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kissy

suffering has made me high...

About Me


*I am a hopeless romantic and there's no cure. Well that isn't completely accurate ;)
*I am from Kiev Ukraine and damn proud...
* I believe that everything I have felt in my life has made me who I am now.
* I am learning to not regret anything, even those moments where I felt the loneliest and most hurt.
* I believe people hurt others to feel better about themselves and sometimes it's not even a conscious deed. I think people would not hurt someone else unless they themselves were in pain. Or they could just be insane in which case there are always exceptions:)
*I believe that the energy we put out we get back in return. It really is a basic idea but so many cannot even begin to grasp it.
* I believe that sometimes doing the right thing is the harder way out but I say "Hurt now or hurt later."
* I have faults like everyone else.
*I am aware of my emotions but sometimes have trouble controlling them(damn this being human thing.)
* I have the best friends any person could EVER have and wish for.
* I look younger than my age, and act it too :P
* I love industrial music and watching movies of any kind really.
*I feed off other people's energy too much for my own good.
*I have no one that I consider my enemy. I just realize I am not meant to befriend everyone I come across OR stay friends with those who don't deserve my friendship.
*I like the colors pink and gray
*I like people who do not fear life/love. *I am very loyal(Maybe a trait that has not be that great for me to have in the past, but I embrace it and move the hell on.)
*I have very good inuition that I seldom listened to because it freaked me out :P Now I know better =)
*I don't like closed minded people or people who think having more money makes you somehow a better person. Newsflash:You could have all the money in the world and if you are rotten inside you will still be miserable.
*Don't make someone a priority when they only make you an option
*I believe all emotional trauma can be overcome and it should not be a cop out/excuse for everything...I am working on my stuff slowly but surely.
*I am completely infatuated with anything Vampire. I can't explain it very well but I am drawn to the power,seduction, and control...yummy.
*Things can look attractive on the outside and be tainted or wrong for you. This is where intuition is really your best friend.
*Work gets in the way of my fun :P

My Interests

late night talks.loud music.silver.skulls.hot tea.my tattoo.saying perverted things.people with pink and green hair. and most of all experiencing all things...

Movies:

the secretary,office space,interview with the vampire, memento,the machinist,requiem for a dream, pink floyd's the wall,fight club,shopgirl,another gay movie,american history x,the princess bride,the notebook, Venus in Furs, Lost Boys, Squealer ;) Technically not a movie but a fine porno! muahaha

My Blog

head axe

My head hurts...it's clearly a sign I need to stop thinking so much about serious stuff... 
Posted by kissy on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:00:00 PST

:(

p.s.  I NEED TO MOVE THE HELL AWAY FROM THIS PLACE...
Posted by kissy on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 10:17:00 PST

roads

    I was just thinking that I want to start taking full responsibility for my life and where I am at the moment.  I want to put aside any blame or excuses because in the end I am only...
Posted by kissy on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:47:00 PST

crosses

Jose Gonzales...*sigh*   Don't you know that I'll be around to guide youThrough your weakest moments to leave them behind youReturning nightmares only shadowsWe'll cast some light and you'll be a...
Posted by kissy on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:01:00 PST

the devil with fur...


Posted by kissy on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 09:06:00 PST

back in 1992 when i was oh so cool

I guess I always did love dancing:) even as a ten year old dork     djabieva: it was fromo 1992 babycinn25: oh no babycinn25: what was it djabieva: a party at Mourads house a video djab...
Posted by kissy on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:46:00 PST

when possessions...

possess you it's not a good idea...So in the last couple of days I have been doing some major clutter spring cleaning just a bit ahead of the schedule.  I am on a roll and I love it.   ...
Posted by kissy on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 07:17:00 PST

lucky me

I just want to say how wonderful it is having a boyfriend who is so open with me, hides nothing from me, and looks good without his shirt on :P  I had forgotten what it was like to be involved wi...
Posted by kissy on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 07:49:00 PST

gimme gimme

I really want one of these little guys...
Posted by kissy on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 09:53:00 PST

Terrific

I had a great week overall...the only thing I have to complain about is my mother...she is on one of her I hate the world kicks or something.  I got a new job and I am very excited about it. ...
Posted by kissy on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 08:34:00 PST