsy
Cure,The
Curl Up & Die
Deadsy
Depeche Mode
Destiny
*E-Mail:Destiny*
Dimmu Borgir
Disillusion
Distillers,The
Disturbed
Dope
Dry Kill Logic
*E-Mail:Cliff Rigano-vocals*
*E-Mail:Jason Bozzi-guitars*
*E-Mail:Phil Arcuri-Drums*
*E-Mail:Danny Horboychuk-Bass*
Dying Fetus
*E-Mail:Dying Fetus*
Ektomorf
Eighteen Visions
*E-Mail Eighteen Visions*
Electrelane
*E-Mail:Electrelane*
Evanescence
Evil Incarnate
*E-Mail:Mike Eisenhauer *
Faith No More
Flaw
Fleshcrawl
Garbage
Genitorturers
Gidget Gein and the Daligaggers (Former Bassist of Marilyn Manson)
*E-Mail:Gidget Gein and the Dalligaggers*
Glampire
Goat Whore
Godhead
*E-Mail:Godhead*
Godsmack
GWAR
*E-Mail:Flattus Maximus* ,
*E-Mail:Jizmak Da Gusha*
Haste the Day
*E-Mail:Haste the Day*
Hatebreed
Heaven Shall Burn
*E-Mail:Heaven Shall Burn*
Himsa
*E-Mail:Himsa*
Impaled Nazarene
*E-Mail:repe misanthrope-drums*
*E-Mail:onraj 9mm-guitar* ,
*E-Mail:slutifer-vocals*
*E-Mail:tuomio-guitar*
*E-Mail:arc v 666-bass*
Impotent Sea Snakes
In Flames
Jack Off Jill
*E-Mail Jack Off Jill*
Jane’s Addiction
Kiss
Kittie
KMFDM
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Linkin Park
Live
Malevolent Creation
*E-Mail Phil Fasciana-guitars*
Marduk
Marilyn Manson
Mayhem
Metallica
Mindfield
Ministry
*E-Mail: Ministry*
If you have pictures of Ministry taken on the road send them to the band here
Misery Signals
*E-Mail:Misery Signals
Misfits
Moonspell
Most Precious Blood
*E-Mail:Matt Miller-Bass*
*E-Mail: Rachel-Guitars*
*E-Mail: Rob-Vocals*
*E-Mail: Justin-Guitars*
Morbid Angel
Mr. Airplane Man
*E-Mail: Mr. Airplane Man
Mudvayne
THINGS YOU PROBABLY WOULDN'T EXPECT ME TO LISTEN TO BUT I STILL DO AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE IT YOU CAN KINDLY BITE ME =):
Butthole Surfers
Creedence Clearwater Revival
Doors,The
Eminem (You can all lagh at me now...I just like that he pisses people off!)
Enigma
Enya
Jem
Jewel
Joplin, Janis
Love and Rockets
Meat Puppets, The
*E-Mail:The Meat Puppets
BANDS MANY OF YOU HAVE NOT HEARD OF BUT SHOULD CHECK OUT, OR YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE MISSING!:
Haydn, Lili
*E-Mail:Lili Haydn*
Mortes-Vivendi
McKay, Nellie
Noble, Keri
More to come...
If you want your band added here message me and I will check you out. Also let me know if you wish to be added to the music database I am working on for the music site :)
Anything that is dark, and frightening, without going overboard with the special effects. I like a lot of B movies and older horror films. I find that if a movie needs a lot of special effects to scare you the concept of that movie must be weak...for real life scares the shit out of me, and you do not see any special effects here do you?
You know, I really don't watch a whole lot of TV. In fact I have watched about 20 hours of TV in the last 3 months. But when I do watch it, I like things like Ghosthunters, the Discovery Health Channel, Court TV, The History Channel, and I also watch mainly music documentires if I am not watching the other three channels. =)
I am a fan of any book. I thirst for knowledge. I long for it. I am on a never ending quest to learn all I can..Books are a good friend...and a great escape when I wish to not exist in my world anymore...
I have many people I consider heros, or inspirations in my life.
Jess Jess aka fweak. This girl has been through hell and back, and yet she still has a heart of gold. She is an extremely loving and loyal person whom I would die to protect. She has helped get me through some of the darkest moments in my life, and helped me re-emerge as a beautiful person...Remembe those butterflies Jess...Because you and them are one in the same
My wonderful boyfriend, Francis . This man is incredible. So patient, loving, kind, smart, funny. He has always been there for me. He never pushed me nor hurried me in anything. Totally accepting of me for me, he has helped me to become accepting of myself. Through his love, I have found out what love is, both for another, and for my self. Thank you baby! I love you so much!
My late best friend, Felicia, is a huge inspiration to my life. She broke me out of the shell I was in, and taught me I didn't have to pretend. She befriended me when I had nobody to talk to. When I was completely alone.I could be who I wanted to be and she taught me to never give up on myself. She rekindled the passion for music, as her and I planned on doing music together. She showed me strength and courage, and picked me up when I couldn't do it on my own. She was my best friend. Sadly, she committed suicide November 12th, 2003. I wish she'd have been able to access the tools she had taught me. I know she'd have wanted me to go on in my music. And I am going to. Not only for it being my dream, but because it was OUR dream, and I know she will be there in spirit every step of the way.
Another is my late friend (actually more of a friend of my mom's but I loved him much as well...he was kinda like a dad to me), David. He told me stories when I was a child of Shalana the Unicorn who went searching through the magic forest searching for stories totell boys and girls in the future. That is how he always ended them stories. He was a gifted poet, and writer. He in fact, wrote me a book about Shalana the Unicorn and Silicia the Sprite. He wrote it for my birthday. In the front he said to not give up on my writing. That I would do something someday. Of course I didn't know my talent for writing until over 10 years after his suicide. One day, I wrote, adn wrote, and discovered my talents. That is why he is my hero. He helped me unlock the talent, even if it took a while. If he'd have not told me over and over again I was going to be a writer, I'd probably have never tried to write. He also inspired music in me. He played the flute for us when we were young. ANd that inspired me to start playing the violin and singing, other talents I possess.
My sister is another hero of mine. She has been through as much as I have growing up. She had her children at a young age. But she has never given up. That girl is younger than me, but she is a great inspiration to me. She has three beautiful children, a good job, and she is still chasing those rainbows. So many are tempted to give up when the going gets rough. But my sister, like me, can't seem to give up. We always find a way to get by, and end up stronger in the process. I love you sis, and the little ones. You all have my heart forever!