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I love you, I hate you.

I am here for Friends

About Me

i like being right, but i'll admit when i'm wrong. i hate flakey, unreliable people. i only say hate when i really hate something. i'm hyper-sensitive. i pretend like i don't care more than i really don't care. i say "i'm over it" when i'm secretly obsessing about it. i obsess a lot. i am someone you may think has it all. i'm never alone, but often lonely. i'd rather pretend to be happy then explain why i'm sad. i am someone who is not gorgeous, but secretly wishes i was. i am someone who thinks a lot. i like staring at the ceiling. i am someone who often doesn't think before i speak. i tell people to think before they speak. i watch cartoons and eat cereal for dinner. i'm someone who can't trust anyone. i tell secrets i've been told. i'm someone who crawls to one person when i need help. i'm someone who makes poor decisions. i am someone who is never satisfied. I am someone who's not particularly good at anything. i paint my toenails black. i'm someone who wants an unforgettable moment to remember. i'm someone who never wants to cry, but always does. i'm not like anyone else, but no better than you. i'm confusing because i don't want to be figured out. i'm a hypocrite. i make wishes on everything. i hate regretting things. i think i'm crazy. really. i'm someone who loves watching movies. i miss more than i ever had. i've been hurt. i'm scared no one will care enough about me. i want to be on my own. i'm someone who thinks smoking is one of the most distgusting things ever. my daddy left a hole in my heart and i don't care if that sounds so cliche`. i believe in love at first sight. i care more about something than myself. i'm concealed. i prefer anything in black. because i can. i am someone who argues, but i don't need to win every time. i think nothing is that simple. i enjoy making things complicated. i am someone who says nothing's wrong when i'm falling apart. i am someone who wants more than anyone can give. i'm over it. "i refuse to marry someone who wont give me passionate, intoxicating love"

My Interests

Cadence Fern Hoback. I wish there was more time for... Megameghan LP Markus Flash Gordon David Sedaris deep thoughts and a dog named Chope

I'd like to meet:

a typewriter and a reem of white paper.

Music:

Markus, My SHUFFLE is dope.

Movies:

I think I should get HALF of those DVD's!

Television:

Family Guy, House, Cold Case and Forensic Files, King of Queens

Books:

The Umbrella Man, James and the Giant Peach, Omnibus, Boy (Roald Dahl) Nine Stories (J.D Salinger) The Harry Potter series is quite entertaining The Olivia children's series; written and illustrated by Ian Falconer anything written by the talented Maurice Sendak. I once loved a book about a Geisha in Japan thanks to Deanna and twice tried to read something by Ayn Rand no thanks to a girl named Megan. My mother reccommended Carl Hiaasen. I enjoyed Skinny Puppy and Skin Tight. The Giving Tree, Dealing With Dragons, Church of Dead Girls, The Bell Jar. Chuck Palahniuk stuff, Animal Farm, The Great Gatsby, A book about the Black Death. The Art and Craft of the Short Story. Tales of Ordinary Madness-Bukowski, and Barrel Fever- David Sedaris.

Heroes:

Cadence. Always Cadence.

My Blog

hump day

wednesdays suck. especially this one. where's a hole? i wanna bury myself alive.
Posted by I love you, I hate you. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Whatsa Blog?

I've been disconnected for over a year. I feel old and out of the loop. Someone tell me I'm over-reacting.
Posted by I love you, I hate you. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST