"Knowledge and Expierence do not always speak the same language"
My name is Rebecca,I'm 15. I'll write who I am as soon as I find myself.This is bound to change in time, But in the meanwhile..
I'm a vegetarian, I enjoy being so.I truely believe I was born in the wrong time, my soul does not agree with the 15 year old body I am in.I strongly believe in karma.I love nature,I'm in love with the night sky.I forgive quite easily which is a weakness of mine. Vampires are the most beloved things in my entire life, this factor will never change. I'm picking up the violin over the summer and I'm planning on the guitar as well.I have no self-esteem, I pick myself apart like you wouldnt believe.I think about things way too much, probably too much for my own good. I'm afraid of telling people how I feel, I hardly ask for help,I'm extremely independant.It takes me while to open up to people, I hate the feeling of being vulnerable.I'm very affectionate for the ones I care for, but even when it comes to the best of friends I'm still wary of showing it. I'm horribly loyal, another weakness. I always come second.
I have a natural tendancy to talk to many people, but I keep my trusted friends close.I'm not quick to judge people based on clothing preference or anything of that nature, but I am quick to pick up on character.I love people with alot on their mind, and I love people who are laid-back and passionate about what they love,do,or want to do. I cant stand complainers that do nothing but wallow, and do nothing to change themselves for the better. I dislike the majority of people and I dislike the ones who have a lack of niceness of intelligence about them even more.I hate being proven wrong if I have a high opinion on someone.
I love anatomy, I love the feel of bones from underneath skin, I love tracing my fingers over distinguishable veins. The ribcage is one of my favorites.I'm afraid to die, but I'm not afraid of death itsself, I'm more afraid of being forgotten and becomming nothing.I love to learn about everthing, espically anything with art,history,literature,religion,etc.I do not have a logical mind, I hate numbers and math.I like painting things, but I'm far from talented.I love bellydancing, I love new things, I like change for the most part. I love to travel, I've been to France, and hope to explore all of Europe and other places before I die. I'm in the process of learning French, I hope to become fluent, and I hope to also learn German.
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