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**DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID)

*live for the infliction of pain onto others*

About Me

well there is a lot to me, i love music, i love my friends and family, i sure as hell love going to clubs, i'm extremly out going, and very understanding. if you want to know anymore about me, just messege me and let me know whats up.i've done a lot in my life, and i haven't done enough.there are things that i have yet to, such as start a decent band going, i love doing peoples make up, and i plan on being an alternative make-up artist, i will do your make-up, but i will charge. not a lot, just enough to help me out in that field. don't be afraid to ask me anything, i don't get affended easily and i won't snap your neck or kill you.
My one and only true love!!! the most beautiful person in the whole entire world!

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My Interests

music*making,writing,listening*... make-up*doing,getting it done*... friends*chillin,cruzin,just being with*... writing*the release,poetry,short stories*...

I'd like to meet:



this is the make-up i've done thus far... it was for a bellydance performance... i hope you enjoy

Music:

everything!!!! metal- all kinds, death,hardcore, old skool, nu, speed thrash. goth- industrial, death rock, ebm, power noize, abient, cabaret. techno- industrial, hardcore, happy hardcore. electro- indie, dance. country- old preferably old skool hip-hopbasically every damn thing!

Movies:

horror, gore,comedy, drama, psycological thrillers, historical, documentaries, mock/shockumentaries, silent, grotesque, morbid, and macabre.

Television:

if it has to do with music, movies of my interests, or good drama.

Books:

anything really.

Heroes:

can't really say, but my grandfather, my mom, and my aunt.

My Blog

Happiness from Sorrow

  Is it just a tragedy, just another sad story?We can't escape the prison in our own minds.We take for granet what we have and to what we hold dear in our hearts.It takes a travesty to bring so m...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Sat, 24 May 2008 10:25:00 PST

does it really matter ( a dose of my own reality)

the ciggarette burns oh so slowly,i take it to my lips and breathe in deep,i feel the poison tear through me,so soft and oh so tender.my eyes burn from tears welling up,my throat screams in silent per...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:10:00 PST

requium of a life lost (lyrics)

we stand alone, looking through the unknown,we stare out over the sea,but never could have known,what could happened next,bleeding hearts and broken bones.this life is all over nowleft us in requiumfo...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Thu, 15 May 2008 08:58:00 PST

once a friend (lyrics)

searching though a defective memorysuch the story between you and mewe're both over all of this shityet we can't seem to get enoughstill trying to fight it outwe scream and shoutfuck youget outi never...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Thu, 15 May 2008 08:49:00 PST

forgetting

we sit, just searching through ourselves,we doubt, every step of the way,we lose sight, losing track of the importance that we hold,we lie to ourselves, forgetting that people carewe fight, even thoug...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:52:00 PST

lyric *unfinished*

face down against the worldi'm disapointed in myself yet once again,why can't i be everything to youinstead i've let you down once again,there is a pain that burnsdeep inside trying to take over,i can...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:00:00 PST

i miss you

i miss you all the time,even when we are apart for a short time,i hear your voice everywhere,and i see your face everyday we've been aparti'm longing for your touch,to have you in my arms would mean s...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:09:00 PST

fading away (lyrics)

the fire burns deep inside,just like a time bomb,i don't know how to deal sometimes,waking up in a cold sweat. all the dreams seem to be nightmares,running from my own demons,haunting me,i'm broken i ...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 10:54:00 PST

in memory of the ones we’ve lost.

we sit by, just looking outward,so unaware of what is going on in our life,we watch the ones we love pass on,we won't forget the good memories they have given.they will forever live on in our hearts.i...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:48:00 PST

indescribable

they come and go,the seasons ever changing,life just seems so redundant at times,same thing over and over with out fail,though change is evident every day.hopes become the dream that is too far away,g...
Posted by **DeAdRy_KiLlS**(the ZOMBIDROID) on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 04:40:00 PST