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Sleeping Beautys Freakish Nightmare

Seductively beautiful with eyes that can cut through resolve like a sharp knife through a baby

About Me

"All human beings should try to learn before they die what they are running from, and to, and why." - James Thurber
I believe in finding one's path and following it without doubting that its right. I try my best to see the light in every dark corner and situation; though often I fail to do so, I still try. My path is artistic and different; you may find it repulsive but I find what I do a wonderful work of art. I am a living, breathing, walking work of art and you'll never forget that once you meet me.
I am the next Betty Page, that gorgeous girl in the corner you're too scared to talk to, seemingly always alone but surrounded by love, kind of a "big" deal, someone who longs to be touched, a lover of things I can't have and things you would never want, a tree hugging dirt worshiping hippie/Pagan, a focused mess, someone who dates boys and girls and everything in between the two, someone who gets confused when not in the kitchen, a rock star in a little town, an OCD patient trapped in a world of chaos, a work of art walking down the street, a loser who pretends to be cooler than she is, that girl who's best friend is the love of my life and married to five other gorgeous women, daddy's little princess, someone who would be happy playing in a box, a muse to great artists around the world, an alternative/fetish model from the Midwest, a morbid little girl, a jigsaw puzzle piece that fits a certain someone, a pansexual human being, the mess you love to watch crash and burn, more woman than you can handle, someone who could drown in her tears if you weren't here for her, the sexiest gypsy on the dance floor, a sexy IGUN girl, a Necto original, a poet full of colorful words, a swirling mass of emotion...commotion...and tears of passion.
There is a reason for everything, regret nothing, it all has made you the person you are today. Forgive, but never forget past experiences and mistakes. I believe I have found happiness in what I do. There is a lot of work to be done still on myself, a lot of holes to be fixed and broken pieces to be found and glued back into place; but the main point is, I'm working on it and moving forward everyday towards my dreams and desires. No matter how many thorns you find, there HAS to be a rose somewhere. I believe I've found my rose, and even though he isn't ready for anything serious yet, we're still really good friends; and I love him more and more each day for that alone.
I am working towards a career in Mortuary Science; I've got a thing for the dead, want to fight about it? Also, I am a Fetish/Alternative model. Getting to express my creativity and love for the weird and obscene is the greatest thing in the world for me; as well as showing that you don't have to be 6ft. tall and 100 lbs. to be beautiful.
for more information on my modeling and to contact me for shoots, please send me a message through here for links to my portfolio and schedule

My Interests

art, drawing, writing poetry and short stories, dancing in the rain, androgyny, bass guitar, blood, bass players, bass singers, BDSM, boots, boys in makeup, clubbing, comic books, corsets, cuddeling, "different" people, djs, dragons, drag queens and kings, drawing, eyeliner, faeries, falling, fashion design, fishnet, floating, genderqueer, German, girls and boys, gore, musicals, gothic looks, goths, happy hardcore, HEELS, hentai, industrial, Italian, kissing, literature, dancing under the moon, the night, oral fixation, pagan, poetry, rain storms, rainbow bright, rainbows, raveing, reading, the Russian language, singing, snow boarding, Spanish, Strong Bad, swimmming, Video games, anything dealing with water, wicca, writing, making fun of women, sarcasm, thrift stores, making my own clothes...and poking dead things with sticks

I'd like to meet:

First of all, if you wish to add me, please send me a message first as to why, ESPECIALLY if you have a private profile! I look at people's profiles, I read them, look at their pictures and their friends. If I can't do this, I'll deny the request because I don't like going in blind in meeting new friends.

But other than that, I'd like to meet photographers, other models, creative/different individuals, friends and other cool people. I love friends and meeting new people and I promise I won't bite...at least not at first ^.~

Music:

Within Temptation, Bach, Mika, Dashboard Confessional, The Get Up Kids, 30 Seconds to Mars, My Chemical Romance, 12 Stones, Juanes, Keane, Joydrop, Dope, MushroomHead, Rob Zombie/White Zombie, Placebo, Tenacious D, They Might Be Giants, Rush, Toll, A Perfect Circle, Tori Amos, Toy Box, VNV Nation, Venga Boys, Zeromancer, Silver Chair, Wumpscut, Straylight Run, T.A.T.U., Styx, Static-X, SES, Dir en Grey, Sarah Brightman, Saliva, Disturbed, Reel Big Fish, Queen, Rammstein, The Postal Service, David Bowie, Opeth, Nickelback, Ok Go, Nine Inch Nails, Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, After the Fire, Meat Loaf, Marilyn Manson, Lacuna Coil, KMFDM, KoRN, Kittie, Josh Groban, Icon of Coil, Assemblage 23, Imogen Heap, H.O.T., Harry Belafonte, Fuel, Flyleaf, Flogging Molly, Electric Light Orchestra, Dropkick Murphy's, Dresden Dolls, Amy Studt, Dream Theater, The Crxshadows, Cold, Breaking Benjamin, Brand New, Bowling for Soup, Billy Joel, Beck, Avenged Sevenfold...ect.

