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Ashtray

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About Me


hard-core, adj. dedicated, faithful, severe, intense.
I dont care about the shit I used to care about.
Get a fucking job and get off the street, stop doing drugs and get the fuck off myspace. Im talking to you.
I HATE liars
Im really "manly" and immature most of the time and WILL burp and fart and talk about genitals and poop. and Im also not be phased by alot
Joshua(kapoo) makes me girly though, word. dont tell anyone.
I want to die in a blaze of glory fight for something I strongly belive in. For example, personal rights, and expression.
Im generally a nice person and will be your best of friend but if you give me a reason I can ruin you. So dont give me a reason
I actually care way to much about everyone and everything. I will make you food even if you dont ask me too.
I care to much about everything, but dont care enough about anything
I walk everywhere.
I dont own a car, nor do I think I ever will.
I dont care enough about politics I wouldnt even know what I would call my political veiws
Im happy and obnoxious
I want to be a peircer
I also want to do burlesque modeling
Im a horror junkie
I find things about love and death romantic
I can be overly emotional
Im extremely open, and no not my legs
My humor will probably offend you.
I dress like a slut but im not
Ive done alot of drugs and dont care much to be around them anymore. But I wont chastise you for using. just dont make me
I pretty much drink, go to shows, and sew
There is no revolution only armageddon
Life's short and hard like a body building elf so save the planet and kill yourself. If you're feeling down and out with what your life is all about Lift your head up high and blow your brains out

My Interests

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My Blog

Banana Pepper

He would think I was lame for doing this, and probably make fun of me. But them tell me I was cute. I have yet to write about him in the 6 months we've been together because I dont feel as though I NE...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 11:20:00 GMT

I cant think of a title

I got drunk and cried about you last nightI watched Super Bad and it reminded me of us. *boop*I wish I called you, but I never do. I didnt even call you when you were here. I dont know why I dont make...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 13:00:00 GMT

Help me find a job

can any of my local friends help me find a job, either directing me towards places that are hiring or maybe refer me to yours. Im very open to doing anything. and I do good at what i put my mind to. p...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 04:56:00 GMT

All the good shows are in NH

fuck man. why are my friends so lazy. wait. why the fuck am I lazy. I need a car. but first I need a license. gay.
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:18:00 GMT

In this together

Im so excited about my best friend being here in a couple days. I cant wait to see you Kaleigh I love you so much and its been so long. I miss you so much and were going to have so much funny fun. but...
Posted by on Tue, 13 May 2008 16:01:00 GMT

Which Greek God Are You?

Artemis You're most like Artemis. Artemis was the Goddess of Wild things. She was the huntsman of the Gods and the protector of the young. Your father was Zeus and your twin brother was Apo...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 23:09:00 GMT

Drugs made me skinny

i miss being smaller... I looked at pictures of me from when i was on mad drugs and I looked better..i wasnt crack skinny i looked normal. except my face i looked worn outdo drugs. they make you skinn...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 14:31:00 GMT

"I dont like the way he looked at you"

... or in this case the way he treats you...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 19:18:00 GMT

I dunno random apples 2 apples horror dream

*i know im missing alot of details but oh well we have this board game called apples to apples.  ok so in the game I was with a bunch of people and when you play the game a certain way people com...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:44:00 GMT

Rambling

I woke up in the twilight zone today, only a few people know what I meen when I say that. I havnt posted a blog in a while. Ive been drinking nothing but water. and pretty much only eat dinner. thats ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 17:00:00 GMT