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Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen)

And if you close the door, the night could last forever.

About Me

I like people. I like making fun of my friends. I like singing everywhere. I like feeling love. I like having fun. We're not really that different, are we? ************************************************************ ***************************************snip*I want to be set free. Dancing, spinning, turning, loving, living, learning. Fuck everything else (not everyone else). I have wings you've never seen, but you've got scissors at the ready. Light dances. Night dances. I dance alone. and that's the way it is. and that's the way I like it. Energy colliding with energy, not body colliding with body, Boiling in my veins like fever, that I can cure myself. I can fly away. (metaphorically of course) I'm not flying or searching for you (anymore at least). I'm not touching you You're not touching me I'm not touching you you're not touching me but every place is haunted by your lurking, creeping energy. Set me free, like the old saying goes. the world has enough wing clippers, don't join their ranks. spin and dance and turn and love and live and learn, but not from me but not for me from you for you This is not to say that you don't understand. this is to say that I understand. I'm trying to listen listen listen I've ceased trying to formulate at the first comma. Whatever happens, happens, with or without reason or just cause. It's not right or wrong. It's flying high above that. All of this dead skin, is just surface stuff, waiting to be worn off. new skin soft and peachy, unscathed, naive, waiting to be exposed to the sun. waiting for air and life waiting for no one I am strong you are strong we are strong apart I finally have enough room to flex my arms (and breathe) I'm happy for every breath I take I'm thankful for every single solitary moment. this is not to teach you a lesson. (don't be so foolish) this is not an exercise in futility (I'm not so foolish) this is what happens. friends don't let friends cage themselves. and all the tempting things, sleeping with the light off, feeling your breath on my back, your arms around my waist, your toes touching mine, can't make me turn back. I'm the canary in this coal mine, and if the gases swallow me up so be it. there's a job to be done and you were over-qualified

My Interests

Ask about my interests if you really want to know. :)

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I'd like to meet:

Anarchists. Probably David Bowie. People who are spitting something new. People who are spitting anything. People who do. Definitely David Bowie.

Music:

Ani Difranco, Alice in Chains, Bauhaus, The Doors, The Faint, Tori Amos, Blondie, The Cranberries, R.E.M., Ben Folds Five, Veruca Salt, The Cure, Janis Joplin, Duke Ellington, Ella Fitzgerald, Voltaire, The Beatles, Sex Pistols, Jeff Buckley, London After Midnight, Dar Williams, Nine Inch (fucking) Nails, Stevie Ray Vaughn, David Bowie, The Smiths, Liz Phair, Billy Joel, Depeche Mode, Rasputina, Joni Mitchell, The Mars Volta, Converge, Zero 7, Bob Marley, Elvis Costello, Blind Melon

Movies:

Dario Argento films, Lucio Fulci Films, Return of the Living Dead, Romero(!!!) films, The Labyrinth, X-Men, Amelie, Edward Scissorhands, The Lost Boys, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Roman Holiday, Funny Face, Charade, Any Zombie movie you can think of as well as Kevin Smith films (I kind of have to like these, I am from Jersey aren't I?), all the nostalgic 80's and 90's movies, plus lots of other snotty indie films.

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force and the Daily Show

Books:

Stephen King's Dark Tower series, The Stranger, 1984, Les Miserables, Girl Interrupted, Girl Walking Backwards, The Amazing Spiderman, Neil Gaiman short stories, Kafka short stories, The Silence of the Lambs, Interview with the vampire, The-Perks-of-Being-a-Wallflower, Utopia, Insomnia, Black House, Hearts in Atlantis

Heroes:

batman

My Blog

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I said goodbye to Erik tonight.It hurt.a lot.
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:31:00 PST

Satisfaction Guranteed! And how!

I was sad yesterday.I'm irritable today.Maybe tomorrow I'll be cynical, or maybe that's today too.I don't really know what's gotten into me. My head is swarming with all of the possibilities of a poss...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 08:29:00 PST

Pardon me, but wasn't that your heart?

I'm typing in the basment at work. I opened today, which means I had to be here at 5:30. It's not so bad, I suppose. I feel like I work always always always. I work so much so that I can be eligible f...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:22:00 PST

plea

The world does not belong to uswe belong to itThe world does not belong to uswe belong to itDon't the deer have all the food they needwithout ever planting a single tiny little seed?And couldn't the w...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:16:00 PST

gasp

SometimesI remember to breathebut not alwaysI wake up gasping in the nightlike someone was thereholding my breathfor meand sometimesI remember to breatheto lookto listento be at peaceI have fallenin l...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:04:00 PST

"I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink..."

"...I'm so tired, my mind is on the blink..."I wonder when this endless cycle of work sleep work sleep will ever end?I feel lonely and irritable today.I cancelled on going to the show tonight. I feel ...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:48:00 PST

gone

Well, there it is.Completion.Who would have ever thought?No one I suppose, except for us.And isn't that the way?It's all the same price.love love love love...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 10:00:00 PST

Live from the phoenix basement....

I don't know what's going on with me today.I feel tired and useless.I can't wait for tomorrow to get here.This blog is pointless. I thought that maybe it would make me feel a bit better, but so far, n...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 03:58:00 PST

Cyclopsen have no depth perception.

I am genuinely happy right now.It's not because of you.It's because of everything.I feel alive.I want more.Is it okay to be greedy for life?I think I'll have some coffee. I think I'll read some Neil G...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 11:55:00 PST

fixing a hole

It was never about youIt's always been selfish little meclimbing around in the backgroundaching for that something morethrowing rocks at my needy girl facadeI tripover my own shoelacesand brush myself...
Posted by Felicia Flagg (gibt schmetterling küssen) on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:04:00 PST