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Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more...

Razor-blades and velvet.......

About Me

im 5'1 and 3/4ths and wear 8 inch heeled boots. my hair is long black ringlets/dreads, and i have blue eyes which turn yellow when im mad. im not altogether too into peircings in my own body...yet have 20 peircings in all, including a full-back corset and 6 tattoos each completely drawn and designed by me. i walk around in ripped up thigh-highs, corsets, garters, gloves, little dresses and pointy collars....and i adore blowing bubbles, dancing around in the rain just for the joy of it and playing on swing-sets. i dance to zeromancer, D'espairs Ray, android lust, skinny puppy, the works....but can just as easily put on tori amos, emilie autumn or even opera and start singing. im a go-go dancer/stripper, shaking my ass and climbing poles...but i'll randomly decide to do the chicken-dance, macarena or bunny hop onstage just kus i feel like it. I used to perform in Rocky Horror, sing in a band, and now work as a dancer...but have stage-fright to the max . i adore clubbing, will dance all night and make it look like im a little social butterfly....but am actually shy to the point of sometimes hiding in corners. i walk around like i dont give a fuck...but have zero self-esteem. my job requires my clothing to fit in a ziploc- sandwhich bag...and i utterly loathe my body. i love chocolate and hate anything with chocolate in it. i cant have onions on my burgers (ewww!!!) but always order onion rings. im allergic to cats but once dreamed of getting two black and white kittens names nightmare and dreams ( the black on named dreams, and the white one (dyed pink) nightmare). i can do tae kwon do in 7 inch stillettos and pasties but fall over in sneakers. i am a jersey girl through and through (swore never to leave) and am now in texas. i can be the most naive innocent girl you've ever meet...and the next day i can be a vindictive, evil bitch. i wear mi hair in curled pigtails and carry about 7 knives on me. i hate anyone who hurts an animal...and am all for killing humans. i beat the shit out of people with a cat'o'nine tails, bite hard enough to bleed, claw the fuck out of people, own a "pet" ...and am actualli a sub (though few people find that out). i plan out every day elaboratly and yet still randomly and sporadicly wind up every where i havnt planned to be, dancing on cars, singing and blowing bubbles on the beach at night. i love lollipops and binkies. i love the smell of blood, sweat, leather, and cloves. i think flowers are prettiest when dead. i love my friends enought to kill for them, to die myself for them....and will forgive them for whatever they may do. the only part of my body i like is my scars and my tattoos. i have a 22 inch waist and 42(tho it might be 40 now...not quite sure) inch hips. i love sushi and i kant use chopsticks. i adore reading, am supposedly incredibly intelligent, and i hate grammar and purposly spell things my own way and failed out of college. im a study in contradictions, have more mood swings than is probably good for me, have no idea where im going or how im getting there, who i am or what i want....but as this moment im okay with that, even though it can change at any time. if after reading this u want to talk to me feel free...ill let you know if im interested enough to talk to you or not. if you like me you like me, if you dont then dont bother me. either way...i make that simple at least...though nothing else ever is... and if you truly feel the need to know more about me after all that...then just ask."Reality is in perception. Perceptions change. Therefore, realitiy is inconsistant"..

My Interests

tattoos, peircings, crayons,bdsm ,zombies, karate, music, art, the metaphysical, any form of jap-anime( hentai, fashion, visual kei etc)cup-cakes, penguins, mythology, clubbing, photography, vampirism , the smell of blood, sweat,leather and cloves,chain-saws,j-rock, boots, corsets, bondage art, stilletos, daggers, renn-faires, vodka, dead flowers,herbs,books,biting, licking, more blood,pretti girls, pretti bois who look like girls, dancing, cheese-graters probably more, just can't think of them now...

