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Sam

Each cut, each scar, each burn, a different mood or time. I told him what the first one was, told hi

About Me



Rare women are those who don't need the mere dew of youth in order to captivate. Irresistible with an antelope grace, almond-shaped eyes and a mercurial sense of style. Dramatic kimonos and shoulder-sweeping earrings, padding barefoot across the marble floor of the palazzo. A unique love for boldness, unflinching humour and strange yet seductive eroticism. Exploring the notion that life doesn't always occur the way we might expect.
I am a quietist. I am also a gemini, with gemini rising.... uninhibited, uncomplicated, unable to say no and more so. Also hands down winner in "Social whoring as an olympic event"... Bowie sings "I took a trip on a Gemini spacecraft and I thought about you", heed his words! I want the good life shangri-la, excessively french left bank existenialism, quoting Genet and listening to Natacha Atlas whilst wrapped in my goat flokati in front of the fire.
That's the subtle undertone of todays rant, friends! Anyone would think I'd be up all night dancing on the dining table again. Ok... and as for for subtlety, I'd prefer the smack in the face.

My Interests

Five Faces of Modernity: Modernism, Avant-Garde, Decadence, Kitsch, Postmodernism

Downward and decadent modern literature, modern art, artists, Picasso, Cocteau, Man Kandinsky, Chagall, Klee, Marquet, Apollinaire, Isherwood, Hemingway, Fitzgerald, Braque, poetry and poets, classifying personality, intelligible conversation, genuine thought, histories, cultures, philosophies, religion, Ancient Greece, Ancient Persia, Ancient Egypt, Mid Century Modern Design, Bauhaus, Pierre Koenig, Harry Seidler, John Lautner, Ray & Charles Eames, Joseph Eichler, Louis Kahn, Rudolph M. Schindler, Le Corbusier, Eero Aarnio, Mies Van Der Rohe, Frank Lloyd Wright, Julius Schulman, Richard Neutra, Eero Saarinen, Alvar Aalto, Castiglioni, Middle Eastern music & culture, Fauvism, Analytical Cubism, Synthetic Cubism, Dadaism, Surrealism, Futurism.

Existentialism attempts to describe our desire to make rational decisions despite existing in an irrational universe. Unfortunately, life might be without inherent meaning (existential atheists) or it might be without a meaning we can understand (existential theists). Either way, the human desires for logic and immortality are futile. We are forced to define our own meanings, knowing they might be temporary. In this existence The Individual Defines Everything. We are what we can become. Ours is a process, and our becoming is our ontic possibility of becoming. Human existence is a project, in which past and present are subordinate to future, is the main residence of our existence, because it is the north of our projection of ourselves. So do not ask me about me, I will have changed tomorrow, or you can ask me everyday?

Cubism introduced a new way to visualize the world, which is not using the eye but the mind to view the world. Apollinaire defined Cubism as the "art of painting original arrangements composed of elements taken from conceived rather than perceived reality". Picasso, Braque & Gris splintered the visual world not wantonly, but sensuously and beautifully with their new art. They provided what we could almost call a God's-eye view of reality: every aspect of the whole subject, seen simultaneously in a single dimension.

Dada is a state of mind. That is why it transforms itself according to races and events. Dada applies itself to everything, and yet it is nothing, it is the point where the yes and the no and all the opposites meet, not solemnly in the castles of human philosophies, but very simply at street corners, like dogs and grasshoppers.

"Je suis l'Empire a la fin de la decadence" A naive view is that if a society is decadent then, writers expressing it are decadent. It should say a decadent society poses new problems for a writer. "Can art be decadent?... yes, but only if judged by its own artistic criteria. Sadly l'art pour l'art or art for art's sake becomes art for money's sake. True art and ideology are mutually exclusive. Belief in indefinite progressive decadence in the past was accidental phenomenon. A profuse use of description. Prominence of detail, elevation of imaginative power. Lose sight of reason, the dangerously deceptive character of decadent art is the power to seduce.

My view is than an artistic and literary protest against a spiritually bankrupt civilization is needed! A person's or group's self-understanding is not viewed as reliable knowledge, because it is distorted by psychological delusion, perspectival illusion, and ideological prejudice. Life itself is a work of art!

I'd like to meet:

Thomas Jerome Newton, The Man Who Fell To Earth.... we'd have tea with Alex de Large, Rutger Hauer and Michael Wincott.

