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Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction

Sweet to me, like razor blades and loaded guns

About Me

Please dont just add me unless you know me! send me a message and talk to me...wanna know? dont be shy! just ask! i use to be a dancer in omaha and now im currently just living life...i moved to montana about a year and a half ago and im still not use to it...woopee. I'm half Japanese and half white. My dad is the asian one. that usually surprises people! I cant forget my two cats Tipsy and Wickett. yeah ok so lets recap...im a 21 year old japanese ex stripper that loves animals and at the rate im going ill be the next 123 year old cat lady that smells like piss...*scoffs* yeah...nice. Boy look what i have to look forward to when i get old! haha! jkI hate fake people...and complusive liars. Im tired of talking to people that spout out 'ive got this many cars and this and that and ive got more money than bill gates' blah blah blah. i dont need someone to brag...i want someone to talk to! A REAL CONVERSATION!I love the written word...man these things are hard to fill out if you dont talk high on yourself a lot.If there is anything im obsessed with it is music, poetry and photography. I love being able to capture a moment in time when it was happening then passed by within that second and yet it will forever be preserved because of my obsession with that one moment.
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My Interests

Come on?! what interests most 21 year olds?! music definately music...couldnt live without it. i grew up most of my life being the odd girl out...sometimes i still am but music has always been there to soothe me, if it hadnt been i might not be here. umm what else? I like boys, i like girls but being totally honest im super duper picky...i dont know why but i only like certain types of girls, and anything else...i love food! Poetry is a big one. im addicted to the written word. i am always reading...or writing but STILL! wow im sure you really want to meet me now...boy howdy...THEREEEEEE was an old woman who swallowed....a fly hahahaha

I'd like to meet:

anyone 25 and younger...after that it just gets weird...wanna talk IM me on AIM...vinnibruno...tho im not on a lot lol

Music:

Lets see...i like anything that sounds good to me. My Chemical Romance, The Used, Hellogoodbye, The Hush Sound, Motion City Soundtrack, Hollywood Undead, Taking Back Sunday, Greeley Estates, Cobra Starship, Scissor Sisters, AFI, Frank Sinatra, System of a Down, Marilyn Manson, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Rory, The Wreckers, Michelle Branch, The Postal Service, Death Cab for Cutie, Ciara, Eminem, Chamillionaire, Lil Jon, Ludacris, Pussy Cat Dolls, Kenny Chesney, Brad Paisley, Allison Krauss, Gary Allen, Timbaland, Akon, Missy Elliot, Britney Spears, Kelly Clarkson, She Wants Revenge, Avenged Sevenfold, Underoath, Trace Adkins, Ashley Parker Angel, Korn, Snoop Dog, my sister recently got me into Tiger Army. I grew up being different...why stop at the music?

Movies:

Ok at the moment the best movie ive seen lately was Tideland...very depressing and unusual but if you like dramas you love Tideland. The prestige was pretty awesome, of course anything with Christian Bale in it is gonna be good...Hostel was pretty decent...i officially will never go to amsterdam...im down for gettin fuckin blazed off my ass at a cafe but getting tortured and ripped limb from limb doesnt appeal to me. Another good one was Requiem for a Dream...Twin Peaks, uh man anything that will trip you out when youre fucked up...any movie that makes you think...like Old Boy...its a Korean foreign film but its totally amazing...theres a couple other ones i cant think of right now...Hard Candy, 2046, Clean, any thing with Will Ferrell

Television:

Its pathetic but i can quote every episode of South Park...its my favorite...Im addicted to Nicktoons TV. who doesnt like Aaah! Real Monsters, Rocko's Modern Life, and Corneil and Bernie. I also happen to have a soft spot for The simpsons, Futurama, the family guy, the oblongs, freakshow, ren and stimpy, aqua team hunger force, wondershowzen, too many to really talka boutand sealab 2021. Oh! CSI Miami and Degrassi hehe

Books:

most anything with poetry, Robert Frost, Edgar Allan Poe, Erotica by Anne Rice...dear god that woman is descriptive! "His erection aroused me to the fullest. i could feel myself getting wetter. i knew i had to have him and i knew the only way to get him was to take him like a dog..." yeah ok so that one turned out kinda gross! give me a break and work with me!

Heroes:

I dont really know if i would call then heroes persay...but here we go...Edgar Allan Poe, Jeffery Chaucer, Johnathan Swift, Salvador Dali, Pablo Picasso,Man Ray, Frida Kahlo, myself...im not concieted...believe in yourself and you shall succeed, and anyone who can tolerate me for more than a 10 minute span of time...congrats if youve survived my stupidity...i will think about considering giving you a cookie.

My Blog

life goes on...

It seems like everytime i write a blog it starts out with 'so its been forever since ive written on here lets get the world up to speed with whats up with charise'. well its because its true and i rea...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:27:00 PST

still just as boring here...

so its been quite a while since i last posted a blog but thats because i really had nothing to rant about...i still dont...all i can really say is i miss california...i miss the beach and everyone the...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:30:00 PST

100 things about me...

100 Questions001: Real Name  Charise Colleen Curda002. Nickname - Reese, Reesey, Reesers, sissy003. Single or taken - Single004. Zodiac Sign - Scorpio005. Male or Female - female006. Elementary Schoo...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:23:00 PST

i dont get it...

so...what do you do when the guy you like apologizes for what hes done and is trying to make it better...BUT...i ended up leaving work early today cuz i felt like shit right...so i come home and im ho...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 08:25:00 PST

broken heart for sale...mine

So i am actually here in montana...ive been here for a little over a month...i like it and i have made some awesome new friends and the people i work with are pretty cool...but...i found this guy that...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:23:00 PST

ALMOST DONE!!

omg i still havent left omaha yet...but its getting closer...we shipped off most of our clothes today so we dont really have a choice! almost everything is packed and the last things i gotta do is get...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 07:39:00 PST

movin day is closing in...

so i was suppose to move wednesday...it didnt happen...thursday was the next goal...that came and went...i was gonna leave yesterday...that didnt happen...so here it is today..im suppose to&...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:59:00 PST

MONTANA!!! IMMA COMMIN!!

so im movin to montana in a few days...i dont work at the 20's anymore which makes me really sad but it happens...ill be better off in montana with my mom and dad...its to miserable here...i need the ...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:40:00 PST

so...

so im bored...i dont have work today...which is nice on a monday...ive just been kickin back and relaxing which is what i really need because i have a lot of pent up stress...GOD! i dont really know w...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST

moving yet again...

so ive decided that im tired of this piece of shit town Omaha...too much drama and bullshit...people aare fake and im tired of trying to find out if they are sincere or not...i mean ive met some chill...
Posted by Romantic Idea of Self-Destruction on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:07:00 PST