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Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow

-IN UK FROM 14/10-TEMHOTA

About Me

I am a psychodelic artist.With overturned reality/mind/life. Antisocial for these rules of life. Unpredictable in moods/acts/thoughts. With over inclinations to selfdestruction. I LOVE to get alone in far away places/nature. I feel discomforted between ppl. And do not have anyone who i can actually call as a true friend. I dont trust and often paranoid to ppl...and somewhere can describe myself as a misanthrope with a very independent,obsinate and very fair personality. I decide and do things alone. And almost never listen or use ppl's advices or help. I am very deep in all the occult,visions,aliens,ghosts stuff. I love animals and nature very much. but most of all - freedom. Dont try to understand me in any logical and social way. You'll fail.------------------------------------------------------- -- ----------------- i AM the contradiction itself: DARK and LIGHT. logic and unlogic. normal and sick. happy and SAD. optimic and PESSIMIC. honest but cynic. straight but sarcastic. open and hidden. have many interests..but hate all. live here..but paranormal there. a human being..with alien ends. i dream/see nightmares during 24/7. alive..but DEAD.--------------------------------------


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My Interests

When i close my eyes..i see When i open my eyes..i see When i close my eyes..i smell When i open my eyes..i smell ART.design. (by W.D.Barlowe) parapsychology.mystics.voodoo.satanism.runes.vampires. animals.CATS!!! motorbikes: ------------------ my likes and I..: and..: also..like the: ..and often..feel like this: and somewhere deep i feel ..like this: i pretty often tend to..: ..and to: i usually feel : my head is..: my mind is..: usually it ends by ..: but..sometimes..: i WISH one day to..: to rest..and take a breath ..: ..and one day to see the light..and:

I'd like to meet:

Hide My Friends AreaBANDS: ----------- Geasa, again. Novembre, again. Throes of Dawn. Gromowladny. Summoning. Swallow the Sun. Mercenary. Nest. Agalloch.--------------------------------------------------- ---------- i am pointing on the most important : NO niggers. NO muslims. NO rap. NO religious. NO retards who'll not give a time to read THIS so they'll save my and their times. ------------------------------------------------------------ ---------------------------- go and check out this person-------- CLICK THE BANNER TO GO TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE OF..

A suspension and freak show circus
Body Piercing, Implants, Branding, Scarification & More.
http://www.myspace.com/bodymodartist
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: E.G.
Birthday: 23 november
Birthplace: Kiev
Current Location: unkown.i dont have one.
Eye Color: devilish blue
Hair Color: blond,blue
Height: 1.71cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: i have 3...
Your Heritage: ukranian estonian.
The Shoes You Wore Today: new rock
Your Weakness: FREEDOM.cats.risk/adrenaline.
Your Fears: caves(claustraphoby). to get stuck in life,to lose my freedom.
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni..yum.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to come back to London ..and then.. Scandinavia..and back to Canada.lol!!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hhh,..lol, oh!
Thoughts First Waking Up: i am still in my nightmare?
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes..?
Your Bedtime: 4 am.
Your Most Missed Memory: my wanderings all over the world....
Pepsi or Coke: no/no
MacDonalds or Burger King: no/no
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE,oh yeah!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: now..yes.
Do you Swear: no
Do you Sing: hmm..yep.
Do you Shower Daily: yep,my cat shows me how to lick myself...ggrrr(and it much often then daily...)
Have you Been in Love: ....dunno..maybe yes.
Do you want to go to College: aye..
Do you want to get Married: ...i think..not.
Do you belive in yourself: oh yeah.
Do you get Motion Sickness: aha..daily.
Do you think you are Attractive: u tell.
Are you a Health Freak: nop.
Do you get along with your Parents: ...
Do you like Thunderstorms:
Do you play an Instrument: guitar..and nerves.