Music:

Wild Is The Wind - Bowie

Movies:


Secretary
Withnail and I
The Man Who Fell to Earth
Turks Fruit
Brazil
The Last Temptation of Christ
Alfie (Michael Caine's version. Jude Law can bite me)
Zorba the Greek
City of God
Velvet Goldmine
Clockwork Orange
Vertigo
Almost Famous
Labyrinth
Ladyhawke
The Hunger
The Greek Tycoon
Vampyros Lesbos
Lantana
We of the Never Never
Chopper
Bad Boy Bubby
Picnic at Hanging Rock
The Piano
Sirens
Dogs in Space
He Died With a Felafel in His Hand
Kenny
Dirty Deeds
The Sound of One Hand Clapping
Communion
The Party
Belle De Jour
The Lost Highway
The Ice Storm
Fritz the Cat
Taxi Driver
Klute
Baal
Paris Texas
Life of Brian
Stigmata
Donnie Darko
Heavenly Creatures
Basquiat
Blow Up
El Topo
Dogma
This Is Spinal Tap
Nightmare Before Christmas
I Shot Andy Warhol
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Little Fauss and Big Halsy
Valley of the Dolls
Discrete Charm of the Bourgeoise
Quadrophenia
The Adventures Of Baron Munchausen
Deep Throat
Flesh Gordon
Man Bites Dog - This is a brilliant movie!
Eraserhead
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Pink Floyd: The Wall
Monsoon Wedding - actually any Mira Nair films
The Guru
Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
Quills
Irreversible

Television:



Books:



A Decadent who lived to tell the story
Day of the Triffids
The Idea of Decadence in French Literature
The Flowering of Art Nouveau
The Decadent Imagination
Picture of Dorian Gray
Le Decadent
Yellow Book
The Bohemians - Parisian Artists 1930-1945
Lives Of The Muses
George Brummell
Wit & Maxims of Oscar Wilde
Elegance
The World of Goya
Backstage Passes
Kitchen Confidential
è Rebours
Glamorama (all Bret Easton Ellis)
Jude the Obscure
Great Expectations
True At First Light
Death in the Afternoon
A Moveable Feast
Torrents of Spring
The Sun Also Rises
Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Prisoner of Love
Our Lady of the Flowers
The Screens
The Declared Enemy
Querelle

Heroes:

David Bowie...On peut être un heros. Pour jusqu'à jamais. That's all there is to say....

My Blog

I must have some booze. I demand to have some booze!

This is quite possibly the best bloody film ever made! ...
Posted by Zorba on Mon, 28 May 2007 05:40:00 PST

Fucking awesome track!!!!! The Flowers - Can't Help Myself!

So I'm back home in Sydney, and what a fucking brilliant town! So laid back, so welcoming, I love my friends, just what I needed! Even walking into the newsagency supplies you with great music, Aussie...
Posted by Zorba on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 02:09:00 PST

Who's to say that love needs to be soft and gentle?

The "Secretary". I am addicted to this movie! If there were ever a movie more indicative of the span of my life than this one, I am yet to see it... Hopeless romantic? Big bloody fool? I don't know an...
Posted by Zorba on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 07:19:00 PST

At First Sight...

Bloody awesome band.. takes me way back... "Blow Your Cool" tshirt, hanging out at Strathfield station in the Aussie summer, very few are lucky enough to see the photos from that time! ...
Posted by Zorba on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:14:00 PST

The Church

We live in a world where a Mills & Boon romance novel sells more than 'The Iliad'. So things of a more esoteric nature don't sell as well.. does anyone else see something wrong with this picture? Wher...
Posted by Zorba on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 09:21:00 PST

This is my BEAUTIFUL evil twin!

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Posted by Zorba on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 10:56:00 PST

These days...

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Posted by Zorba on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 05:46:00 PST

"you make me well"

Realise the beauty and simplicity of human life. The meaning of the words, art, love, beauty, purity, passion, all this was made clear to me by the simplest of human words uttered, "you make me well"....
Posted by Zorba on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:39:00 PST

And she has her own travelling circus of Octopussy's.

Now I have No. 5 tatts and counting, No. 6 is coming tomorrow. God... Adrenalin junkie plus... I love my new boys at Studio City Tattoo! These "dudes" seriously rock! Everyone add them immediately. ht...
Posted by Zorba on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 11:03:00 PST

Only for you I don't regret.

All of my life I've tried so hardDoing my best with what I hadNothing much happened all the sameSomething about me stood apartA whisper of hope that seemed to failMaybe I'm born right out of my timeBr...
Posted by Zorba on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:48:00 PST