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meggan

Reality is In the Eye of the Beholder

About Me

someone writes a poem. they put it in your pants pocket. you forget..and wash said pants. you put them on, still warm from the dryer and walk outside. you reach in that pocket and open the paper...... i am the indecipherable words that would move you..if you could only figure them out.my life is perpetually in flux because i haven't figured out how to figure out what i want. i have a heart of gold covered in lead. *********************************************************** *i want to learn how to blow glass and spin fire *i'm learning polish one word and one food item at a time. *i want to learn gaelic, italian, french, spanish and german. *i want to figure out how to travel the world and still have a place to live *i want to learn how to build stuff,cook stuff,create stuff and take everyones money at poker. **i'm really interested in herbalism, energetics, and all facets of the 'occult', both lhp and rhp philosophies, and am interested in any knowlege that can be shared**----if you know any of these things and care to share knowlege, please contact me----
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My Interests

i enjoy stepping outside of consensual reality with regularity.I dont function well in the world of other people's social rules and regulations. i probably dont see things quite the way you do.i love the ocean and the moon. and Kali. and shiny objects.also: mud. fire. absinthe. painting. writing. stargazer lilies. roses.. pillows. potted plants. candles. green and amber glass.surprises. boys. girls. monogomy. human fluids. biters. the words 'girlfriend' and 'boyfriend'. incense and other things that smell good. talking to strangers. ufc. LHP.rollerskates.coffee. cigarettes. poetry. a good jukebox. doing things i know i suck at because they're fun (especially pool and fooseball). i am living contradiction..warm, cold, silly, serious, intelligent, senseless, sweet and sarcastic. a sol

I'd like to meet:

anyone with with something intelligent to say. really. i like people who know lots of stuff about things i dont know about. the dumb-but-attractive need not apply.
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Music:

radiohead, beck, clutch, tom waits, the beatles, nirvana, tenacious d, keane, the misfits, liz phair, the kinks, weezer, qosa, patti smith,deftones, magnetic fields, sublime, beth orton,leonard cohen, foo fighters,the stooges, howie day, violent femmes,leonard cohen, doves, happy mondays, rancid, nina simone, damien rice, portishead, the white stripes, modest mouse, belle and sebastian, the ramones, rufus wainwright, velvet underground..locally: cryptkeeper 5, mad elephant, pats!e, philo, the frantic

Movies:

what the bleep do we know. what ever you do dont fuck the dead chick, V for Vendetta, secretary, dream with the fishes, magnolia,the royal tennenbaums,porn, pump up the volume, rushmore, the omen, fight club, kill bill, vanilla sky, wag the dog, the pianist, true romance, monty python and the holy grail, battle royal, breakfast at tiffany's, evil dead, army of darkness, harry potter, that thing you do, lotr, fear and loathing in las vegas, breakfast club, gone with the wind, better off dead, natural born killers, one flew over the cuckoos nest, psycho (original), white christmas, clerks, romeo and juliet (baz), bringing up baby, igby goes down, waiting for guffman, carnival of souls (orig), run lola run, rosencrantz and gildenstern are dead.

Television:

Cities of the Underworld.globe trekker.big brother after dark. ghost hunters. Dexter.the tudors. no resevations w anthony bourdain. bizarre food w andrew zimmern. heroes.south park. lil bush. the office,scrubs,any cooking or travel shows. old school: dark shadows,i love lucy, buck rogers, ren and stimpy, bewitched, mr.show, kids in the hall,THE YOUNG ONES!!.sealab 2021,the brak show,athf,harvey birdman,venture bros,6 feet under

Books:

anything about magick, LHP, sexuality, religions, energetics, yoga, anthropology, history..anything i can learn from. also: neil gaiman, david sedaris,herman hesse, the prophet-kahlil gibran, illusions-richard bach, stranger in a strange land-robert a heinlein, the truth (with jokes) al franken, the great gatsby (as well as short stories)- f scott fitzgerald, generation x- douglas coupland, kissing in manhattan-david schickler, on the road, hitchhikers guide to the galaxy-douglas adams, mists of avalon-marion zimmer bradley, the stranger-camus, the wanderer(by alain-fournier)..all harry potter,the chronicles of narnia, a wrinkle in time (etc).. all chuck palaniuk, oscar wilde and tom robbins..

Heroes:

bill hicks, lenny bruce, al franken,michael moore,oscar wilde..the few who shake their fists, stomp their feet and voice their disgust at that which is meekly accepted by the many because their convictions are stronger than their fears.

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My Blog

a mile and a half in new patent leather sandals

today I decided to walk about a quarter of the way home from work. it was meant to be a time saving measure, which it ultimately was not,and my uncomfortable new sandals with patent leather straps bli...
Posted by meggan on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:46:00 PST

just some brief comments about New Orleans

just a quick little blurb about the status in New Orleans and the surrounding areas. its still really bad down here in a lot of places. the french quarter is fine but the poor areas are missing a hou...
Posted by meggan on Fri, 02 May 2008 03:36:00 PST

peeves

 so, i'm a bit mad. not right in the head, one could say. there are things that just drive me batty, and as these things seem pretty common, i can only assume 'it's not you, it's me'.&n...
Posted by meggan on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 12:36:00 PST

Dinosaurs: Return To Life?

Discovery Channel has a new special about scientists retro-engineering dinosaurs. seriously? did these people never see Jurassic Park?? Dinosaurs will eat you and your house. dont say i didnt warn ...
Posted by meggan on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:41:00 PST

to everyone

It's not you, its me. i know i have been making excuses not to go out or have anyone over.very occasionally i may pop out for a drink or dinner, but m not hanging out with anyone, really. im not depre...
Posted by meggan on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 11:00:00 PST

Helpfest 3 (aka: help Meggan when she falls down the stairs)

so.. i have been a good girl lately. going out seldom, and going home early, drinking in moderation..all that nice girl stuff. looks like i'm going to have to break my own rules this weekend. i will q...
Posted by meggan on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 03:36:00 PST

ch-ch-ch-changes

giant flashing lights and arrows from the universe have alerted me that it is really time to make a huge change. i have felt the desire to leave trenton and pursue life elsewhere (whatever that means)...
Posted by meggan on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:38:00 PST

on the upswing?

i'm feeling pretty darn good today. i've been pounding pavement (and keyboard) for a while now. nothing is definite, but i may have some chance of employment in the next few weeks. perhaps i can keep...
Posted by meggan on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:08:00 PST

fyi

i  willl not be bartending this week. let's just say life has pretty much gone to shit in every conceivable way in about 2.5 days. c'est la vie
Posted by meggan on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 06:11:00 PST

Parade Day in Trenton

Saturday was so much fun!. i actually saw the parade. i drank enough, but not enough to puke, molest young men in kilts, or pass out on a stranger's porch..  i made out with a...
Posted by meggan on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 03:55:00 PST