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ooohhhh...in the past DAY!
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: mmm
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah... ;-..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: i dont even remember what i ate yesterday...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: hate sushi.
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah..in front of satana's judgement..
In the past month have you been Dumped: no,but others- yes!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no. in summer.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: hhmm... miau?...uupps.
Ever been Drunk: eheh.. ..but i'm not alcoholic!!
Ever been called a Tease: always...
Ever been Beaten up: yep..but they're all dead!!
Ever Shoplifted: ..shit, again this question..
How do you want to Die: on a very high speed..or to cut my veines,or to jump from a high rocky mountain to the ocean full of reefs.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a proff Artist.
What country would you most like to Visit: all the Scandinavia (Norway,Finland) NORWAYYYYY!!!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: dont care
Favourite Hair Color: dont care
Short or Long Hair: V.E.R.Y L.O.N.G ! ! ! ! !
Height: mine and up.
Weight: hippo. hhhaaa..normal
Best Clothing Style: Black metal,Viking,Celtic,Goth.Nude. :)
Number of Drugs I have taken: ..1.
Number of CDs I own: many.
Number of Piercings: 16 holes.2 stretches.3 implants...
Number of Tattoos: 7,and one scarification. :)
Number of things in my Past I Regret: enough to lose the taste for life.

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Music:

my bests: GEASA NOVEMBRETHROES OF DAWNSUMMONINGMOONSORROWOPETHEMPYRIUMANCIENT RITESSWALLOW THE SUNAGALLOCH

Movies:

i love different kinds of horror and mutations.deffects.rare illnesses and cases.UFO/aliens. also:all the 3 by- lord of the rings:

Television:

*see the movie prefernces.

Books:

parapsychology.telepathy.mysticism.voodoo.art/illustration books by different artists. some stephen king,and -James Hadley Chase(!)

Heroes:

aliens.

My Blog

my second profile!

ok, due to the spreaded paranoya, and high discuss,i'll posting AGAIN , a blog on both of my profiles. dudes, stop being primitive! to appreciate and respect white race- u can do it from EVERY spot in...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 12:27:00 PST

going to UK on 14th.

so i'm going (again) to UK.very soon, on 14th of this month. will stay there about 3 months. after it- will leave to Canada. so, my british friends- will be glad to meet again, or  some of y...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 08:10:00 PST

new page.

ok..lads and gents..some updates about me and my suffer nature.: after all the bad stuff - including: losing my mom, becomin a profesional homeless,no work,no app., killing mood which was followe...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 07:54:00 PST

implantsss...oh implaaannnttsssss

well..at least i can be kind of sure, that i'll be the only one here with such a 'cutty' toys on me.. the COLORS around my eye are REAL. (in fact- around both of me eyes..)so.. i can declarate lads n'...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 10:14:00 PST

To my MOM R.I.P. i love. and i’m sorry for all these things i’v said you.

Mamochka, prosti za vse. ya othcen' teba lublu. i mne otchen' teba budet nehvatat'. ti bila edinstvenim kto bil u mena. i ya eto otchen' tzenila pos voemu. mne trudno bilo virajat' svoi tchustva slov...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 09:10:00 PST

well, somehow (intresting why), i cannot put a bulletin with this msg..aha

..> MY SECOND PROFILE ..DELETED. well..a stupid thing 2 do,coze: arghhhh fucking bastard ,Tom. and i believe its not without someones 'hand of help' as well.. my second profile was deleted now..fo...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 08:08:00 PST

to friends-im off.

..> ..> hey to alli wont be online since today..i'm leavin my app. so- no internet anymore.dunno when i'll be back.hopefully not too long.will let you know through the bulletins- when i'm back agai...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 05:45:00 PST

a short instruction to the long process

 often you stop and think..thinkin..thought...what with this small n' weird thingy : life ? time has pass..and what do we get..same damn shit .. u work hard... and get .kinda no...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 01:35:00 PST

my new head..?

ok, my psychic and physic limits are got to the dangerous point-end. and..on the 6th of this month, in extremely spontanic way-i'v took a bus to Eilat (the most south point in israhell,near egypt) i w...
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 12:59:00 PST

wall artwork

this one was done at soemone's very dear to me place...  
Posted by Neanderthal eyes || art of sorrow on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 04:51:00 PST