Movies:

Labyrinth; Lady Hawke; Run, Lola, Run; Interview with the Vampire; Team America; The Clockwork Orange; Party Monster; Requiem for a Dream; MirrorMask; The Crow; Edward Scissor Hands; The Cell; Seven; Silence of the Lambs; Zoolander; Shawshank Redemption; Clan of the Cave Bear; Donnie Darko; This is Spinal Tap; Big Fish; Corpse Bride; The Dark Crystal; Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind; Benny & Joon; High Fidelity; Lost in Translation; Billy Elliot; Snakes on a Plane; Young Frankenstein; History of the World Part 1; Spun; Blow; Texas Chainsaw Massacre (original); Dawn of the Dead; Night of the Living Dead; Hell Raiser; Nightmare on Elm Street; Saw (I & III); Imagine, Me &You; D.E.B.S.; The Princess Bride; Live Dead; Dirty Dancing; Breakfast on Pluto; The Rocky Horror Picture Show; Memoirs of a Geisha; The Never-ending Story; Thank You for Smoking; I 3 Huckabee's; The Nightmare Before Christmas; Clerks; Clerks II; Pirates of the Caribbean; House of 1,000 Corpses; The Devil's Rejects; An American Haunting; The Exorcist; The Exorcism of Emily Rose; The Notorious Betty Page; TransAmerica; Mrs. Henderson Presents; Happy Feet, Shrek, Shrek II, Jesus is Magic; But I'm a Cheerleader!; Hostel; Imagine, Me and You; Serenity; Pippin; Chorus Line; An American in Paris; Kiss Me Kate; All that Jazz; Seven Brides for Seven Brothers...ect

Television:

Invader Zim, South Park, Robot Chicken, Family Guy, Law & Order: SVU, Futurama, Bleach!, Metalocalypse, Ghost in the Shell, Firefly, Dresden Files, Buffy the Vampire Slayer,Fairly Odd Parents, The Little Mermaid...ect.

Books:

A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, Disco Bloodbath, The Brother's Grimm Fairy Tales, The Witch of Cologne, The Silence in Heaven, A Clockwork Orange, The Cheese Monkeys, House of Leaves, Kushiel's Dart, Lirel, Shade's Children, Wicked, Daughter's of the Moon series, Skin Deep, Curtains of Blood, Daughter of the Forest, Kushiel's Chosen, The Spark, Inkheart, Tithe, Valiant, Pirate's, Witch Child, If Only it were True, Guitar Girl...ect

Heroes:

My father, he is and always will be the one and only person to truly understand everything about me and the one person I can tell anything and everything to.

Matthew, the most amazing, talented and smartest person I know and the most beautiful rose I could have ever found in this world 3

My Blog

Mama, we all go to hell

so far, today is going really well.  i got up extra early and got my butt over to my professor, Tom's, office to talk with him about missing class on friday.  first of all, i was really surp...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:50:00 PST

yeah...

Phoeona --[noun]:A doll-like child'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 12:17:00 PST

blah

i don't really know what's wrong with me right now...i'm tired and want to go to sleep...but can'ti'm sick BECAUSE i haven't been sleeping enough....this has been a problem for me since high school......
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Fri, 12 May 2006 12:23:00 PST

angered much?

And this is why I want to move to Canadaand for Jo-Jo1.) I have four nipples, ask and I'll show you2.) I'm gay but secretly want to marry David Bowie3.) Mathematics makes me physicaly ill4.) Hentai ge...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 10:30:00 PST

Future Shoot

So yesterday, while walking back in the dark from the factory, my friend and favorite photographer, Tim, told me this great idea for a photo shoot.  it will be a goth-glam Alice in Wonderland sh...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 08:12:00 PST

Walton!

Who got a new room??   I DID!   my emotional health will greatly improve throughout this week ^^
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 05:15:00 PST

mmmm...cherry flavored fish

you never would guess how satisfying it is to bite the head off of a candy fish...i feel so happy right now ^^
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Mon, 30 Jan 2006 02:16:00 PST

So amazingly beautiful, and I love her so

Tonight....just...i can barely describe it in words.  there aren't ENOUGH words in the English language to describe how i feel, how full, how content.  like everything fits, nothing is wrong...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 11:39:00 PST

Snow games

so today, it was just so beautiful that i HAD to get my friend Timmy to take some photos of me.  about half way through the day, i succeded and we trudged out in the snow to the pond on campus. i...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 09:41:00 PST

yay ^^

so today i bought a dress and had Timmy do a mini-shoot with me just to see if i still look good in front of a camera and the photos are posted in my user pictures.  i bet you can tell which ones...
Posted by Sleeping Beauty's Freakish Nightmare on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 08:50:00 PST