I'd like to meet:

i dont need to meet anyone. my wife may be gone, but shes still all ill ever need."Two of Hearts"

Music:

Android Lust, Audra, Kidney Thieves,Fischerspooner, Cruxshadows,Phantasmagoria, Jack-off-Jill, Zilch, Ayria, Celldweller,Yasushi Ishil, And One, Grimm Faeries, MSI, Skunk Anunsi, NIN, Syndrome,Infected Mushroom,D'espairs Ray,Flesh Field, Type O Negative,Velvet Acid Christ,Bile, Rasputina, Zombie Girl, Unter Null, KMFDM, Rammstein, Orgy, Alice in Videoland, The Cure, Garbage, She Wants Revenge, Goteki, Lords of Acid,Miss Kitten,Front Line Assembly,My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Tori Amos, Assemblage 23,Lady Tron,Eisbrecher, Dir En Grey,Lacuna Coil, Bauhaus,Blood, Angelspit, Finntroll, Manson, Feindflug,Funker Vogt, Attrition,CombiChrist,London After Midnight,Razed In Black,VNV Nation, Deadstar Assembly,Stabbing Westward, Seabound, Gravity Kills, Deadsy,Children of Bodom, Nightwish,Emilie Autumn,Snake River Conspiracy,Dopestars Inc.,Grendel,Seraphim Shock, Zeromancer,Inkubus Sukkubus,Cradle of Filth and much much more i just dont feel like typing....

Movies:

Lost Boys,Hard Candy,Death Trance, HogFather,Hocus Pocus,Angel Sanctuary,Wristcutters a love story, The Hamiltons, Elfen Lied Series Shaun of the Dead,Pani Poni Dash, Practical Magic,Ghost Talker's Daydream,Run Lola Run, Alice in Wonderland,Brick, Audition, Bladerunner,Being John Malkovich,Elvira,Blood and Chocolate, The Labrynthe,Ichi the Killer,PartyMonster,DarkStalkers Series, Nochoi Dozor,Suicide Club,Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Nightmare before Christmas, Natural Born Killers, Edward Scissorhands, The Proffesional, The Last Unicorn, Four Rooms, The Crow,Hellsing, Trainspotting, The Craft,Hedwig And The Angry Inch,Bible Black ,Secretary,Vampire Hunter D Series,Sleepy Hollow, Battle Royale,But Im A Cheerleader, A Clockwork Orange.....

Television:

dont really watch it much..

Books:

Lost Souls, Drawing Blood, Practical Magic,Dawn Song, The Unwanted, A Caress of Twilight......many, many more, i read alot...

Heroes:

my wife. the most beautifu, wonderful, amazing person in this world and the next. she may be gone but she'll always be with me.

My Blog

a night...

such a bad, sad night... so many little, simple frights, so many fragile, flickering lights, so easily extinguingished. such an easy, breezy, day... wish i could make it go away praying that you'll st...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 02:13:00 PST

so..

im trying to take each day at a time, and move on the best way i know how. srah always thought i should model, for some unknown reason that girl beleived i was beautiful and constantli nagged me about...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 12:51:00 PST

posting..

absolutli hideous, drunken, meaning pictures keeps me busy. busy is good. then i dont think. thinking is bad. so more ugly sti..upid retarded piccies. yesyes.   and mind numbing pills......
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 03:58:00 PST

i just cant find it....except in you

Can't Cry These Tears lyricsI just don't care anymore I've reached the end of the rope I just don't care anymore Won't cry these tears anymore Can't find it in the bible Can't find it on t.v. Can't fi...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:41:00 PST

never...

deserved her. she was always the beautiful one. the cute one. the funny, social, charismatic, smart, talented, amazing one. i never knew what she was doing with me. i never deserved that wonderful, am...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:05:00 PST

never...

deserved her. she was always the beautiful one. the cute one. the funny, social, charismatic, smart, talented, amazing one. i never knew what she was doing with me. i never deserved that wonderful, am...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:06:00 PST

sarah...

my wife, my love, my best friend, my other half...the twin of my being. the other part of my soul. where are you? i cant be without you..i dont know how. u completed me, together we were everything. u...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:06:00 PST

if u dont know...

then u dont understand the utter emptiness. half of mi soul is gone. and i cant explain. probabli never fully will. but kitti is no longer whole.
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:34:00 PST

its amazing...

how beautiful and calming it can be to be reminded of your own flawed mortality...  It's not the time It's not the place I'm just another pretty face So don't come any closer You're not the f...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:57:00 PST

sometimes...

...sometimes i want to be pretty. i know, so superficial..but sometimes i do. im constantli surrounded by skinny, tiny, beautiful and amazing girls..and for one id like to be one. im always the bigger...
Posted by Hex Hypoxia will love her wife forever and more... on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 12:54:00 PST